Friday, April 22, 2005

Ever get the feeling people are avioding you...?
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Well this is gonna be my shortest post EVER.. Went to school and took the TAKS, I was the first one done. After that we finished the sixth sence. Went to Ag class and watched a bootleg copy of shark Tales. Last class we watched Return or of the Jedi. Think someone has a crush on me in there, but I don't know I've got two crushs already, one knows the other doesn't. I'm fine just being friends with them so don't think that I want anything else or will think of you two as anything else. I could've gone with you guys to six flags but I couldn't cause no one was still in austin that was going, around 9. I've been there 15 times and never been on a roller coaster. I would've gotten on one today casue I would've had friends ride it with me and I wouldn't have been so nervous. I guess I'll never ride one now... T.\\. Sub-Happy Birthday Mark, Tol, and Alora- Take care at six flags, I wish I could've gone. Tori- Yes with his sister Seth- don't work to hard out in the heat. Mint- *waves* I never see you on anymore. I'll keep posting this riddle until someone gets it. Please try it's not that hard. I'm the longest word that can be seen both backwards and forwards, who am I? FYI: if the person is a ushicon Boardie and gets it by skylarcon I'll give them candy.

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

Long, lonely day.
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Well I went to bed at around 10:45. Then I woke back up at around 3:40 and chatted to Phlinx and Tol a bit then went back to bed only to wake up around 7. well I got to school and got breakfast, same ol' same ol'. Did the Socail Studies taks then watched the Sixth Sence. Well went to lunch and sat alone, didn't eat anything. Then went outside and sat alone near the band hall. Went to Bio and took notes then listened to a story he told. Then looked at a flatworm. Yeah, I'm ready for the day to be over with. Went to my free class and got on Yahoo IM. Saw Phlinx and Tol where on chatted a bit while I read the school's newspaper and a new manga. Well Tol logged off and Phlinx played DDR so I sat there listing to my music waiting for him to return. Well its finally out, I wish I could bug some friends today as they will all be at Six Flags tomorrow. Also I get the feeling people are avoding me. I'm not gonna name names but It feels like it. I am gonna stop IMing people and they are gonna have to IM me first before I respond. I'll only IM Phlinx and Seth,sry to everyone else but I know they don't really like IMing people. Phlinx-Take it easy Seth- good luck tomorrow Tori-I found peter he was with his sister xD. Zappa- hey, I got your IM late cause I was reading. Have fun at work. Mint- I wanna try and get together sometime before skylarcon. To everyone else take care and have a safe day. Oh yes I got another riddle lets see if you guys can figure out the answer: I am the longest word that can be seen both backwards and forwards, what am I?

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Rain never falls from a clear sky.
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Okay well it's seems like I've been thinking about my past and a lot and right here and now I'm gonna make a promise to Mark, Seth, Lala, Sub, Tol, Newbeh, Tori, Zappa, Mint & Levi. My promise to you all is this. I'm gonna stop thinking about my past here and now. I'm gonna think about my future and what lays ahead for me, and If I need help I shall ask for it and not just act like everything is okay with me. Okay *sighs* now that, that's over and done with on with today. I went to school and did TAKS and everything else the same. During the moive we watched I IMed a friend and I got no responce back. Later I find out that my friend was ONLINE and at the computer doing other things when I sent it. That really hurt me deep inside that I cannot even get a simple "Hi, I'm busy but I'll talk to you later" responce. Vic, the VA i talk with, no matter hoe busy he is He ALWAYS IMs back and says that. Well got my new Shonen Jump mag today and my new Field and stream. I'm seeing if I can get to skip school friday so I can go to Subs party. Mark if you are Mint could give me a ride if I go, I'd love it. I'd help pay for gas and stuff if we stopped and you got gas. I'd like to go *begs* I'd do anything. Well now if I get a ride I may beable to talk my mom into it but as of now she says no.

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Heh....
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Okay this is all about last night school will be in a post to fallow *Points to above space* so if you read this I'm letting you know this isn't my only post for today. I kinda don't like offline IMs so I'm gonna leave a few comments to my friends at the bottem of this. Well I sat down and listened to "Somebody told me" over and over again until I fell asleep. I gotta talk with Tol, Seth, Bunny, Daigo, Newbeh, Lala and Alora a small bit. After I read Newbeh's post, I'm glad I'm not the only one who needs to put their life back in order. So I'm probably gonna vanish from after a-kon to when school starts. I'll still get on to look at my mail the the ushicon BBS, hell I'll even talk to my buddies but I thought I'd warn you all if I just seem to dissaper after a-kon. Phlinx: I donno if it is because your post was the first thing I saw at around 6 in the morning, But I guess we're on the same wavelenght. (Everyone else your I'll post your comments after school). One who wins the battle hasn't won the war. One Who wins the war hasn't won the battle. (My little riddle I thought of it doesn't really got an answer but more of a hidden message)

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

This is the Post mark and seth are gonna yell at me for ^.\\
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Time: 5:20 Song:Somebody Told me Singer: The killers (You'll know why das ist my song soon) Well now that they know what I expect from them on with the post. Well I went to bed around 1-2 this morning then woke up around 3:30 and couldn't get back to bed till around four. Then got up late for school. Well got my breakfast and headed up stairs. Heard a guy hit the high note, LOL, you all know what that means. Talked a bit and then remembered I had to go to my TAKS room. I got there and the two ROTC teacher are there. They passed out the books and stuff, it was all so boring. I took the test and was the second one done. But I'd been the first If i didn't have "Somebody told me" stuck in my head the whole test. Well yeah okay onto the no taking care of myself part. Test is over and i got lunch then stopped caring about everything. During W.History my hand turned GREEN it was so kool. I'm a snake Lol, i'm kidding. Then i started spazzing out and twiching badly, luckly no one saw me. Heh, I told my buddy on the way to math and then another buddy. Math It happened again only my leg also went numb and my chest hurt. It was kool ^.\\. I did my Epi-pen when I got home all is good. Talked With Newbeh and Dagio getting weight loss tips from them, gonna try and start them tomorrow. Seth and Mark- Both of you take care and don't yell at me too much. Newbeh and Dagio- thanxs I'll start ASAP Mint-Hope I didn't scare yeh to much with that talk in math class. Zappa-Will you tell me who they are? Tol-Heh,sry I don't know genres that well. Tori-I'm getting peter sometime next year along with 3 other bunnys. Sub-*waves* Lala and Wolfie- I'll see if I can move out on the 2nd. Seth- that song you posted hits very close to home. If tomorrow never comes by: Garth Brooks Sometimes late at night, I lie awake and watch her sleeping. She's lost in peaceful dreams, So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark, And the thought crosses my mind, If I never wake up in the morning. Would she ever doubt the way I feel, About her in my heart, If tomorrow never comes ? Will she know how much I loved her, Did I try in every way, to show her every day, That she's my only one ? And if my time on earth were through, And she must face the world without me... Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last, If tomorrow never comes ? 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel So tell that someone that you love Just what you're thinking of If tomorrow never comes. Just change the her's to him's. Well if you keep the her's it is what my dad would be thinking about me.

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Monday, April 18, 2005

Two days in one what fun.
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-wow so poetic. Well okay Its a sunday and monday post. Before anyone says anything yes I know I posted sundays yesterday. But lots more happened after and I was just to tired to update it. So here it is. Sunday- Well I went to bed at at around, never. I talked to Mark and Zappa till sunrise then logged off. Okay Zappa and I have broken up, we are still friends. Mark thanxs for being all big brotherly and joking around at that time, it would've been a lot worse without it, I owe you, and at the same time sorry for keeping you up so late. Well my mom forced me to go to church. Just because they're christan doesn't mean I am. Granted, I technally am since my mom and dad are one but my aunts are not. Okay not going into a whole religon rant. Well I called Tori and sat outside at a place that overlooked lake travis and chatted with her for about 45min. It was full of randomness and fun. After I hung up I got a doughnut and when back and sat down. Wrote a song I think is pretty good. If you want the lyrics let me know and I can post them. Finally got back home and I called Seth about 3-4hrs after I got home. Got online and kinda chatted with people. Then I finally called Seth. After 3hrs of non-stop crazyness and me almost killing myself cleaning my room, or at least trying to, we hung up then I got back online and talked to her again. Well I talked with Tol, and Mark a bit before I got offline. Ended up with me telling Tol I had a slight crush on him before me getting off. Well not by choice anyway, getting off I mean. I also gotta talk with Vic, the VA. I asked him about a new show he is voicing in. *Laughs* He doesn't even get the story line. I feel sorry for monica, the VA who is the writer for it. Monday- I'm so Happy, that you told Mark to make me go to bed seth. You cannot even guess how much. I could barely stand up to get to the couch to lay down and as soon as I did I fell asleep I don't think it was more than 10sec between awake and asleep. I woke up late for school with NO voice. So yeah this is gonna be a good-bad day. Got all my stuff together and left. Got breakfast at school then went up stairs. I wish my voice was working then but oh well i got my point across that I was ticked off at a guy sitting near me. Sarah gave me her shoe and I gotta hit him HARD many times. I think I left some bruises ^.\\ Go me. If I had my voice I would've add a few comments to shut him up and get him to leave but oh well hitting works just as well. Started school as being the only one at the table for swim team. Read my manga, drew many faces (most of kakashi), and wrote a list of things to bring to seths house on the 6th. Well In german class because I had no voice I didn't have to do any of the work, it was all speaking today. So one plus of no voice. Lunch I ate something I had a Banana. Well talked with Mark and Mint on mobile IM while taking notes, in Ag class. English we had to write something for a headline we got, mine was Officers at an airport take away two-year-old's bear full of M&M's. It was a satire thing I wasn't sure wheather to make it about people not useing condoms or our fear of the unknown. Well got home and started snezzing up a storm and got online. Had two corndogs and yeah thats my day. I hope to get to talk to Tori, seth and Mark before bed along with Tol. For somereason my comments ain't working again- Phlinx-Take care bro. Seth-You could've told him to let me be on till 11:30 at least. *glares at sis* Tori-^.\\ Good luck I still havn't found peter. Alora-If I could move out sooner I'd share one with you. I don't mind animals too. Tol-Sorry if I made things akward if I did just forget I said anything. Sub-Well yeah it happened. Lala-Hope your okay with rents and all, aka wolfies perents. To all of you I didn't mention go to hell... ^.\\ I'm just kidding Everyone take care now and have a safe night.

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

*Be sure to look at the post below this one*
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Okay well I got little, very little, sleep if any at all. I kinda passed out in front of the comp waiting for people to go Unidle. Well I got back up and saw Phlinx was unidle and zappa had logged on but was busy. Well I talked to Phlinx until sunrise, sry about keeping you up that late, early *shrugs* whatever you call it. Zappa became unbusy and we talked. We broke up. *Thanks Phlinx for staying and acting all big brotherly then says sry for keeping you up*. Well after Phlinx headed to bed I fallowed shortly. Not that I really slept per say. Well mom forced me to go to church. Didn't really go inside the church more or less chatted to Tori on my phone about random stuff. ^.\\ always fun. It turns out I found out I have a crush on someone. I more or less figured it out with some "help" from Tori. I donno if I'll tell him cause he and another friend will freak out and I mean it. *shrugs* more than likely I'll tell or have Tori tell him for me. But until then all who know keep your lips shut. OR ELSE!! I promise a butt whooping to the person who tells. If you wanna know bug me and I might break down and tell you. More than likely I'll tell Phlinx tonight or tomorrow who it is sence seth, Tori, Sub, and lala already know. No phlinx, it ain't you I'm sry. Well okay I wrote a song based on the poems in past posts. I think it turned out very good and I like it. Well I headed home and got online gonna call sethy later today. Well thats my day and I'm sticking to it. I'm gonna have a small burger and then not have anything until breakfast tomorrow *can see Seth and Phlinx going all sibling like on me* Seth- ^.\\ Love yeah Sis Take care now and I wanna know who your crush is. Phlinx- Take care bro I'm sry for keeping you up so late. But thanks for being there. Tori-If I see peter I'll send him your way. Zappa-You're still my friend so don't forget that. Sub-Good to see you sat Tol-I hope you didn't get to drunk at mint's as you've been Idle for almost a day. Had fun Sat wish you didn't gang up with mint and levi to gang rape me.*Bet that'll be taken wrong* Mint and Levi- Thanxs for lettin' me hang out sat. I wanna do it again soon.

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   Fun time with the gang
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I went to bed sometime around 5, after speed training (raving), talking with Mark, Sub, Chris, and Tolarin. I'm heading over to mint's house later today. Okay, I woke up around 8-9 *shrugs* I donno I wasn't wake enough. I finally got out of bed at around 10ish and got my stuff together to go to minty's. I couldn't find my naruto forehead protector T.\\. One thing you got on me Mark is that you can find things in your room (i think). I needa clean it *cannot see floor*. Well I left the house and we headed to Mint's, so i thought. We stopped by a picnic and I didn't care for anything, got a small bag of lay's chips and ate them then went outside and sat by the swings, listened to trance and became all Shikamaru-ish. (ie looking at the clouds.) I stayed like that for about 45min until my mom tells me I heading to mints now. Bout time. We left there around 11:50. I got on my Mobile IM and talked with Tol. Sry your bro did that. But that really brightened my day, cause I gotta talk to someone and not be bored. I got to mint's house and levi called Tol saying that we're gonna pick him up. After that we played Naruto. Mint made some Ramen and while she did that I found a new Itachi move. Mark I gotta play you, just you, at a two player game. I might win with this new move. Almost got Levi when he was Hinata. Well we stopped playing cause we had to go get the other half of team Sugoi. Well we changed our minds and packed the Naruto game up cause we're just gonna stay down there. We got there and Tol tripped over something, not gonna say what, getting to the door. We sat down and talked a bit then played Naruto again. Alora called,don't really know much about what they talked about. Well I learned never to be Itachi, the dog, and Shikamaru against them in a free-for-all. I got gang raped everytime. I did find out I'm good with Mizuki and Orachimaru(sp?). We stopped playing for a while and Tol set a challange to Levi that he couldn't guess his password. Heh, he was right. We talked about what they are gonna do later tonight, I wish I could join in. Learned something else D&D can stand for. Well I had to head off to walmart to met up with lala, wolfie, and sub. We wandered around a bit then Mint's allergys flared up. Hope you're ok Minty. Well we found Wolfie so they left. I later found lala and then Sub. After I found Sub I walked over to Chick-Ful-lay.(sp?). I got a kids Meal. I didn't wanna spend the money on a full meal when I'm not to hungry. I know I've lost weight sence Sunday. Well I went back to walmart and shopped around. Got two animes: Madlax and FMA vol 2. I also got an art book to draw in and a 20lbs pair of weights, 10lbs each. Cannot let mark beat me at speed for raving. Though I'm not ready yet for 10lbs once *laughs and sratchs back of head* yeah that ain't gonna stop me. Well Sub came home with us and I told her something... I'm not gonna post it cause It hasn't happened yet but when It does I'll post it. I got online, no one on. Well Mark and seth are but they are idle. We went down to some land near my house and just sat there talking. Turns out she and I have a lot in common, it got late so we headed home. So we listened to music then watched Madlax ep 1-2. I like it, it's a nice new anime. Around 10:30 we took Sub home. I gotta drive her home and my mom and me back home. It was fun. Cannot wait for may 2. Mint-Hope you're okay Mark-Take care now, I remembered everything you said. Tol-You're and evil little demon. *has pokemon theme song stuck in head* Tol, Mint, and Levi- Thanxs for the fun day. Hope I can do It again soon. Chris-take care now Seth- Love you sis wish I could've talked to you last night. Bunny- Hear comes peter cotten tail Hopping down the bunny trail. xD sry I had to.

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Friday, April 15, 2005

There for me.
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You said you’d be there for me, You’d be there when I need you, But now when I need you the most, Where are you to be found? You’re gone, you’ve disappeared, I guess I should do the same. Promises are just words, Ether spoken or written. They don’t mean a thing to you, So I guess you thought that’d be the same for me. But I need you now, Now more than ever, Why aren’t you there? Okay now that, that’s out of the way on with my post. Thursday- I got to talk with Seth, Tori, Newbeh, Alora, and Tol last night. Tol I thank you for last night, talking with you really helped. But, It’s back and worse than last night. I got off a little after 10, and for once went to bed without being forced to by Seth or Mark. *Shrugs* I guess I’m really not feeling much like myself. Well I woke up super late for school, we know what that means. When I got there I met up with a school friend and she got on a long talk about Yaoi. I didn’t want her to know I wasn’t myself so I joined in on the talk. I gave her some images that burned her eyes. Then I got my breakfast. Well first period started and I thought I was gonna have a good day against all odds. But, boy was I ever wrong. I sat down at the table where the swim team sits and got out my new Manga and my diet Coke, Pepsi. A girl, the one that called like 20x’s, got a hold of my bottle cap and was spinning it around. I didn’t mind until she wouldn’t give it back. I reached for it and when she moved it away I moved my hand with it, making me spill coke all on my Manga, binder and the table. Yeah, now today is gonna be a long and bad day. I got some napkins to clean it up with. I cleaned off my Manga first and low and behold one of the pages gets ripped. So I put it up after I finished drying it. What pissed me off even more was she didn’t even help clean. Well I got out some paper and sat alone, and I was happy with that. I’m almost always alone at school. I wrote some new poems. I’m not gonna post them cause they go way to deep and I don’t want anyone to read them but certain people. I am back to my old self that I’d thought I’d lost. Let’s just say my Gaara side has finally surfaced fully. I tried to cry but I couldn’t I tried my hardest but know tears came out. I guess the only tears I can cry now are crimson. I bet I could cry for real if I had someone one to lean on, just hug them and break down; letting everything roll out. Well I hate to say it but for once in my life I’m asking for help when I need it. YES, I NEED HELP. I don’t want my old thoughts to return and for me to carry them out. I forced them out last night with help from Tol but I’m not so sure I’ll be able to tonight. Well second period and we watched a movie about a guy traveling through Austria and Germany. We had to write 10 questions with the answers. I was the first one done and I laid my head down and tried to sleep. But, none came so I just sat there with my eyes closed for about 45-50min. Okay didn’t eat lunch so all I’m running on right now is a small plate of popcorn, and one of those ready made bowls of lucky charms and a piece of toast. I doubt I’ll eat anything thing else until dinner and then I bet that’ll be small. Third period and we are taking notes on the breeds of meat cattle. Okay, now done with that we got free time. I got on the comp and did nothing. So I got off and went outside and sat alone. I love being alone right now. But I still wish I had that person to run up and hug and just break down on. Well forth period and I found out we have to write a thesis. I was gonna do mine on wolves but after talking with Mark, I’m gonna do it on teen Suicide. It hits close to home so I’ll be able to do it well. Next we got to look at this made up Newspaper that has real articles on it. That was it. Got home and got online. Talked with Mint, and Mark. I got off soon after cause my comp spazzed out on me. I got back on around 6 then it did it again so I really didn’t get on till 6:05-6:10. I got to talk with one of my favorite VA’s on AIM and then he had to go. Well shrugs this is it, so I’ll leave you with a quote I wrote yesterday. “Hidden in the shadows of the world. I vanish, written out of history, erased from this world like I'm a mistake that no one like. People come and people go. I stand alone in the shadow's till I finally vanish for good. No one heard me cry, no one saw me, no one stopped to care for me. Always thinking Life will get better always looking at the good things. Thoughts have changed over time. Darkness has filled my soul, my heart has hardened. I trust no one, not even myself. All who I loved gone, all i cared for gone. I ran from my problems by hiding in myself. The darkness has left me too even the shadows of the world and my mind. I'm gone. Anyone miss me? I doubt it. No one remembers my name, everyone I knew has been gone for I don't know how long.” -Tala Friday- Went to bed around 9:30 *glares at seth*. It is to early to go to bed. Well I DIDN'T eat anything before going to bed, sry seth. Woke up a little early and a little late. I'm guessing that means I'm gonna have half the day good and half the day bad.*Shrugs* I donno. Got to school late, not a way I like to start my day. Well I sat with a school friend for a while. I got my breakfast a little later; two rolls, and a small bottle of juice*name later on in otaku*. I didn't finish the second roll, they are small ones too. I'm sry sethy I did try I just couldn't eat it. Her BF arrived and we headed upstairs to an arrive that no one goes to, but us. We sat down for a while and I spilt some of my juice. Bio class and we had a test I forgot all about. Luckly I knew all but three of the questions so I know I got in the 80's. We got some free time after it and I layed my head down. The teacher Dr.Evil (his nickname) got the notes ready and we took some on our new area. Study skills and I got to work on my math and W.History WS's. I finished my math and all but half of my W.History. I put them up and got out my CD player. I sat in a corner and leaned back. I closed my eye's trying to sleep but I couldn't as old memories flooded back.... ain't gonna go into it. Well I just sat there thinking things over then got out my cell to try and get my mind off things. No one on so I put it up and closed my eyes again this time just letting my memories over take me. At least I was in the darkness of my mind. Well I put up all my stuff before the bell rang and left to lunch. Got to lunch and got my normal lunch. Finished it and Chatted a bit then left for W.History. Got to W.history and saw we had pratice TAKS tests x.\\. Someone kill me now, I hate TAKS. Okay well bell rang and we got to start on the TAKS thing for about an hour. I was the third one done and got a 70% with one question right they said was wrong. Almost passed out in this class three times. Well math time. Oh goody more TAKS, I bet that myotaku starting on the 19th will have rants about it. Well we did warm-ups on it and handed in our HW, then got two more WS's for HW. Well headed to Anime club after school. I owe the teacher sooooo o much. He gave me $1.25 to get a coke. I'm gonna pay him back monday. Well we watched the first 2 eps of Naruto. Everyone Loved SNJ and the bloody nose that fallowed. I think I made a lot of future Narutards. Well I am not doing Hinata, sry zappa. But I donno how I'll go from Grayish hair to blackish-blue fast enough so I am going as the teacher that tell Naruto about the Scroll of Sealing. Mizuki I think that's how you spell his name. So my a-kon list is. Kittycat-Kakashi, Kakashi (normal), Raver Kakashi, Kabuto, and Mizuki. After anime club I left to go wait for my mom. She didn't show up so my bad day, Yes i had one, got even worse as I had to walk home, approx 2.5miles. I needed the exercise so I'm kinda not complaning about that. I am still needing that person to breakdown on. If i could get to these people I would with them, Mark, Seth, Bunny, zappa, Tol, and Mint. I got home and got online. Then got off and called Mint asking if I could come over. Levi said today would be a bad day so I'm going tomorrow around 11. I'm gonna sit on the stairs and read manga and listen to my CD player. A man from COX came over I now have cable for my comp so it should no longer crash when I'm online. Well I know this ain't what seth wants to hear and I know I'm gonna get yelled at by Mark and her for it. But it's 8:40 and Last time I ate was at 12:00. So all I've gone on today is One roll, one small bottle of Strawberry Passion(yes thats the jucies name), Chicken Fried stake, a small bag of fries, and a small carton of Chocolate milk (the lunch type milk from Oak Farms). Mark- (I know I should be the one hearing this, first part) Take care now, and be safe. Seth- Heh, sry bout all that. I am trying Honest I am. Mint- I might breakdown on you tomorrow I'm sry. Zappa- I do love you and I'm gonna try hard to open up but until I breakdown, most likey with mint, I cannot do that. Tol-Thanxs for Wed it helped me out. Tori- Heh, Hi and take care. Newbeh- Don't kill your sister now. ^.\\. Well this is Tala saying good day. What would you look like as an anime character (over 100 different pics!)(modified!) by Jrockfangurl14 Name or Username Age what you look like - you are- hyper usual mood- pissed off Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

*Looks up and puts finger to lips* Shhh, It's sand. It's everywhere.
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-To much Jeff Foxworthy So sorry to everyone about last night, not posting but my comp was so messed up. So I’m gonna post today’s and yesterday’s. Tuesday- Okay, did not make it to 11 like I said. Well I woke up late for school, that is how I can tell that a bad day is gonna happen. I’m still sore from Sunday but oh well I don’t care at the moment pain is my friend along with a few people I talk to late at night. Okay got to school and had breakfast. The line opened on time *gasps* oh wow. First period, I finished my book “The Codex.” A very good book I recommend it to all my friends. Did nothing but sit there and read my new Manga, Descendents of Darkness. I can tell this is gonna be a very long day. Well I finished it about 5min before the bell to second period rang. German what fun ><. Second period, work and nothing but work. Found out my teacher is gonna be moving to North Carolina over the summer. I got some popcorn from a class mate, other than a bowl of ramen that I’ll have when I get home that’s all for the rest of the day. Have about 1/6 of my coke left, a first for me. Not really in a good mood so didn’t really talk in this class. Add all my talking up in this class and I’d say you got less than 5min. I wasn’t feeling to good but and had to go to the bathroom but the teacher wouldn’t let me good. Not a people person today, starting this morning. X.\\. Everyone leave me alone. (Note that was yesterday not today.) Heh, like normal I didn’t eat lunch. Went straight to my Animal Science class. Saw that the Ushicon Forums where still down. Well Animal Science started and teacher told us that we had a freeday. Okay one plus. I got back on the computer and got on Fictionpress and saved many sad poems to my server. I was in that type of mood. Still gonna be a long day. Well English class. Had a sub, and a note telling us that our teacher didn’t want to tell us that She was gonna be out today. Thank you very much for the BITCHY sub. She forbid us to talk at all. Heh, fine with me I don’t think I’ve talked more than 10min all day. We got to watch the movie Shriek because we’re learning about Fairy Tales. I’ve seen that movie only once and liked it but didn’t really wanna see it again, since the first time I saw it was in a hospital getting test run on me…. Not gonna go into it. She took up a kid’s cell phone because she had it out. All the kid was doing was checking the time. After the bell rang the teacher forced the kid to stay after cause she was gonna go with her to get her cell phone back. I swear if killing was legal she would’ve been dead when I first stepped foot in the room. Okay, I got home and had my bowl of ramen then sat down and at my computer and watched my new anime. While waiting for friends to get online. Watched Madlax, Full Metal Panic, and (my friends, friend voices the lead in this one) Maburaho. Today- Okay, after I got offline after 10:30, not that I had a choice in the matter *glares at Seth and Mark*. I woke up late for school again and you all know what that means. X.\\. I got to school and found out that today was a day of silence, for those who chose to do it, to try and stop hate crimes against Gay’s, Lesbian’s, Bi’s and Transsexual’s. I went ahead and signed up cause I’m Bi, but I lean more towards guys, x.\\ no one knows that, or well they didn‘t. Wow me quiet at school is a first, other than yesterday, I am hardly ever quiet at school. Fifth period started the day. We had a lab to do in Bio today. We went outside and picked flowers to look at. *Shrugs* I don’t know really what we did cause since it wasn’t for a grade I didn’t do it. The teacher didn’t even know what my flower was. I sure hope all of you know what a buttercup is. I have lost all faith in Humanity cause someone doesn’t know where a steam is, and what it is on a plant. Sixth period. Oh wow a C in German. *Sings the I got a C* I sure as hell hope that mom meant that it was after I got my DL that I cannot get C’s. Then I sat in the corner away from everyone. I listened to my CD player, got on Yahoo Mobile, and worked on my math HW. I wish I could’ve talked this period cause someone made fun of the Day of Silence. I would’ve given her an earful. Against all the signs I went to lunch and ate. I had a big breakfast so I was full and not felling good again. Had half of my soda left this time. Wow is it just me or does anyone else notice something going on between me and soda? I left the lunch room early for W. History. Sat down and worked on stuff. Until the bell rang to start the class. Okay well we finished watching a movie about the “Height challenged” French ruler Napoleon. Then we listened to the 1812 Obtrude(sp??). Then we had a paper ball fight. Everyone went for the bald teacher. I think I was the only one who didn’t. I am after all his best student. -.\\. After that was done we had to do “fun sheets”, he refuses to use the term work sheets. Math time. Teacher was not one of the best today. Had 3 worksheets to do. I didn’t do any of them because they were homework. Gave my friend, Lent really cause I want them back, Wallflower Manga 2 and 3. Well that’s that class. Got home and still kinda in that mood. “Seasons come and seasons go but nothing stays the same.” Wrote a poem. This tear- If I cry and no ones around, Should I care, Should I care, People are around when you don’t need them, People aren’t around when you need them. This tear I cry is not clear, This tear I cry is crimson. Friends, Just a term I use to call people around me. What is a friend? Why do we have them? Two question’s rolling threw my mind as the tear rolls down my arm, It finally falls onto the floor, A crimson puddle is at my feet. Made by crimson tears. Tears made by a blade, These tears I cry drain my life, But do I care? Sometimes I feel I’m better off gone, Now, I am but was I right? -Tala I am sorry for that poem everyone I truly am. I Sux at writing happy stuff and can only write that type of stuff. I talked with Mint a while and I may get to go to her house tomorrow. Well she had to go cause Eric had to use the comp. No one else is on and as always I am alone with no one around. Well I’ll go before I say something I’ll regret dearly. I know my friends, my true ones anyway, will have something to say about that poem and well I kinda wanna see their comments. -Tala out.

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