Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Retraction
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Thought I'd post a retraction of yesterday's post.. I just had to get that all off my shoulders before it got worse and something happened I'd want to take back but can't. >.> Those of you who know me, know what I'm talking about. Well today wasn't a good day.. a little better than yesterday but not as worse. I sprined my wrist, so this post is currently putting hell on my wrist. I hit my head on my car door as I was getting into it... My school had a latte and Hot coco day so that helped it up a bit, so I got three cups of hot coco, so It helped me out. I'm never drinks three cups of hot coco again.. and drinking a Dr.Pepper and bag of skittles all within an hour.. >> Well my first period had a gas leak near it so we couldn't have class in our normal room... the teacher was out as well.. oi... We had to sit in the electrical class with a teacher who shot staples at us with his staple gun.. >.> now I fear them more than ever. I also keep on getting a feeling that we are gonna have a school shotting at my school before the end of this year.. i hope it is wrong.. Gonna apply at Home Depot tomorrow along with Albertsons, I really need money because as soon as next year starts my mom is cut off to what I make. My math grade has hit ground zero and my english ain't fairing so good.. so I gotta bad feeling that my grades are gonna be horrable this semester.. well I'm gonna try to get it up again. Got into a fight with a friend at lunch.. over naruto.. she can't even take a joke. I really wanna hang out with my friends but I never know what anyone is doing anymore.. I feel so outta the loop cause hardly anyone talks to me anymore.. I am tempted on just quiting the internet.. why do I need it.. to depress my life even more... -TK

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Monday, November 21, 2005

Bad day....
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Mood: Depressed, sad, a bit angry Song: I go back Well day started out.. somewhat good.. I had all my homework.. i found my project... then it all just.. went downhill... My Male ag teacher planned a field trip to a work site... The bus showed up late.. then it went to the wrong part of the school... then we arrived late at the spot we were late.. we left the area late.. almost missed lunch... when it was time for us to go to his class.. he showed up almost an hour late.. and to make things worse everyone who has his class wants to see him gone.. >> I agree with them.. in a way I am leading the movment to get our old teacher back... Well I went to tend the horses today.. they are doing fine.. one of 'em gave me some hardheadedness XD.. but that was fixed when the owner showed up. I got home, after almost having a wreck.. damn sun.. well I got home, mom said she'd bring KFC, thought it was turning and becoming a better day... then I looked in the garage... another dead rabbit.. thrid one I've lost.. RIP: Frost <3 you are now with Yin and Haku. Well I am sorry for dumping all of this into this.. I just.. I don't know. I wish I could hang out with some friends to get my mind off all this.. Worse part is.. I found out, even know I got a BF.. I'm still not over Iruka... for some reason I just can't let her go no matter how hard I try.. gods right now I just.. just wish all this pain, all my memories, and all my past could just dissapper and I could start anew.. cause my memories and my past hurt.. I've lost a few friends, because I hardly get to see them.. and I guess the truth that no one likes me is finally hitting me.. I have very few true friends that I share a lotta stuff with.. I just wish I could run off and dissapper from the world so I could be forgotten and change my name and start anew... I just don't know what to anymore.. I wish I could curl up with a good friend and just be told it's alright.. just.. allowed to forget the past.. believe it or not I wish it was Iruka that it would be with.. but.. that'll never happen...again anyway... -TK

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Sunday, November 20, 2005

Fun ^^
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Well I gotta job, it's a volunteer one so I get no pay. I ain't complaining the list bit about not getting any pay, 'cause I love horses, oh yeah my job is caring for a persons horses and help break them >>.. Well I might not be on much because of that but oh well, HORSES YAY <333 I can't wait till I get my own horse so I can do reinning, Barrel racing and cutting XD. I want a paint I can't wait, now to find a job that pays >.> -Tk

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

Harry potter
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Okay.. I saw the harry potter movie at 11:30 last night. I ain't gonna say anything that the movie containted for those of you who have not seen it yet, just thought I'd say.. as a harry potter fan.. I was dissapontied in the way Rowling let the go. They seem to have re-wrote the ENTIRE book for this movie, to many important things are missing that lead to the 5th book and things that the 3rd movie lead too.. NO BLAST-ENDED SKREWTS ;-; we don't getta see them at all (see I'm keeping my promise I ain't saying what was in the movie =P) Well I was looking forward to that... Other than the fact that a lotta things were missing, it seemed to be a very good movie. But the first was still, The Best. I say that only because it was the only one that kept ALMOST all the details. I guess with shorter book comes better movie... -TK

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

o.o;;
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heh, well I do and don't got my computer working.. long story. XD well I am busy with homework cause if I don't pass I can't go to San Antonio next friday for my first Date with Andrew. -becomes nervous as hell- Well I'm sure you've all noted my pet x3. THANK YOU SETHY <333 She made it for me. The name is japanese for Silent Tears. I chose the name for one simple reason, a reason all my friends know and for another reason. My people's problems go unheard and no one seems to care. I created the name so that everyone will know I am there if they ever need to talk or if they need help. I have been through tons of stuff I ain't gonna go into but I will help out anyone, friend or random IMing Person xD. Well that is that ^^ I love my pet teehee. Well I am so close to failing American History but I finally am getting it up and I shouldn't fail ^^;; I am dropping outta My Intro to Ag mech next Sem and getting into Speech. Now I'll have 3/4 days next year ^^ -dances around like a crazy person- Well I donno I am just bored, I'm going to try to get into color Guard next year o.o;; oh well. -TK

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Friday, November 11, 2005

O.o;;
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Teh Tala is offically not single anymore. I got myself a BF ^^. I guess that is what my dream was trying to tell me. To stay loyal as a friend to Iruka and stop dwelling on it and just move on with my life. o.o;; and yes I am the one saying this.. startling No? Well yeah, I guess that is what my dream was trying to tell me, not the fact that she has forgetten me and never wishs to remember me. It's that I should stay loyal to her as a friend and just move on with my life and learn to love and forget about the past. I won't forget the past but I will move on and love again. ^^;; I can't wait till December 9th cause I'll getta hang out with him at Ingram Mall. Yes.. in San Antonio.. >> Seth you know who I am talking about so call, 'cause I ain't posting it here -blushs- Well all for tonight -dances and twirls around- -TK

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Monday, November 7, 2005

Shoot me...
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Okay went to the doctors and they have no earthly Idea what the hell they are talking about.. uncontroled asthma my ass... >> I know what it really is but do I tell 'em... nope I'll just let it keep going until I finnaly die from it.. >> or until they get smart and relize it... Well I got tickets to the San An spurs game on Dec 9th. ^^ so I getta go down there and hang with peps before the game starts. tw00t Getting a new computer tomorrow or thursday.. I hope tomorrow.. -hope hope- then I'm giving this one to mint and levi so they can fuck with it.. I just never wanna see this piece of crap *in* my house again.. seeing it at theirs will be fine.. but not here.. NO!! Oi... I gotta clean up my room tonight which will take a good part of the night.. then go to bed.. wake up.. take two tests before school starts then do school work.. man I *love* my life -rolls eyes- Gotta bruise the size of my fist on my thigh cause a tree thought it'd be *nice* to go through me.. >> but the hike was fun ^^ teehee, I hiked with Mint, levi and mark. Twas fun. Well that be all.. I gotta clean my... well I think its a landfill.. but room. OH yeah.. If I'm not on between now and tomorrow it's cause this computer will not work so cya all thrusday =P -TK

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Sunday, November 6, 2005

Head spinning.. rum shrip not good
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I'll put up a warning when it gets all wierd like.. Well I went to the redneck galla thingy and won a trip to the Nascar race in April, it comes with a pit tour on friday and pit passes for Sat and Sunday =P I getta bug the teams. Well I hung out with Mint, levi and Mark during that cause I got bored. Found out I'm good at Soul Calabur(sp) which surprized me. Well I'm gonna see about hanging out with them again today at the Nature Center. Go get lost and run around and stuffs. ^^ Well even if I don't hang out with them, I'm going anyway. I needa go back there 'cause I havn't been there in over 2 years and I wanna see how much it's changed. Well still got my doctors appt tomorrow.. hopefully they'll find out why I have been coughing.. if not then I guess I'll have to live with it for the rest of how long it lasts cause antibiotics no help it at all. I'm actually thinking about going into the Army.. work with the dogs that go into combat so I won't have to see any real warfare and I'll still getta work with the animals i love. -TK

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Saturday, November 5, 2005

Landfill food O.o;; Da heck
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Well Leander Lost yesterday... bout time XD. But we are still going to the play-offs... I donno if that is a good thing or a bad thing... >.> Well I getta go to this fancy redneck galla(are those three words even allowed to be used together?? O.O;;) in a landfill. Okay.. yeah, that's how to tell if its a redneck party. What fun. =P Okay well.. random icon time.. yes? YES!!!! XD Yes Yes... I am bored.. shoot me if you will -TK

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Friday, November 4, 2005

Merg I'm bored
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Okay well I getta go to the doctors monday e.e always fun, huh? I'll get blood drawn and maybe they'll find out why the hell I keep coughing... Video Time XD

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