Thursday, September 1, 2005

AFest 2005
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Well I am thinking is is gonna be my last post untill like monday. Cause I am gonna be at afest in dallas. I am kinda hoping I getta see some survivers of the hurrican cause I wanna talk to them about it. After all that has gone on I want to be a chaser again. So I can track these storms and chase them along with Tornados. I guess for some unknown reason, I am more amuzed than saddened about it. It must be my bad and evil humor. Don't get me wrong I feel for all everyone who is still there and if I could I'd be out there helping. I am nice and these types of things hit me hard. Only because if gets you asking why did it hit there, why am I still alive while so many around me have died? I can tell you most of the survivers are thinking that. We got hit emotionally and pyshically. Even if you weren't there you got to feel the affects. I know most of this, because a day after I left gulfport, years ago. A hurrican slamed into it. My first thought was, why didn't it hit while I was there? I donno why it hit the day after we left. But when I saw a pic of the hotel where we stayed that hit me. The hotel was a mess, almost leveled. I wouldn't be surprized if it was gone right now, after Katrina. What amuzes me the most outta both these hurrican's, both of which have hit gulfport, is that I did not know about them until about the day they made landfall. See normally I am the one that knows when a storm is coming and where. I even gotta little chart where I can plot it. Heh, I have only been right once. That was the one that hit right between TX and LA. XD I just noticed all this post is, is about the hurrican. Now onto more happier thoughts. ^^;; I have my cell on me if anyone like super uber needs to call me. I'll post it again, if you call make it know who you are or I will hang up :D, 1-512-791-8530. I will not be able to talk 6am-10am cause that is my shift for working ;;>> I go from the dance to working the video room, where I'll wanna sleep. But I know someone who could keep me up and the fact that I getta throw the sleepers in the video room out will be fun. ^^ I hope you all are still alive by the time I get back. MONTGOMERY GENTRY "Gone" This ain't no temporary, typical, tearful good-bye, uh uh uh This ain't no breakin' up and wakin' up and makin' up one more time, uh uh uh This is gone (gone) gone (gone) gone (gone) gone Gone like a freight-train, gone like yesterday Gone like a soldier in the civil war, bang bang Gone like a '59 Cadillac Like all the good things that ain't never coming back She's gone (gone) gone (gone) gone (gone) gone, she's gone This ain't no give it time, I'm hurtin' but maybe we can work it out, uh uh uh Won't be no champagne, red rose, romance, second chance, uh uh uh This is gone (gone) gone (gone) gone (gone) gone Gone like a freight-train, gone like yesterday Gone like a soldier in the civil war, bang bang Gone like a '59 Cadillac Like all the good things that ain't never coming back She's gone (gone) gone (gone) gone (gone) gone She's gone She's gone (gone) gone (gone) gone (gone) gone, she's gone Gone like a freight-train, gone like yesterday Gone like a soldier in the civil war, bang bang Gone like a '59 Cadillac Like all the good things that ain't never coming back She's gone (gone) she's gone (gone) she's gone (gone) she's gone She's gone Gone like a freight-train, gone like yesterday Gone like a soldier in the civil war, bang bang Gone like a '59 Cadillac Like all the good things Well, she's gone Long gone, done me wrong Never comin' back, my baby's gone Lonely at home, sittin' all alone She's packed her bags and now she's gone Never comin' back, she's gone No no never, no no never, no never comin' back ~Jaa und blessed be

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

One more day -dances-
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One more day till I leave for AFest, and the start of my weekend which is already gonna be wonderful to the max. I am gonna finish packing today and then I am gonna get a good nights sleep that way I will be fully awake when Iruka and her mom come get me I won't be acting stupid. Well I getta have fun working the video room, I don't think it'll be that hard but I also getta be the bad person cause my shift starts at 6am and that means I getta wake the sleeping people. >3 Well okay this is also a carry-over post from yesterday, meaning I am gonna add what I miss. Well I woke up in the 7 o' clock time section (first time), and left for school. In Advanced Animal Sci, the teacher said Squooze. I, and the class broke up laughing at her. Well Art was normal and chem class was the best so far this year. Our teacher told us all these different ways to use Dry Ice >3. One of which is placing it into a bottle filled with water, then twisting the cap on, throwing it and running, Fast. He told us what a teacher did, they had did just that, but instead of running they placed it under a glass bell ( which for you people who don't know is a piece of glass that is thick, heavy and looks like a bell, kinda). When the cap exploded off of it. It hit the top of the glass bell sending it up into the air, through the ceiling and denting the metal air thing, before crashing back down and shattering. That kept me throughly amuzed for the rest of the school day. Cause at lunch, my firend tracy (Yes see that.. in your face life my first firend) she knew I was bi and I knew she was. So she was looking at Level-C and randomly looked over at me and tried to kiss me. I feel outta my set trying to dodge it. It was funny. Well okay today I donno what is going on but it is all my core classes aside from Ag mech. So this is gonna be an intressting day to say the least. Well I got Algebra HW and Ag Mech HW I have yet to do XDD so I am gonna do that right now. Cya everyone ^^ Just because I can I shall have another group of Icon's next time, today they be of Haku and/or Zabuza -Tala(mizuki)

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

With the good comes the bad, and vice versa...
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Well okay, I think this is gonna be a slight rant but that is my thoughts on it. ^^ Well okay I got to talking to Iruka and her mom about Afest... my plans changed again.. to instead of going to the airport to get her to meeting at 620.. I tell my mom about that and she gets all bitchy about me drivin'.. yeah well I don't care. Which makes me go into my room and I start crying. Cause 1) I have never been that scared of my mom before, 2) I can't see Iruka if I don't go until the 23rd. ;-;.. Well we got it worked out, so I ain't driving myself to houston or Dallas, I am going with Iruka's mom. ^^ Which is kinda cool but I am a bit worried at the same time ;;^^. Well okay, I am leaving thursday night with them and going to houston, then friday we are leaving to head off to dallas. Well I getta go ta Afest and see Iruka. I am still scared of my mom.. -whines-.. -Tala (mizuki)

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Monday, August 29, 2005

Fweee.
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Well instead of leaving thursday night I am now leaving friday morning. But it is worth it, frankly I don't care if I don't arrive until late friday night/before 6am Saturday. Because I won't have a badga till then so I really can't do anything friday, guess I'll buy a one day badge so I can do stuffs that day, like the dance. I think I am the only raver ninja that is gonna be there so this is gonna be intressting, >3 I can go on a recurting spree. Don't let my good sounding mood fool you, I ain't in the best of moods. In fact I am far from it. The whole reason why, is my loved on is hurting, Even if she ain't showing it, and I can't be there to comfort her when she needs it most. As I told her yesterday morning, I will stand by her no matter what she does. The only reason I wouldn't, is if she goes and does something really crazy. But I highly doupt that is gonna happen, cause she is smarter than me when I get like that. ^^ Well now I feel a bit better, I know she gonna read and I don't want you to get the wrong idea. Do whatever feels right to you hun, no matter what it is. I will stand by that choice even if it is breaking up with me. I just don't want you hurting anymore. Okay I am gonna end this right now before I end up saying something stupid and not relize that I wrote it. ;;^^ and yes it has happened to me before. I ain't gonna give shout outs this morning because I am not in the mood, also I got a 30page packet due but 11:57 today and I havn't even started. ;;^^ Crap I also got algabra HW I didn't even do ><. ^ XD Afest is a 4day long con SHOWER XDD. -Tala(Mizuki)

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Sunday, August 28, 2005

Long ass night =3
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Okay well it seems that I use >3, X3, =3 a lot more, now a days. I don't mine I like them too. Okay yeah random way to start out a post but hey random is good fur the soul as they say ^^ well at least I think that is what they say. =3 I really don't care. Well it is 1:44 and I am still up, hehe. I am ta win. Even know I've gone a full week without sleep once. I needa try that again.. I wanna remember how fun or stupid it was. Tehe, and yeah I am bored. Well Afest is This friday -spazzes out- I am leaving thursday night so unless they got free wireless don't expect me on thurs, fri, sat, sun and most of mon. I am so happy to be going, I was going to cancel and not go but since I got two reason's now to go. 1 well more like almost all of the 1-2 reason) Iruka is going ^^ and the rest of it is I bought Tol his badge. Well okay I bored as hell right now and cannot think of anything else to say so.. Well new rule for my shout outs.. if you don't comment on the one before this, ya don't get a shout out. The only rule this doesn't apply to is Iruka and Seth because sometimes Iruka can't comment and seth, I noticed, doesn't. Kris- Thanxs for da room Neji- ... -has a juice box- Iruka- <3 cannot wait till friday, sat Seth- I feel so far from you and not just in mile terms. Tol- I got your Dice in my car o.o Well tat is all. ^^ -starts spazzing out more and runs into wall- o.o -tala (mizuki)

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

I rode in the back of a cop car =3
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Well I woke up on a bad note... >< My alarm went off and I couldn't find it at all and I almost had a heart attack trying to find it. =3 it was funny, I feel off the bed. Well in art class is when the bad day caught up with me. I was done with my drawing and had my head down..I stopped breathing and didn't even notice it until my vision when blury.. I knew it was my BP that was the prob.. >< In chem class i went to the nurse and sure enough I was right... first readin 146/106, I gotta lie down for 30min and then took it again... 148/98 then rested a bit more and took it again.. 157/111 >< She finally noted that it wasn't fake so I had to do all this stuff and wait for the school cop and 11th grade Ap to show up.. So I took it again... it was like 171/110.. So the cop got permision to take me home to get my meds since I couldn't drive (note I drove to school but I was so light headed I'd had a wreak) and no one could bring me my meds.. =3 Then he took me back where I took my meds. I gotta miss all of chem and ride in the back of a cop car >=) I am a bad girl... j/k Well right now I am waiting for Iruka to get online... but she went over to kakashi's house. Oh well at least I'll getta see her next weekend.. ^^ YAY!! -Tala (mizuki)

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Friday, August 26, 2005

Puzzle
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MY SITE IS SATAN O.O
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No lie.. myotaku hit has just hit 666 =3. I find this very funny in a sadistic humorius way. Um... -looks around and grins- I didn't say that ^^. Well I found out today that Iruka is going to Afest -dances around like a chicken with it's head cut off- ^^ I can't wait for it. Now I won't be all dead and clingy when I getta go visit Iruka on the day after my birthday ^^b. Okay I'll posta more later. ^^

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Make it so...> >
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Yeah, I'm bored and I don't feel very good. Lay off me. Well yestrday one of my friends had to go to SA in order to have surgery and she won't be back till monday so I worried about her and all this other stuff cause she is my friend. Well other than that school seems to have gotten a tad bit better, gotta do something on George Washington today...-just remembers it- damn... I really don't care that much about AP US history... >.> But I get a college credit for the class so that is one less thing I have to take when I got to college... -wonders why she was never offered AP World History-... Well aside from that this school year seems to be farily good... I hope anyway. I went to bed early last night cause I felt so bad I was unable to eat... or be awake, I still got the headache right now -hopes perent lets her stay home- I know you read this Iruka so I thought I'd say sorry for makin' ya worry so much about me. -hugs- You were the only reason I got to sleep believe it or not hun. ... I can't do shout outs anymore x.x cause I have no clue who the hell reads this. -tala

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Let me clerify..
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Well I am gonna try and clear up some stuff from my last post right now. What I ment is I will still be my normal self when it is approprite to be childish otherwize I am gonna act my age. I know most of you said they ain't my friends if they don't know who I really am and just like me because I am gonna act like that, well I ain't gonna thik of them as true friends, but just as friends I can out with at school and get help with school work from. I will still act like the person everyone knows when I am around them. I don't wanna change what my friends right now think of me, so school and until i finish my school work is the only time I am going to change. I know sooner or later that they'll see the real me. But who knows if they like the me they got to know maybe they can give the real me a chance. So with that said I think the only thing that my friends, I have right now, will notice is I will be a bit less depressed. I ain't changing that for my friends but I am changing that for me because... I am just getting god damn tired of it. So that is gonna be the only thing everyone might notice about me, that changed. O.o I have noticed that since I said I'd act more grown up, my spelling and grammer has improved greatly. I donno about any of you but I find that greatly funny. I may not be updating it as much as I used to, I am doing this post at around, 6:47am right before school so that is what I may do every now and then or just skip a day or two to get caught up with the time. Well time for me to get ready for school and go have a long boring day. ^^ -Tala

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