Saturday, January 14, 2006

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

domededom
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Mood: Bored and in a surprizingly good mood Song: Move your Dead Bones List for raving ninja outfit *Collar *Pants *shoes *Glow Rope *Reflective tape *Black tank *Glow-in-the-dark gloves Fish Net Top Wolf Ears and Tail Glowsticks *=already have Well My outfit is gonna be intressting... very much so. I just hope it turns out how I like. Well went to the mall yesterday and Finally saw the Narnia movie... thats not the only thing I saw while there. As I was leaving from getting my ticket, I ran into... none other than Ian. Needless to say the lack of short hair and me not knowing he was there caused me to be a very surprized Tala when I got a deadly Ian hug. We walked around the mall for a bit, he spoiled a bit of bleach for himself by reading ahead at Waldenbooks. Then he... I donno if dragged is the right word for it.... me into EBgames, seems someone has a new computer. Then we went into Gift world so he could show me this sword he wanted. heh, he got a intressting outfit while at gift world. It's balck and has a draggy on the back. We went into Suncoast and Ian started looking at stuff than even make my face light up read with laughter and emberssment. For those of you who don't know... that is Hentai.. yes animated PORN!!!!!! ZOMG!! I had fun cause I found one I wanted to get. -giggles like a school girl- Okay now to today at lunch A friend was grabbing for the Ice cup..... Friend: Ewww I touched your Ketchup... Me: At least it wasn't my Banana (had a banana peel on tray) Friend: True, I didn't know girls had banana's. Me: We do but we eat the so quick that no one really knows Friend: -covers face laughing- Another friend: where do you eat the banana? Me: Whatever side opens first Everyone at the table but me: -dies of laughter and red faces- Then we got onto the topic of how to cause a guy pain, Human skin bound books, and ice cream sandwitchs... Oh yes and ORGASMIC!! -TK

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

worried to death
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Mood: worried Song: If tomorrow never comes I fear the worst for my puppy, Doc, he isn't doing so good. He has a sezurie before I got home and a little while ago he was trying to naw off his back paw, I kinda got him to stop that. His breathing is ragged and flips from shallow, as if not there, to heavy. I don't know what to do cause vets are closed. I fear the worst right now cause I look and can barely see him breathing. If he keeps this up he won't make it to tomorrow morning. -whines and curls up in a ball- I don't want to lose him, I can't lose him. If he dies I don't know what I'll do. He was my first dog, my first friend after Melissa, I could tell him anything and he wouldn't judge. I just can't lose him, when he goes... that'll be the last tie to my childhood, gone. I don't think I'll see him alive tomorrow, he seems almost gone. If he dies, part of me will die to. I am going to stop I am depressing myself more. -Tk TO Doc: Get better

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

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Mood: Depressed and Pissy again I will get over it Song: I'm just a kid I get the feeling one of my close friends is avoiding me... I know I am probably just imagening things. So just don't worry about it. Everyone has a scar, few have one that hunts them from there past. Well before I get all pissy again I might as well get off topic before I go crazy. Cons I am going to this year: ~Ushicon ~ShioKazeKon ~Shimakon ~O-chibicon ~Afest ~Oni-con ~AggieCon ~LinuCon Well yeah... I am going to buy my ShioKazeKon and Shimakon badge in a few days, then I am gonna buy my aggiecon badge. I am gonna get paid tomorrow.. 2/3 of it goes to Ushicon the rest for Zappacon... I should be getting paided once more before Ushicon... -hopes- It's almost a full moon so remember this ^-^ I bored and being close to the full moon my wolf is coming out a bit more. And that was my final picture of the day. Well I can't seem to shake a single felling from me. I am starting to relize I really miss my first friend. I guess you can never shake your first true friendship. I wish I could find her and talk to her, just once more. If that could happen then I could... nevermind... ~final day ~TK I look to the sky, a single star against the fading sun, A shimmer in the coming darkness, A glimmer of hope for those of night, clouds pull in, surrounding the star. Last one in the sky it be, as the night appers, a shadow of the day, Just a lone star, Buring against the dark. A single golden eye, it stands against pelt of black, that is a lone spirit, a spirit of a lone wolf, one that has long since spent it's life. Crimson spatters the ghost under feet, Drops of it falls like a crimson rain, a mistake some makes about a lone, a deadly flower against the falling ghost, A shadow, still against the ghost underfoot. Dark shadow against the falling ghost, Single golden eye closes, the clouds cover the single last star, the shadow and the star, linked as one, The ghost covers the shadows as if it was never there. The shadow was the last of it's kind, the star, gone from this world, the shadow was gone as well from this world, together they were one, together they are gone, Both last of there kinds now both gone for good. If you couldn't tell by the poem it is about the last wolf on earth, dying as the last snow falls and last star fades. After the poem ends the world is distroyed and dissappers from the mind. -TK

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Sunday, January 8, 2006

o.o
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Awr... no one told me if they liked who I was cosplaying (see yesterdays post) well I am offically going to NIPPON 07 I getta Visit the famous world con in Japan -dance around- though this means I ain't going this year after A-kon. Japan is more pricey than us so it means more Yen to handle ^^ but hell I can't wait.

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Saturday, January 7, 2006

bored
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Okay I am in a bit better mood, not to much but enought to be bored x3. Heh Okay well to show people one of my cosplays See the one with Orange and green hair with orange on top. That is Dai, I am gonna be cosplaying him at Ushi should I finish the costume. Cons I've found that I must go to that are outta state. Nekocon YaoiCon (next year ^^) YuriCon (yes) HentaiCon AntroCon SugoiCon XD yes I know It's one but it sounds cool. OHOH if the rumor is true then VIZ is gonna put in an AnimeStudio here in Cen-Tex. ^^ Voice Acting here I come. -twoots-

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Friday, January 6, 2006

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Mood: Pissed off/Depressed Song: What hurts the most Post type: Bitchy/Ranty [rant] Okay.. well I've tried to keep my spirits high... but no.. I keep having something brought up to try and forget it... But hey I regreat some of what I did new years eve... not all of it... I can't say truthfully that I wouldn't do it again.... but hell can it just drop... sorry rokk i know you're reading this... School has little drama compared to my online/con life... I mean, someone could kill themselves at school who I knew, and I'd still call it less drama... hell nothing is as bad as my con/online drama life... Sorry for all my friends who are reading this... But i needed to say it... I have my mind drifting back to a single person... hell I donno what to do about it... I bet that person who's who they are... Okay... I am offically gonna change... maybe I'll have less drama... but I am gonna change my humor... I am hardly gonna IM first any more... I doupt I am gonna talk, first anyway, anyway... Now for something I really need to get off my chest... Kriswo... learn to take a fucking joke... just because I say the horns won by cheating.... doesn't mean I mean it... you also say that you hate me... I get the feeling it is the other way around.. if you want to believe I hate you... fine I'll hate you... so hears how I'm saying it... leave me the hell alone, online or off, until you can take a joke... Once again.. sorry for all my friends who are reading this.. I just have to get this off my chest... Maybe it would have been better if I had died instead of my dad... hell I also did 3 years ago... best christmas present I could have given my perents then... my dad wouldn't have gotten arrested... I wouldn't have to deal with my family shit... hell why I didn't do it then... no I know why I didn't... I was still believed in god and that he could help me when I asked for it... nothing like asking a million times and not get any help... to kill your views on him... I feel that Seth, Sethos and Tori are all getting more distant from me... -shakes head- maybe if I work more I'll be forgetten all together... I know that they have midterms to fuss at... but... never mind that is for them to hear... I just wish I could go back to the days... when I had my first friend and only friend... and I've just noticed something... she was my first g/f... I guess thats why her mom hated me... hell if I had been her mom, I would have hated myself too.. back then... I just want her back as a friend... My friend Amy is turning out to be like her... I spend tons of time at her house... -lays huddled in a darkened corner as Namid appers- I have a feeling this saturday... I'll be huddled in my room... all lights out save for a small one, just reading and listing to music... if anyone calls I'll answer... Namid: -watchs, just sitting there, letting the anger come out in this way instead of another way- I have a feeling my Sleep Apnea (for those who don't know what it is... it's were you stop breathing in your sleep and in worse cases kills) is comeing back worse than ever... last night I had woken up... probably just in time... I couldn't breath... my vision was already blurry... and I was cold... not wanting to do anything but go back to sleep... I kinda wish I had... I bet it happens again... [sarcasum] yay i getta go back to the doctors/hospital for another test.. [/sarcasum] wooo... Look... again to all my friends.. I am sorry.. once again... I just had to get this off my chest... [/rant] -Tk

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Thursday, January 5, 2006

The horns push through the Trojains one after another, can anything contain the Horney Horns. x3
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Sorry Had to have that as my Status, not every day you have the Horney's going up against the Condoms. -laughs-.

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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

Random thingys
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Come Back~* Last night, I smiled a smile, My mind flooded back to the months we had, I shook my head as I relized that it could never be again, My mind was filled with false hopes and dreams, I have noted now that, together, will never be, As much as I wish it could, It won't. Never again will I allow my emotions to control my mind, Not allowing love to control my heart. The memories of us two, together, That is all that will stop me from looking again, I don't want another I love, I know that now, All I want is something I cannot have, Not even in my dreams anymore, You're happy with another and I respect that, I just wish, wish that we could have one more kiss. A kiss to say Good-bye, maybe after that it might be easier for me to let you go, Allowing my heart to finally heal and letting me move on. Twin tears fall to match the mood of the storm, I cast the memories into the shadows and just stay in the room, mind blank, trying to forget everything, Everything that happened in our past together, I sit on the bed, shaking my head as I see your face and voice fade, from my mind. It's hard for me to see it all go, but I feel it is for the best, Just friends, might be better, we seem to talk more and get along better, I just wish that I wouldn't have said those words, The words, "Let's just be friends." -Unknown I found that poem while bored, I don't remember where I had found it, seeing as I just copied the poem ^^;; but I felt that a bit of the poem fit my life, though I would never let go of the one I still love. I just wish I could figure a way to tell that person that I am still in love with them. -TK

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Tuesday, January 3, 2006

Random stuff
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Meh, poem to start off the day. memories~* The past, the mirrors The memories, the fire Fire of the mirrors, Reflected in there numerous glass frames, I stand in the middle of the fire, Standing in the middle of my memories, Staring at the reflection that I call my past. Slowly, the mirrors crack, shattering, glass spread all over, Night time falls, the fire strong, without the mirrors to hold back the fire, Memories come burning back, They lick at my limbs, Scaring my skin, Azure colored eyes, just stare out into the darkness, letting the flames take me. Take me back, back into the memories of my past, Back into the pain they hold. -TK That was just a random poem I had written. ^^ it was around the 20th of decmeber. Namid: Blinks and looks at his charge. Oh yes, I might tell you the story behind namid and my name (tala) because I am bored and random. One day I was looking at native american names. I only remembered two and they stuck so I figured there was a meaning for 'em. Soon enough I denounced my religion and became a wiccan/Shaman/pagan. I started to follow my own path because I didn't care that much and after my dad got arrested I learned a lesson the hard way. I ain't saying it here cause it'd be disrespectful to some people. Well soon after that I went on a vision quest to find my spirit animal. It turned out to be a wolf, a white wolf with black tipped ears, paws, tail and muzzle. Later I found out that she wasn't my spirit animal, but my spirit. I went on another one, this time to find my gaurdian spirit. I found it to be another wolf. An all black wolf save for both left paws being white, along with a white tipped tail and a white mark on his head. I had to find a name for both of them, so the male became Namid (star dancer) and my spirit, Tala (wolf). He had to watch over her and the became close. So that is how I got the name Tala, because I had to name the wolf that is my spirit and since she is me I took on the name Tala. Well Namid >> if you can't figure that out the I gonna hurt you. I also noted that Namid was the Yang to Tala's Yin. x3 heh Well, that was random mood now to go to bed. Just feel free to try and kill me for having such a random post. -TK

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