Monday, June 27, 2005

The love... share the love. ^.\\ -skip the Q&A part if you wanna comment on the top part.
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Well I finally got a doc appt for today.. sometime.. I donno what time, lol. Well let's hope that they can tell me something and maybe do something that my mom will not. x.x I donno what they will do, or what will happen. Damn thing is still bleedin'. Oi.. I sure hope they do somethin' or I'm gonna shot the doctors. Also I havn't been sleeping well latly and I donno why. I mean I can sleep a good amount and I'll still be dead tired when I awake. Oh yeah, I'm feeling avoided by everyone but, meh, I ain't gonna let that get me down. I've been alone before, I can be alone again. Oh well I saw this day coming again. Never had friends for long. One's I've loved, called friends always seem to leave me in the end. But like I said I ain't gonna let that get me down. I ain't gonna become like I was a week ago. I'm gonna look on the happy side now. Well with that said, G'night all. Now to the questions. oo1. What is your name? Tala (Cause I hate my real name) oo2. Spell your name backwards: Alat oo3. Date of birth: 9/22/88 oo4. Male or female? female oo5. Astrological sign: Virgo/Aquarius oo6. Nicknames: Ember, Rachel (pen name for stories I write). oo7. Occupation? Student oo8. Height: 5'2"-5'4" but I am having growing pains -woots- oo9. Weight: I ain't gonna tell cause It'll go into me ranting about being fat x.x o1o. Hair color: Brown or blond I donno what it is right now. x.x 011: color: Blueish/green-silver o12. Where were you born? Austin, Tx o13:Where do you reside now? Leander o14. Age: 16 o15. Screen names: Mysticdaystar, the_ravin_kakashi, howlingwolfwind (yahoo), thewildwolfspirt, and windblownwolf (aim) 16. E-mail: Uh.. just at @yahoo in front of them duh.. o17. What does your screen name stand for? Me, plain and simple. Mysticdaystar is a charater in a book I am writing. o18. What is your middle name? Bite me i ain't telling for a second time. xD o19. What does your Blurty name stand for? WTF is a Blurty? o21. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? um.. no comment this time. o22. Piercings? one on each ear o23. Tattoo's? None, yet. o24. Shoe size: 7 1/2- 8 o25. Righty or Lefty: I be both. o26. Wearing: Why the hell would I tell you. o27. Hearing: Person playing a game.. o28. Feeling:Uh.. Good. o29. Eating/drinking:Nothing xD. ~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ o61. Have you ever been in love?hmm..Yup! o62. How many people have you told "I love you?" To the person I call a sister, no comment on the others unless pets count. o63. How many people have you been in love with? A few but I ain't gonna tell you who. o64. Do you like someone?No comment o65. Does he/she like you back? Once again no comment o66. Are you a virgin? No comment here ether, If I want you to know i've already tolf you >> o67. Have you madeout? Uh.. why? o68. Have you madeout with someone of the same sex? Damn it all No comment.. o69. Long Distance Relationships? Yeah.....but um..lets move on, PLEASE!! ~Family~ 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? If they are i don't wanna know.. 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews?Yes i do. 2 nieces and 3 nephews. Damn someone's been busy. 116. Are your parents divorced? Uh... I only got one so it can't be parents. But when I had two no. 117. Do you have step parents? I wonder if they are.. 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? Uh yep, I have been disowned by my dad before he died and my cousin was disowned by him too along with a few of her mom's other husbands. 119. If so for what? Why the hell would I tell you... let's move on. 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Have an Aunt that lives in Germany, India and Spain. If there are other's I donno aside from my uncles in Germany. ~Music Stuff~ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? Don't Laugh at me, How do you get that Lonely and Holes in the floor of heaven (Please don't ask). 122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? If it was embarrasing why would I say? 123. What's the best cd you own? All of them 124. What song do you absolutely hate? Most Rap that bout it. 125. Do you sing in the shower? Yeah. 126. What song reminds you of that special someone? Let's go on please... ~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~ 127. silverstein: dunno 128. emery: dunno 129. stabbing westward:dunno 130. sum 41: donno 131.SOAD: donno 132. taking back Sunday: donno 133. senses fail: dunno 134. sevendust:dunno 135. the 69 eyes: dunno 136. the cure: dunoo 137. the killers: Somebody told me you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend that I had in febuary of last year.. -starts singing- 138. misfits: dunoo 140. my chemical romance: Uh... 141. murder city devils: uh... 142. placebo: dunno 143. prince: dunno 144. thrice: dunno 145. the dreaming: dunno 146. the cardagins: dunno 147. blink182: I know a song but donno lyrics 148. rise against: dunno 149. comeback kid: dunno 150. killswitch engage: dunno 151. headautomatica: dunnoo ~Favorites~ 152. Color: Dark colors like blood red, black. 153. Food: Ramen, Pizza, ect 154. Song: what one?? 155. Show: Donno, don't really watch Tv, any anime I guess 156. school subject: Animal Sci. 157. Band/singer: Uh.. 158. Animal: WOLF!! or horse 159 Outfit: I donno 160. Radio station: Uh. I dono 161. Movie: I have lots 162. Pair of shoes: umm dunno 163. Cartoon: does anime count? :3 164. Actor: hmm dont know 165. Actress: same i dont know 166. Potato chip: BBQ 167. Drink: I guess whatever. I love Suicides at fast food places. 168. Alcholic drink: Uh.. I really donno what one. 169. Holiday: Don't got one, everyone of 'em has bad memories better left forgotten. 170. Perfume/cologne: umm dunnos 171. Pizza topping: Pepperoni 172. Jello flavor:Cherry 173. Lunch meat: I donno 174. Board game: Clue, this german game ( don't ask), Uh... 175. Video game: Dance dance Revolution,all of 'em 176. Website: myotaku 177. Book: nope i donno 178. Computer game: Guild Wars, Starcraft, Furcadia, any that I play I guess 179. Number: 7, 11, 13, 21, 50, 77 180. Cereal: I donno 181. Comedian: Blue Collar guys! 182. Dessert: Mint chocolate ice cream 183. Disney character: lol 184. Clothing store: dunno 185. Passtime: drawing, reading, or RPing, anime, collectin'. 186. Teacher: none 187. Childhood toy: my crayons, legos, or fingerpaints.. 188. Carnival game/ride: None 189. Candy bar: have no clue 190. Magazine: Anime ones 191. Salad dressing: I have no clue what Olive Garden uses 192. Thing to do on the weekend: Hang out, if I can, or they'll let me.... 193. Hot drink: Hot chocolate, tea 194. Season: Winter and first day of fall 195. Sport to watch: Horse racin', Nascar, ect. 196. Person to talk to online: Whoever will talk with me as I cannot seem to get anyone to talk and hold a convo... ~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~ 197. What color are your sheets? Sheets what be these.. Black with dragon's and japanses symbols on 'em 198. What color are your bedroom walls? White, with posters all over. I want black walls. 199. Do you have posters on your wall? Wall Scrolls count?? 200. If so of what? Naruto, Inuyasha, ect of anime and animal posters/wall scrolls 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? yea. 202. How many pillows are on your bed? 2 and a fish plushie i use as a pillow 203. What do you normally sleep in? what I fall asleep in. 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: Uh... 205. What size bed do you have? Bunk bed so I guess twin or queen 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? Bunkbed. 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? Wish I did 208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? at times yes 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: .... if you must know I ain't telling.. 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Do TY's count? 211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? Uh.. I ain't daring it cause it is the top bunk. 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? .... not gonna comment 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? Nope 214. Do you snore? Lightly, but you cannot tell. 215. How about drool? Ain't saying 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? How else do I get up.. 217. What color is the carpet in your room?Gray with two rugs 218. What's under your bed?Uh... random stuffs This, that or both? 219. beach/mountains: Mountains, more isolated and alone ^.\\. Plus not a lot of noise. 220. Donuts/bagels: uh... 221. Day/night: night only on a full, new or cresent moon. 222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: What is the diff? 223. Heaven/hell: no comment 224. Make love/have sex: Love I guess 225. Coffee/tea: Tea 228. Britney/Christina: Neither 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: both 230. Real World/Road Rules: Neither 231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: backstreet boys 232. Silver/gold: silver 233. Nike/Adidas: both 234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Mc D's 235. Sweet/sour: sweet 236. Punk/emo: hmm.. 237. Hot/cold: Cold... unless it's water than hot unless it's in the summer than cold 238. Winter/summer: winter 239. Spring/fall:Fall 240. Operas/plays: Plays 241. Read/watch tv: read 242. Cd's/tapes:doesnt matter 243. Dvd's/vhs: both 244. Old/new: both 245. Shorts/skirts: SHORTS!!! 246. Pink/red: red! pink is ewwwies 247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: depends on the photo 248. Meat/vegetables: both duh..but maybe meat more... 249. Mexican food/chinese food: Chinese, cannot eat mexican and please do not ask why.. 250. Commercials/infomercials: SUPER BOWL commercials. 251. Scary movies/comedies: both 252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: one piece 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: doesnt matter 254. Dogs/cats:both 255. Unicorns/fairies: both 256. Water/land: both 257. Sugar/spice: both 258. Black/white: both 259. ribbons/bows: both 260. Chicken/beef: both 261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: depends 262. Cars/trucks: trucks 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: both 264. Popcorn/pretzels: pretzels 265. Hip/hop: uh.... 266. Passionate kiss/peck: donno 267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: depends on if I'm the one doing the real ^.\\ 268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub i do my own feet lol 269. Picture frames/photo albums: both 270. Pens/pencils: both ~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~ 271. Eminem: white rapper, good candy if spelled M&M 272. Virgins: good for them 273. God: Uh.. where the hell are you? 274. The Osbournes: >> 275. Reality TV: What's so real about it. 276. J.Lo: Who lo? 277. Love: Who needs it. 278. Emo music: meh 279. Valentine's Day: Day I wanna just be by myself and shoot all the couples cause I'm always by myself. 280. Christina Aguilera: Uh.. I used to know her songs lol 281. Homosexuals: I don't care they are who they are and I respect that. 282. Abortion:not right, if you didn't want the kid then you shouldn't have had Sex. 283. Inter-racial relationships: Meh, it's getting very common. 284. Murder: I ain't even gonna say what first on my mind 285. Death: Next!! 286. Obesity: ... -looks at everyone- I'm fat -cries and runs into the corner- 287. Pre-marital sex: Na. 288. Terrorism: Something the Mother-fucker we call bush used to get us to go to war... 289. Pornography: >> << 290. Fortune tellers: I know my future don't need anyone else telling me something that I know 291. Threesomes: .... 292. Prostitution: They get good money for a stupid F***ing reason and they ain't smart. 293. Politics: Who cares.. I can't vote yet.. 294. Country music: <3 don't like that kiss my ASS 295. George W. Bush: Don't get me started on that mother-fucker. 296. Cloning: Dolly. 297. Britney's boobs: Wow random question. 298. Gas prices in America: GO lower ~Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?. 299. Jack: russel 300. Tiffany: stewert 301. Ben: ... (donno) 302. Maria: Antonite 303. Jennifer: Love Huit(sp) 304. Nicole: I know lots 305. Amy: a friend 306. Adam: livingstone 307. Richard: ...( nothing) 308. Justin: timberlake 309. Arnold: move it football head 313. Harold: the fat guy in hey arnold (and what the hell happened to 310-312) 314. John: John jacob jinggle himer schmit! LOL 315. Joel: not here>> 316. Vanessa: ... (notta thing) 317. Michelle: Kennen 318. Kevin: too many! 319. Brent: .... 320. Jake: Animorphs 321. Billy: n mandy? 322. Sarah: hensley 323. Natalie: .... 324. Christi: Corpus 325. Nick: Sethy's bro and at night xD 326. Linda: stewrt 327. Taylor: a city in TX 328. Josh: .... 329. Jamie: le' stwert 330. adrian: .... ~Have You Ever....~ 331. Mooned anyone? no 332. Been on a diet? yeah 333. Been to a foreign country? Germany 334. Broken a bone? no 335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? No 336. Swear at a teacher? Yeah.. got a write up..>> 337. Talked to a myspace member via e-mails or instant messages? uh... 338. Got in a fight? Hell who hasn't 339. Dated a teacher? No, never will. But I know a lot of guys who want my old German teacher>> 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? Yes, I have >><< 341. Thought about killing your enemy? YEP 342. Gone skinny dipping? I know someone... 343. Met another myspace member in the flesh? met a myotaku member 344. Told a little white lie? Yep 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? Nope, unlike a lot of people who've I've told things to I don't tell what other's tell me 346. Stolen anything? yeah 347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Lol yeah 348. Been on TV? Yeah 349. Been on the radio? I won somethin' so yeah 350. Been in a mosh pit? no 351. Been to a concert? Yea 352. Dated one of your best friends? nope.. 353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? I have to say yes now... 354. Decieved somebody close to you? Yeah, but then again they did it to me. 355. Broken the law? yeah 356. Been to a rodeo? yep 357. Been on a talk show? no 358. Been on a game show? no 359. Been on an airplane? yep 360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yep 361. Came close to dying? ... no comment 362. Cheated on a bf/gf? Never have and never will, god damn it I am loyal like a wolf 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? Yep 364. Terrorized a babysitter? Oh hell yeah 365. Made a mud pie? no 366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? yea 367. Snuck out of the house at night? yeah 368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? Nope, but I've been drunk 369. Had an eating disorder? no.. 370. Felt like you didn't belong? .. no comment 371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yea 372. Smoked? Had a dream I did >> 373. Done drugs? Well legal one's yeah 374. Been arrested? no 375. Had your tonsils removed? yep 376. Gone to camp? yep 377. Won a bet? ... 378. Written a love letter? no comment 379 Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? not really 380. Written a love poem? Nope, I write sad ones 381. Kissed in the rain? i wish 382. Slow danced with someone you love? Yeah, but they don't know I love 'em o.O 383. Participated in cyber sex? Uh..what is this.. >< 384. Faked an orgasm? WTF!!! 385. Stolen a kiss? Na 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? Tempted too 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? No but they stole someone i loved dearly 388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? Let's go to the next one 389. Gotten a speeding ticket? Not yet. 390. Done jail time? Depends, fake jail at a school carnaival yes, real jail no. 391. Had to wear a uniform to work? No but will when I get one. 392. Won a trophy? yeah 393. Thrown up in public? yep 394. Bowled a perfect game? nope 395. Failed/got held back? nope 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? yeap 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yep 398. Taken ballet lessons? nope 399. Attempted suicide? let's change topic... PLEASE!!! 400. Cut yourself? purposely? And the next question is...? ~Childhood Stuff~ 401. Did you play with Barbies? Yeah, I hate to say it. But I pulled off her head most of the time 402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? Huh? no 403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? nope 404. Did you play Simon? yep 405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? Huh? 406. Did you wet the bed? Meh, everyone has even if you don't remember it. 407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? yeah 408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? WTF!!! 409. Were you shy? yea 410. Were you spoiled? I am said to be 411. Were you abused? Next Question... 412. Did you go to the circus? yea the elephants scared me.. lol 413. Did you go to the zoo? yea 414. Were you in a car accident? Yeah... 415. Did you build snowmen? duh 416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? yeah, but now I don't 417. Were your older cousins mean to you? no 418. Did you think slinkies were cool? Hell Yeah 419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? heh you found me out 420. Were you afraid of the dark? .... no comment 421. Did you have slumber parties? yea 422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? Huh? 423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? Huh? 424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? They be lies but yeah ~Randomness~(is awesome!) 425. Do you believe in aliens? Yea, believe I've meet a few too, oh you mean the outter space kind, yeah I think they are real. 426. Name three things that are next to your computer: trash, cell phone and car keys 427. Do you have any hidden talents? yea 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? dont watch MTV 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? donno, don't care 430. What would your movie star name be? Rachel 431. Do you play any sports? Yeah 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? Sixth Sence (only one too) 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? >> I donno 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? Neoploen Dynomite... NO ONE SAY THAT IS FUNNY >> x.x 435. Do you drive? yah 436. What is your dream car? Car is a PT and I got it. Truck would be a ford 150 king ranch 437. Do you think your good looking? on ward 438. Do others think you are good looking? Shouldn't they answer this one... 439. Would you ever sky dive? yea 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot?Yep 441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 6 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? Never been on one so i guess so... 443. Do you believe in God? ? 444. Do you believe in Satan? ? 445. Do you believe there is a heaven? -shrugs- I guess 446. Do you believe there is a hell? -shrugs- guess so 447. Do you own a pool table? want one 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yup 450. Do you like chocolate? meh... 451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? Animes.. 2005 is anime 452. How many U.S. states have you been to? -counts- 453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yeah, I'm smarter now... 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? WTF??? I donno 455. Do you carry any weapons on you? A small pocket knife... yes I got a new one.. 456. What is your weakness? I ain't gonna tell you... 457. Name something you can't get enough of: -thinks- 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: adjectives?? I forget what they are. 459. How many kids do you want to have? I donno... 460. Future daughters names: I donno why I'd think of 'em right now.. 461. Future sons names: I donno why I'd think of that yet 462. What is your ideal way to die? next question please... 463. How do you release stress? Next question... 464. Are you a trendy person? No 465. Are you an artisitic person?I guess 466. Are you a realistic person? Uh... 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? Maybe 468. Are you a strong person? yea 469. Are you a strong willed person? maybe 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? ... No one.. -tears up- 471. Who is the last person to IM you? My iruka friend. 472. Do you hate chain e-mails?HELL YEAH. 473. Are you a deep sleeper? yeah 174 Are you a good story teller? Depends 475. What do you believe is your best quality? ... someone help me out here 476. What is your greatest accomplishment? ... >> I donno 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? BOTH.. needa do something with my dragon's blood incense soon. 478. Do you do yoga? once 479. Do you have your own credit card? Debit 480. Let's say you win the lotto: -eyes widden- this is some joke right? -hear answer- Holy shit... Anime con and helping out friends who need money here I come. 481. Do you have a check book? Yep 482. Do you like your driver? Huh? I am my driver 483. Do you tan easily? yeah 484. What color is your hair naturally? blond or brown I donno 485. How many fillings do you have? 2 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? one 487. Worst feeling in the world? Being alone, forgotten... 488. Best feeling in the world? ^.\\ 489. Is the glass half empty or half full? Depends on my mood 490. Last thing you downloaded? Furcadia 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? Uh.. yeah. 492. What do you think people think of you? ... 493. Are you a likeable person? I guess not or... NEXT QUESTION!!! 494. Do you need therapy? massage therapy would be great 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? Not yet 496. What the best way to be proposed to? Durning an anime con, or someplace nice 497. What kind of movie would you star in? .... 498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? They better cause I would.... 499. When are you moving? As soon as I can. 500. What's your favorite phrase?I donno. Woot that is done and I must say, three hours can be wasted on lots of better things... >>

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

Bite x.x oi.. the bite
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Well today I stated to clean my room, for once. Then I sat down to watch my FMA Dvd and eat when the lump under my armpit started to ooze. I went out to the Fireworks stand to visit my friend amy. Well it turns out that, that lump is a brown relcuise bite. They told me to go to the ER ASAP. So I went home and my mom will not take me, in fact she flat out refuses to believe it is a Brown recluise bite, so I'm stuck until Monday when I getta go see a doctor. If he say's it is that, I'm going to the ER and will be there for a while. So if you guys don't hear from me I'm ether 1) in the ER 2) uh.. what the worst can be for a spider bite. I donno what to do right now cause I ain't 18 so I can't go in there myself or I would and my mom won't take me. I ain't gonna give any shout outs cause I'm to knocked out from meds. Had to take 3 of my BP meds just to get it right. Then I needed the meds for my headache, ect. So I'm outta it and I'm going crazy cause I wanna go to the hospital to have this looked at.. oi.. it just keeps going. I guess my life suxs but oh well I'm used to it. I'm starting to become a happy go lucky person like Mark. I donno how or why but I am. I'm kinda likin' it too. But, ya didn't hear that from me. ^.\\ -Tala outta Free Flash Games

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

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Well I don't know the number of people who cared and/or read my last post, other than one person. Well the past few day's I've been in a fairly good mood, the nights I donno. I know last night, I'm typing this at 3 in the morn so ya I don't mean this night. I felt very bad. I mean Suger and I made Mark hang out with us, if not made it at least seemed like it. I just felt really bad last night cause of it. I mean I wanted to hang out and all but when we finally got to I felt bad. Well today, I did nothing really but sit on my butt and chat online. I tried to get Seth to tell me what was up with 'er but to no avail. I am still worried about you sis. Mark- donno if you got my last post, but I am sorry for last night..

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Friday, June 24, 2005

I'm sorry to Mark towards end...
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Well that'll come a bit in the middle of this post. x.\\. Well I woke up and headed off to Amy's. She was still asleep and I saw the trailer gone so I went out to the Mr. W stand that I'll be working this coming week. Found it very fast which startled me. Well I sat in the trailer and chatted a bit then headed back to amy's, who was still asleep. I plotted to break into her house but I thought against it cause I didn't know if the alarm was on or off. Well finally she got up and hung out with her a bit before we went to get some Lunch at Long John's. Gave Suger my number before we left so she call if she wanted to hang out. Well finally, after locking my keys in the car I meet up with her. Well the plan was to meet up with Vash but his GF called so we where stuck driving around for a bit. We called Mark many times, or more to say she did until we where gonna meet at Le Fun. Mark, I didn't want to bug you x.\\, which it seemed like we did. I understood you where with friends and where happy there. I'm sorry if we bugged you or got on your nerves. I didn't want that. I wanted to hang out with you, but I understood that you where with other friends and couldn't hang out with us. Gomen bro. I I don't know if we got on yours and Mint's and Levi's Nerves but I'm very sorry if we did. I did want to hang out, but I feel like you where forced to and I didn't wanna force you, which is what I feel happened. After you said no I wanted to leave it. But, it wasn't left. I'm glad I gotta hang out and all, but.. yeah. Please forgive me if I got on your nerves Mark... Gomen, bro.

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

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Well had another weird dream... I was looking at this nice house with three people. It sat on a lake had a huge waterslide that went into the lake and a nice pool if you didn't want lake water. It had a 45oosq feet dance room and the house was about 500,000sq per floor. We threw a party for buying it. I was walking around wearing my naruto headband and saw a lot of random narutards. Saw tol only he was Sasuke, saw Tori and she was Sakura, Seth was...naruto x.x don't kill me, and Mark was Kakashi. I walked over to them casue they where chatting with random Narutards. I walked next to Tol and turned around, they looked at me and called me Ino, casue I was re-tying my headband around my head. I looked in a mirror and saw I had become Ino. I woke up at that moment. -mark try and figure it out... all these dreams are driving me loco....

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Will they stop already... x.x
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Okay every night since I posted my dream about the world ending, I've had weirder and weirder dreams. I wanna know what the hell they mean... Mark.. HELP!!! T.\\ 1. Name as it appears on your birth certificate? Mary Carolyn Lynch 2. Nickname(s)? Tala, Ember, Rachel 3. Parents' names? Kirsten 4. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? I guess when I was 10 5. Date that you regularly blow them out? Sept 22 6. Pets? About to get a cat and 4 rabbits. A squarril (Lori), two dogs (Sheperd mix-Doc, Winner dog- Shatzie) 7. Eye color? Blueish green/silver 8. Hair Color? Brown/blond 9. Piercing? Ears 10. Tattoos? None, but I'm about to get one.. -hopes- 11. How much do you love your job? I don't got one T,T 12. Favorite color? Anything dark 13. Hometown? : Leander, tx 14. Current Residence? Leander, Tx 15. Favorite food? Uh... 16. Been to Hong Kong? Nope 17. Been toilet papering? No, wanted to and seen houses that where TPed 18. Loved somebody so much it made you cry? Didn't cry but was close to it 19. Been in a car accident?One a bumper thing. 20. Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons 21. Favorite Movies? Uh.. not sure 22. Favorite Holiday? None... 23. Favorite day of the week? Saturday 24. Favorite word or phrase? .... I have an action but no phrase 25. Favorite Toothpaste? Mint flavored 26. Favorite Restaurant? I don't have one... 27. Favorite Flowers? Tulips I guess 28. Favorite Drink? I don't really have one... xD 29. Favorite sport to watch? Nascar, horse racing 30. Preferred type of ice cream? Mint Chocolate Chip 31. Favorite Sesame Street Character? Oscar 32. Disney or Warner Brothers? DISNEY ALL THE WAY!! -laughs- all caps 33. Favorite Fast Food Restaurant? Dairy Queen 34. What's the last hospital you've been to? I'm not sure.. Seton I guess 35. What color is your bedroom carpet? Gray with a black and white rug. 36. How many times did you fail your drivers test? I didn't take a drivers test >.> 37. Have you ever been convicted of a crime? If I have I don't know about it xD 38. Which single store would you choose to max out your credit card? Any with anime or manga 39. What do you do most often when you are bored? Take online quizzes or just sit in my room doing nothing in the quiet 40. Name the person that you are friends with, who lives the farthest? Janine Killer (Germany) 41. Most annoying thing people ask you? Are you okay? When you just hurt you're self. 42. Bedtime? 11PM-5AM 43. Favorite all-time TV show? Um... american show would have to be any on AS and one or two toonami. Japanese, NARUTO 44. Last person you went out to dinner with? Uh my friend amy, we had BBQ at 'er house 45. Last Movie you saw at the theater? Star Wars III

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

O.o
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I got this sample for Shojo Beat today. O.o Boy can I say that they don't care what they show. Well I'm a better mood I just hope it stays for the rest of the day. Now for online quizzes. xD What Would Happen On a Naruto Camping Trip? by Sekhimet Name Age Favorite Animal The most shocking thing you saw was: Gaara singing "She Bangs!" by Ricky Martin O.o Kakashi had brought: Sake Sakura became: Orochimaru's NEW sex slave!!! Sasuke became: Naruto's b**** Naruto became: Ramen-high When Tsunade found out, you.... were too drunk to know what was going on You became: Too high to notice that you were reenatcting Icha Icha Paradise Quiz created with MemeGen! Which Naruto characters would be in your family? by killsasusaku Name Father Uchiha Sasuke Brother Yakushi Kabuto Sister Tayuya Grandmother Tsunade Grandfather Jiraiya Wife/Husband Kankurou Mother Anbu Girl Quiz created with MemeGen! You In the Naruto World! by the1000birds Name Age Village Leaf Custom Jutsu Distortion of the Five Senses No Jutsu Signature Weapon Retractable Blades Rank Jounin Apparel Headband at waist, Red Sleeveless, Black Judo Pants Dream Avenge Comrade's Deaths Quiz created with MemeGen! Your Naruto School!!! by DomoSama Name/Handle Age Rank GeninChuuninJouninHokageSannin-right...Missing-Nin Graduation Date July 27, 2010 Best Friend Haku Teacher Iruka Grade S-you're an elite shinobi! Promotion? No Honors? No Chances of become Hokage: 98% Specialty Stamina Village Relocation to Sound Quiz created with MemeGen! What Naruto Male will you have sex with, and how? by OldSchoolGoth Your username Your gender MaleFemaleAsexual Who you have sex with Orochimaru with sealed arms What kind of sex will it be? Bloodletting sex Where will you do it? Outdoors Sexual ninjutsu used on you Futagokagure no jutsu (Two people share one body, the sex never ends) Your sexual performance, rated in one word Pretty Their sexual performance, rated in one word. Sad Quiz created with MemeGen! Naruto:who is your teammate? by Hikaru Z name age choice of weapon ShurikenSwordKunaiBowNeedles gender malefemale male Kakashi female Ten Ten Quiz created with MemeGen! Your Naruto Birthday party!! by alwssa Name Age Favourite color The birthday child is Saskue Your gift to the birtday child was... a lap dance When you arrive... kabuto dies of the sight of you You ended up... in jail for killing Iruka Quiz created with MemeGen! If you were in Akatsuki... (Naruto) by Majutsushi Your name: Origin: Hidden Leaf Village Your ring would be rei (zero) On the finger: Left Index Quiz created with MemeGen! Now for a short break to bring you Vic's away message If you ever catch on fire, try to avoid looking in a mirror, because I bet that will really throw you into a panic. -Well das ist alles. -read my german than runs away-

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Monday, June 20, 2005

Well...
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Mood: hurt Well... I was fine and well, even happy, until I left the house. I went over to Amy's as I seem to be doing a lot. Waited for her to get up and talked a bit with some of my friends. Tol, SD.. nope that's about it. Had a funny little RP with SD and was told that I'd see Tol at main event along with Mint and Levi.. They went to Le fun.. so I had no reason to stay at main event I just wasted gas and money going. I gotta see tinted but that was about it.. I was looking forward to seeing Tol, mint and levi again. But allas I didn't see 'em. Am I being avoided by everyone for some unknown reason that no one is telling me.. seems like that to me. T.\\ I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know if I should hang out or just stay at home. If all goes as planned, friday and sat I should be in San An visiting Seth and her friend Alex. Maybe see Ian and his friend. I hope my mom says yes for me being able to go down to sethy's cause I know it'll help me out of this dump I'm in. Seems Seth is the only one that talks back to me on Yahoo right now. I talk to other people but no one talks back... Oi... Singer Trace Adkins Song Arlington I never thought that this is where I'd settle down. I thought I'd die an old man back in my hometown. They gave me this plot of land, Me and some other men, for a job well done. There's a big White House sits on a hill just up the road. The man inside, he cried the day they brought me home. They folded up a flag and told my Mom and Dad: "We're proud of your son." And I'm proud to be on this peaceful piece of property. I'm on sacred ground and I'm in the best of company. I'm thankful for those thankful for the things I've done. I can rest in peace; I'm one of the chosen ones: I made it to Arlington. I remember Daddy brought me here when I was eight. We searched all day to find out where my grand-dad lay. And when we finally found that cross, He said: "Son, this is what it cost to keep us free." Now here I am, a thousand stones away from him. He recognized me on the first day I came in. And it gave me a chill when he clicked his heels, And saluted me. And I'm proud to be on this peaceful piece of property. I'm on sacred ground and I'm in the best of company. I'm thankful for those thankful for the things I've done. I can rest in peace; I'm one of the chosen ones: I made it to Arlington. And everytime I hear twenty-one guns, I know they brought another hero home to us. And I'm proud to be on this peaceful piece of property. I'm on sacred ground and I'm in the best of company. We're thankful for those thankful for the things we've done. We can rest in peace; 'Cause we are the chosen ones: We made it to Arlington. Yeah, dust to dust, Don't cry for us: We made it to Arlington.

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x.x -dies of sleep-
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I have no clue why or how but I slept for 12hrs maybe a bit more. Well I had a weird dream, feel free to try and figure it out. I looked in my dream book and still don't understand it. Mark maybe you can do it. Well I was at an anime con in my hotel room with 6 other people: Mark, mint, Tol, Levi, Seth, Amy, when suddenly the world just blows up. We are all split up and I don't know where anyone is as I fly around in space. We didn't have any air but we could still breath. I could see everyone on earth just flying around space a bunch hit Mars while a lot of others flew past. Upon landing on Mars I found a group of people and joined them, I didn't know any of 'em ether. But we walk, I was quiet, and found a type of run down old house. Being the first people on Mars I wanted to know how the hell a house got on Mars but I didn't ask. Well we went into the house and sat down. Everyone wanted to know how we'd reproduce. So someone said that the radiation might've made the girls grow penises. I nearly died when a girl who was with her brother said she was growing on. So she and her brother started making out. 'pon night's coming I wondered about food but somehow we had a huge box of skittles and cokes that I'd never seen. I didn't eat them cause I was all ready to become a cannabil. Well night was nice, all quiet like everyone had become. I sat looking out the window at everything. Trees and a lot of other stuff. Well morning came and I spotted two people walking down a mountain. I ran out there and talked to them, said there was a group still up there. So I made my way up there. What I saw was weird. All the adults that where up there where my past teachers or AP's. I looked back down and saw everyone walking two by two down the mountain. I turned over and saw a girl running from one of my past teachers onto a platform that looked rotty. I ran to the rail ready to catch her if she was to fall, while a boy climbed up there after her. I was worried sick about them. I was acting like Mark when I climbed up after him at the Greenbelt. Well nether fell and I was about to head down when I woke up. Feel free to figure it out, I really want to know.

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

Oi... Reread everyone's last myotaku posts.... and it's F***ing Father's day...God I hate this day.
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Well okay, I can take a hint. I took you off of my friends list here and on Yh! too. Meh.. so starts the friends falling off one by one. x.\\. I also noticed who comments on others myotaku's but not on mine... I kinda wish I hadn't re-read your post now cause it was early in the morning and on today of all days when I'm gonna be on edge about every little thing that I read or do... But yeah, today is the day I've been wanting to skip... father's day...I'm gonna be on edge about everything no matter what it might be: good or bad. I want to forget about him, but how can I do that if there is a day like today and leading up to it every radio station has something about today, been playing for the past week and Tv channels have specials(sp) for today... Well no one really has talked to me about hanging out... which I really wanted to do just so I could forget what today is. *sighs* Oh well, life goes on...right? Don't know who I'll be able to talk to on AIM and YH! because of stuff. *sighs again* O.\\ Wow okay ready for sudden change in topic... I just noticed I have this long scar on my knee, and I have no f***ing Idea on how it got there. Wow that was a random topic change. But back to my little rant thing. Yeah I havn't been getting lots of sleep as I should be, I havn't been eatin' well ether. Don't get me wrong I'm trying to, honest, I am. I just can't seem to do ether. I'm starting to scare myself. But that's not the only reason for being scared. I found a lump under my arm and it seems to be growing... I wonder what it is? I hope it's not skin cancer cause that's just what I need another F***ing thing bad about my health. Let's see doc said I'm overweight... I got High Blood Pressure and they still have yet to figure out why a 13 had high BP. (I ain't 13 not but I was when they told me I have high BP.. did many test.) Asthma... sleep apnea(sp?), the list can go on for a bit longer but I'll stop there... You understand what I'm going at... I also have found out, kinda like Seth has, that I am going to be single forever and there is no way around it. Just something I gotta live with and so I shall. ^.\\. Mark- So it is you and Mint?? *pokes with a stick trying to get an responce*. Alora- I doupt you read my posts but I want to say something. This is your LJ thingy, post what you want. I do, even if people tend to stop reading it for a bit,I still post what I want. You should too. ^.\\ Seth- You're welcome for the Gryffe and you don't have to pay me back, I did it because I wanted to. You know what that's about all my shout outs to friends cause they are the only ones who I know that read my posts. I donno if wuffers or Tori do anymore. *takes out gun and shoots self* See this is what I am gonna be like all day. All because of this day. Also when I got thinking about me being single It made me realize something else. My dad ain't gonna be there to give me away...I hope you people who read this know where I'm going cause I ain't gonna go on. Damn it I hate this day so much... And so I leave you with a song... Darryl Worley Song: If Something Should Happen Lyrics: Buddy you and me go way back Camp all June, all through highschool and before that. So I don't mind tellin you I'm scared to death. The doctor is goin in on the 25th It's the same thing my daddy had Thank God they caught it fast. But if something should happen Stop in some time and say hello to Catherine You and Marianne could always keep her laughing Because shes gonna need a lot of that Take her out to a movie It's gonna take sometime before shes back on her feet. I know you think I'll be fine and I'm talkin crazy But theres always that chance That's why I'm askin If something should happen Little Nathan is growing up so fast This November he'll turn 10 He wants to play quarterback. I'm supposed to coach his team this fall But I may not get to afterall He's gonna need someone to catch a pass And to throw it back If something should happen Oh promise me you'll take that boy out campin Throw a line out in the water every now and then Answer and questions that he has Maybe once he gets older You can sit and have that first cold beer together And tell him a couple stories on his father He's always known your my best friend. That's why I'm askin If something should happen I hope I live until I'm 80 And I get to see my son get married And have some babies And make a million more memories with my wife. Yeah buddy I pray alright But if it's my time to leave Could you watch over them for me? If something should happen If something should happen If something should happen If something should happen If something should happen If something should happen

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