Monday, May 22, 2006

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I havn't been updating this much have I... Oh well MIROKU <3333 That is all xD.

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

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Mood: Mixed Song: Moon Artist: Okui-Masami dark mado GARASU no mukou sora wa mada aokute sigh hohoende'ru mikazuki zutto zutto mukashi kara utsuriyuku hitobito no 'inochi' hana ga saki utsukushiku chiru toki wo mimamotte iru donna ni setsunai omoi tsutawattemo... why? boku wa doushite koko ni umarete kita n'darou I'm looking for the truth kitto kimi ni deau tame motomeau tame ni todokanai negai hodo sutekirenu jounetsu itsushika yume wo motsu koto ni tomadoinagara nani wo kowagatte'ru? nani wo mayotte'ru? hoshi-tachi wa kyou mo mata kimi wo tataete kagayaku noni... yagate kuru asa wa genjitsu wo utsushidashite yuku kimi wo wasureru koto datte narete shimatta kasuka na yuuki wo nando mo kureta ne ima mo kitto dareka terashite'ru shiroi toiki de eien no inochi wo ataerareta kimi ni koi suru yo mata umarekawattemo... ~~~Translation~~~ Dark, the sky outside the window is still dim Sigh, the new moon has always been smiling As the flower of bright human 'Life' blooms, I watch for the petals to fall prettily away Even if I try to describe These painful feelings... Why? Why was I born into this world? I'm looking for the truth It must have been to meet you, to find you This clinging passion becomes a secret wish As your dreams frustrate you... What are you afraid of? What are you puzzled about? Don't you know, the stars are shining on you? Morning comes at last and lights the truth-- I've gotten used to not remembering you You gave me courage time and again You must be shining on someone even now, with chilled breath You, bestowed with eternal life-- I love you, even if reborn... Tala: Well today was a very intressting day for me and my emotions... Namid: How so? Tala: Well after school I went into a Goodwill store that just opened up near my home. Well a guy there started to hit on me... I was just standing there and blinking in disbelife that someone... in this god forsaken town... wants me.. ><;; god... I'm loyal to my B/f people sorry <3 Namid: -blinks- Tala: Yep... well I don't feel like adding the rest of the stuff that went on today... other than getting hit on and having a stalker... I'm good... >> -TK

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Monday, May 15, 2006

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Mood: Lost... Song: None Quote: "Friends...friends are knives. You trust them, then they turn on you, make you bleed then leave you alone." Tala: -sighs- Let me start off by saying, I've done something thinking... about the Raver Ninja clan... my friends... my life currently and stuff... I stepped down in the raver ninja clan because no one in it really cares about me anymore... I give people my phone number cause they say they'll call me and stuff... yet I've deleted everyone whom I have not talked to in over a month (online, on phone) and that leaves me with a good... 5 people... counting my fucking mom... My life is currently good, I havn't had a thought about killing myself in a while... I am failing a lotta my core class and I see summer school in my future... Have 3 main projects and I havn't done a fucking one... cause I'm gonna fail so why go ahead and do 'em... -sighs- 1)Equine Science - Pass 2) Speech - Pass 3) Chem - Pass 4) Study Skills -Pass 5) World History - Borderline 6) Math - Fail 7) English - Fail 8) Art -Pass So yeah.. I am gonna more than likey pass History... just needa do my vocab and timeline then I'll pass for sure... damn my teacher... Namid: -looks at Tala- You should have done your work... Tala: Yeah well it's kinda hard to do your fucking work when you've been sick almost every day for a week... Namid: -shakes head and smackes- Tala: Ow... hey now.. -sighs- Oh yeah someone drew me fan art <333 See it's so cute, it's me in my I just killed colors =P -TK

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

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Mood: Somewhat happy Quote: "Love is a gift, you can open it and keep it, you can open and give is back or you can keep it closed and never know what it really was." Song: Everytime I hear your Name Finally got over that song of ours Stopped chasing little red sports cars, to check the license plates And I quit driving by your place Back making the rounds at all the hearts, honky-tonks, restaurants, seeing some of our old friends feels good to dance again I can finally smell your perfume And I look around the room for you I could walk right by your picture in a frame and not feel a thing But when I hear your name I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky And it's the 5th of May and I'm right there staring in your eyes And nothing's changed, we're still the same And I get lost in the innocence of a first kiss And I'm hanging on to every word rolling off of your lips And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place Everytime I hear your name Got someone special in my life Everyone thinks she'd make a great wife Dad says he thinks she's the one, reminds him of mom when she was young But it's way too soon to be talking about rings Don't want to rush into anything She's gettin over someone too, kinda like me and you She talks about him every once in awhile And I just nod my head and smile, cuz I know exactly what she's going through Yeah, I've been there too, when the conversation turns to you I get caught in the "you were the only one for me" Kinda thought, and your face is all that I see I Know I can't go back, but I still go back And there we are, parked down by the riverside And I'm in your arms, about to make love for the first time And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place Everytime I hear your name Stop thinkin' about the words I left unsaid Stop trying to change the things that I can change In my heart I know you're gone, but in my head... I feel rain falling right out of the blue sky And it's the 5th of May, and I'm right there staring in your eyes. That's all it takes, and I'm in that place And there we are, parked down by the riverside And I'm in your arms, about to make love for the first time. And I can't explain, but I'm in that place Everytime I hear your name Namid: -glears at- What was that you said about Iru in your last post. Tala: -sweatdrops- It's not about Iru... I have two people I give that song to, Danny and Jeff... two people whom I loved, trusted with my life and then they left. They've become spirits in this world and moved to that beyond. Namid: I remember the name Danny Tala: I'd hope so... -sighs- you know if I didn't know that he was... never mind but yeah... I'd given Zappa the chance he should have gotten. -smiles- but he found Alex for that and he seems happy with her so -smiles- I'm glad, though I still like to cuddle with him >.> -wonders if that makes her a bad girlfriend.- Namid: -laughs- No it doesn't, he's a good friend of yours and you both hold memories and share things. Plus you love to cuddle, you've changed into a person who does o.o;;. Tala: -smiles- good. Well it also seems like Zappa didn't care that I'd given him a ride and said he could stay in my room for A-kon -whines- As always, I try to be nice to a friend, they forget and well... -sighs- Namid: You think they've forgotten all about you. Tala: Like almost every single raver ninja has... -sighs- Most of them don't like me, don't want to be friends with me anymore, or just ignore me. -whines- I miss my friendship with everyone Rokk, Sethos, Mint, Levi, Mark, just really everyone... -curls up in a corner and whines lightly- Namid: What about Miroku -tilts head- Tala: He's staying in my A-kon room -smiles- -TK Namid: isn't love grand XD

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

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Quote: "Live each day as if it were your last, live your last day as if it was your first." Mood: Tired, laid back, hyper Song: Here’s to an Impossible wish Artist: Crasta Here’s to you Here’s to all you’ve told me Here’s to everything you said would never happen But now I know, that the promise we made, Was nothing more that a few words Nothing more and nothing less All I want, is to be back there again. I wish I could have you back Here’s to the time we spent together Wishing I could onto you forever Here’s to what you said, Those lies that uttered from your lips As I come back to what is now I see you gone from my life Yet I can still see you in my heart The pain is to real to let me forget I see your face, I can hear your words Those words that you promised me I wish I could have you back, Just to hold you in my arm, Hold on tight and never let you go Here’s to everything we had and to everything I let go If there was anything I could change I would change that simple day Here’s to our last day together It was the best day of my life Do you realize how you love someone When they don’t love you back I wish I could have you back Utter my sweet words into your ears Let our lips touch and let our hearts merge again Here’s to you, and all we had Day turned to night Night turned to day Here’s to the star I wish upon Making that impossible wish that’ll never come true Wishing I could have you back. Here’s to you, Here’s to all we had Here’s to our lives that we had together Here’s to all we did and said Those lies we uttered to each other The things we wish we could take back… Namid: Yesss... -looks at Tala- Tala: Hmm? Can I help you? Namid: -points to Song and sighs- Well? Tala: Oh that, hehe ^.^; yes that is a song. I'm not stuck on Iruka anymore, I finally figured out what she's been trying to tell me for months now. That is a friend and I should love her as one and not think back and regreat anything we did or said. -smiles- Namid: I think she'd be proud Tala: -grins- I think so too. Since SKC I've been happy and had a good and positive mood. -shifts eyes at reason and grins- HEHE ^.^;; I cannot wait until SKC <33 -smiles- -TALA

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Friday, May 12, 2006

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Mood: -shrugs- Song: Inuyasha- Song of Truth the crimson-stained sun has illuminated everything; now and the past is what i have imagined within this twilight more than my own hands can accomplish? please teach me how to live a little more vulnerably than i do now [1] won't you taint me just a little? that way, even if i get hurt and lose everything around me this song of truth will flow through my heart this dispute will probably go on about that which is most precious[2] i've become a rebel, i've overlooked things even the gentle smiles of strangers if eternity knows what manner of darkness and when pain will vanish, then that way, you shall taint me i looked always to yesterday, to the castles in the sky when will i be able to follow them? this song of truth shall be my guide if eternity knows what manner of darkness and when pain will vanish, this song of truth will flow through my heart now, please, taint me just a little please, just taint me, only a little this song of truth shall be my guide Well today was eventful, I went to my elemetery school and smiled at all the memories it brought back and almost cried at a few... there is one powerful memory that holds me at that school... back in the 4th grade. It's one I'll never forget... nor do I doupt I will until I die... I kill myself for being to trustful back then... Well I went to the mall got some manga and I am gonna read them soon, I hope. I went looking at these new houses in this neighborhood that is coming in near my house. There is this 7 bedroom one I really want my mom to get. ^.^;; hehe. Yet as I was walking around I started to have a feeling of abandonment... I really want to just curl up around someone and cuddle right now... but -sighs- he lives to far. I finally have my offical list of cosplay for A-kon: --Human Kirara --Akamaru --Dragon from an anime I always misspell (Iru XD) -TK

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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

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Mood: scarey to my Art Teacher XD Lion King- Love will find a way KIARA: In a perfect world One we've never known We would never need to face the world alone They can have the world We'll create our own I may not be brave or strong or smart But somewhere in my secret heart I know Love will find a way Anywhere I go I'm home If you are there beside me Like dark turning into day Somehow we'll come through Now that I've found you Love will find a way KOVU: I was so afraid Now I realize Love is never wrong And so it never dies There's a perfect world Shining in your eyes KIARA and KOVU: And if only they could feel it too The happiness I feel with you They'd know Love will find a way Anywhere we go We're home If we are there together Like dark turning into day Somehow we'll come through Now that I've found you Love will find a way I know love will find a way Tala: Hehehe wow this is a record for me, I'm still in a good mood. Namid: -glares at- you're lucky you didn't get in trouble with your art teacher. Tala: Oops hehe yeah. Goop Goop I love goop god I love scaring that bitch. Sorry -sweatdrops- I am in such a god damn good mood. Namid: -looks at- You've been like this since your boyfrie.. Tala: -slaps- hey now... I don't know I can call him that. Namid: -rubs head- sorry. -rolls eyes- Tala: -sticks tongue out- sorry Namid hun I am. OH!!! Art time... I drew this cause I was bored it sucks XD. Oh and here is me as Genma... I was bored and didn't turn the forehead protector around >.< I ugly.

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Monday, May 8, 2006

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Mood: Happy Namid: In otherwords "No emo for tala" Tala: -slaps Namid- Well no song today cause I couldn't find one to fit my mood. Namid: -looks at Tala differently- Tala: What?? You've never been in Love?? Namid: I have Tala: Then be quiet. -slaps- I went to the mall today... they didn't have any Miroku Plushie's -cries- I wanted one to cuddle up with at night, -whines- Namid: -makes one and hands it to her- Aww Tala: YAY -clings to it tightly, mine <333 hehe Namid: -shakes head and looks at Tala before curling up- Tala: It's surprizing, I havn't been this happy in a long time. -smiles and huggles random people, giving zappa a big hug along with Iru and Ej- hehe I am very happy -TK

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Sunday, May 7, 2006

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Mood: Somewhat happy and far from Emo Namid: OMG!!! You're not emo... -faints and dies- Tala: -blinks- damn you now I have to post it all -laughs- Well started out the storm didn't hit us till really early in the morning... of corse I slept threw it... wait... how the hell can I sleep through a storm and not my winny bitch of a Guinea Pig -kills it- =P na Eskimo is cute. I found out that the San Japan thing was flooded out -is happy cause she wanted to go and couldn't go and now she can- Hehe ^.^;; Namid: -twichs a bit- Tala: -puts make-up on Namid then sees she is being watched and leaps away whistling- ^.~ don't tell him. Well I talked with Miroku (-is just gonna call him that cause that's all she'll know she'll call him other than Master- Please see SKC post XD)I really needa get a Miroku Plushie from the bookstore -shifts eyes and steals one to sleep with- Wasn't me officer I swear -is being led away in handcuffs- Namid you bastered live and help me... Namid: -lives and looks at- She didn't take it sir... -holds up proof that she was putting make-up on him at the time- I wouldn't show that to you otherwise -glears at Tala- Tala: oops Hehe... ^.^;; Sorry Namid.. well yes.. I had to get off and leave a friend hanging and had to poof on Miroku -hugs- sorry, cause of a stupid banquet I HAD to go to -cries- I hate those things -shivers- Well the storm hit while I was at the thing so I had fun playing in the rain. Oh yeah, I drew two new pictures, I needa scan them. -skitters off- Namid: -yawns- She forgot to mention that she opened up requests and trades for her art XD. Tala: -is seen passed out on her bed clutching her "stolen" miroku plushie- -TK

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Saturday, May 6, 2006

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Rosie Gaines- Trying to get over you Lonely minutes become hours trying to pass the time of day my face buried in my pillow trying to cry my tears away time keeps moving but time will never change the love I have for you but I'm trying very hard to get over you like you told me to do I'm not getting very far trying to get over you like you told me to do I pass places that hold memories I think about you everyday people ask me how your doing I just don't know what to say are you lonely is it only me still in love with you but I'm trying very hard to get over you like you want me to do I'm not getting very far trying to get over you like you told me to do, well I'm still in love with you it's true I don't know what I'm going to do baby, don't you know your the love of my life I wanted to be your wife trying to get over you like you told me to do I'm not getting very far trying to get over you like you told me to do, well Tala: Well... storms was said to hit... but it seems they ain't gonna hit tonight -smiles lightly and cuddles up with a miroku plushie- hehe Namid: -blinks- You seem in good spirits Tala: Oh?? Me?? -points to self- yeah I guess I kinda am. Namid: Why?? -stares at- Tala: There is this person I've meet at SKC we've been talking a lot and he cheers me up, he reminds me of Jeff -tears up a bit- Oh... -touchs ear- my ear is bleeding o.o;; wow... -Tala

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