Thursday, February 16, 2006

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1.Your Full Name: ---> 2. Age: ---> 3. Favorite Color? ---> 4. Favorite Movie: ---> 5. Favorite Song: ---> 6. Favorite Band or artist: ---> 7. Most Embarrassing Moment: ---> 8. Are you a virgin? ---> *************************************************** *** . . . . . . . . . . . . HERE COMES THE FUN . . . . . . . . . . . *** *************************************************** 1. Are we friends? ---> 2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me? ---> 3. Would you kiss me? ---> 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you? ---> 8. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: ---> 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? ---> 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? ---> 11. have you heard any rumors of me lately? ---> 12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? ---> 13. Do you think I'm a good person? ---> 14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? ---> 15. Do you think I'm attractive? ---> 16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't? ---> 17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you? ---> 18. If you could change anything about me, would you? What would it be? ---> 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? ---> 21. Are you a giver or a taker? ---> 22. Would you still mess around with me if you knew I was in a relationship? ---> 24. Do you smoke/drink/ party? ---> 25. If so, would you party with me? ---> 26. Have you ever got naked for more than 1 person at the same time? ---> 27. When was the last time you had sex? ---> 28. Was it any good? ---> 29. Are you curious if I am a good lover? ---> 30. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? --->

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Death Day
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Mood:Depressed.. Well today as everyone knows, today is Valantines day, or better called Death Day. Cause an intressting fact about today, it is one of the two leading Holidays that people kill themselves on... why I know this, I don't know why I do. Well I went to school and almost every single person had a balloon, rose or something from their loved one. That caused my depression for some reason. The whole day I kept having thoughts about my ex and my current G/F. While in speech I wrote two depressing poems... which I havn't done in about a month now. Black Rose A single rose in a bush, Black in color, yet colored in crimson, tight blue bow wound tight, thorns stand alone. No leaves on the bloody rose, a shine of white within the middle, the blood refuses to touch. Crimson drips slowly off the pettles, falling to the emerald grass below, buds begin to open, red, yellow, white, all roses. Yet the black stands alone, one by one the colored ones leave, leave a bloody rose behind. Sad young girl touchs it, seeing herself in the rose, the blood, her heart. To the girl, she is the rose, alone and bleeding, hurt by the pain, Unwanted because of it's difference. Both longing for another to call their own, someone, something to make them whole, to feel wanted and alive again. Together they are one, Apart they are dead. ~TK That was one of them that I wrote in speech today. I just donno... Its phony, I have someone yet I am still depressed. I guess... no I don't know. This is still the day I really want to die, even know I have someone. I didn't even get anything from a friend while almost all of my other friends got something. I...I hate to say it, but I don't know if I could have made it through today if I didn't have EJ. Even know I thought about my ex, i know EJ is the one I have now. I guess why I thought about my ex it was because of the day it is and the fact I still love her. I know deep down I'll never truly be over Iru but... -shakes head- I also know that the past is past and should remain as such. Even know the past leaves scars, sometimes healing on the surface but staying raw just under. Fuck, before I start going crazy I'm gonna end this... ~TK

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Monday, February 13, 2006

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About Me Personality Quiz What is your name?: Mary -Tala- How old are you?: 17 When is your Birthday?: September 22 What is your zodiac sign?: Libra/virgo Where were you born?: Austin Where do you live now?: Leander What color eyes do you have?: Green/blue/sliver What color hair do you have?: Brown/blond How tall are you?: 5'4" How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): 'unno What is your race?: Mutt/wolf x3 What is your worst fear?: Why would i tell you?? Do you smoke?: never -gags- Do you drink?: hehe ^.~ Do you cuss?: Hell yeah Do you use drugs?: legal Have you ever or will you ever steal?: When I was a kid Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: yes Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: I wanna learn to play one Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: Tattoo when I'm 18 and piercings in both ears If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: >.>;; ME!!! Do you suffer from depression disorder?: Yeah... I have moments If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: Drowning or in my sleep Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: ... moving on... Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: next question What subculture do you belong too?: .... WOLF!!! Are you evil?: >) wouldn't you like to know Do you believe that you can be possesed?: ..... yeah Are you a paranoid person?: hehe, yeah i can be Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: .... -coughnextonecough- Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: collecting >>;; Are you a violent person?: I could be Do you take your anger out on other people?: NO Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: my mom...teacher What is your favorite game?: S&M What is your favorite movie?: o.o 'unno Who is your favorite band?: 'unno again What is your favorite song?: 'unno What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?: ANIME! What is your favorite color?: blood red/blue What is your favorite food?: 'unno What is your favorite drink?: Suicide Do you own a pari of converse?: noppers Do you own a pair of dickies?: um.. what O.O Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: i'd kill another person... >> going on... Are you a virgin?: Yes and No... going on... Are you kinky?: Yes >3 hehe Do you like biting?: Yes Do you masturbate?: .... -moans- Do you watch pornography?: HENTAI!!!! Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: Sprayed it yes xD Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: Which head?? Oh girls only have one head XD Are you hyper active person?: Yes Are you religious?: ....... Do you have any self inflicted scars?: Yeah... going on.... Does pain turn you on?: ..... um... next question please Do you stand for originality and creativity?: O.O;; ME!!!!?? Do you like meeting new people?: Yeah What do you like most about life?: 'unno What do you dislike most about life?: me... Do you believe in love at first fright?: Fright??? Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: Nope Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: not yet Do you own a car?: Yes Have you been to jail, yet?: Not... Yet... Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: Nope Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: O.O uh... -drools stupidly- what?? Have you ever vomit while making out?: I hope not Have you held a job for less than a day?: two months =D Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: yes Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: Yes I have =D Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: Nope Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: Nope... well.. yeah Does the world piss you off?: YEAH!!!! Take this survey | Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d

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Friday, February 10, 2006

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One more day till I get home, I can't wait till I get there. For some reason I can feel that I've changed whilst on this ship I donno if it is a good or a bad change but I know it's happened. While in Mexico I went to Chichen Itza, the famous Myan ruins, I'll post pictures laters. I also went horse back riding at our other stop. All you can eat food on the ship open 24/7... >.> now you see why people gain weight here on cruises. I think I lost some surprizingly. There is a club on board for 15-17 people, I joined and the leader is awsome. We have the WHOLE spa to ourselves tonight at 9pm... it closes at 8pm, how great is that. =D well, I am having fun other than my few emo depressing moments, but it's s'all good, I come back tomorrow and then I'll have my phone. Well I'm bored so lets all poke my bruises that I have gotten while on ship -pokes huge one on knee and on arm- ^^ hehe

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

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First off.... I DRESSED UP!!! -dies- Okay now on... this is kinda depressing sorry all... what this will be about 1)No one talks to me but for people I havn't meet... online I mean... 2)I am sick as hell on a vacation cruise 3)My phone doesn't work... starting off with number uno... I am starting to really fell unwanted.. I mean I am on nearly all the time and no one ever IM's me or talks to me but for people I've never met. I guess it has finally come to pass... I think I've lost a few of my friends only because I don't leave near them, I come to that because they never talk to me anymore... I'm not going into it... but yeah, I am thinking that I shouldn't come back online.. or at least IM, and boards. I doupt people will even notice that I stopped coming online... I still wonder why... nevermind... I know why, I won't leave EJ. I love her as much as I love/loved Iruka. I wouldn't leave her willingly. I might have to if my mom found out, she isn't to fond of Bi's. Oh well, I don't care. Well onto number two, I nearly blacked out monday while standing up on the ship, I still might if my stupid headache doesn't leave. I hope I don't on horseback... oh well no since worrying... right? Oh well... My cell phone doesn't work and I can't talk to anyone... as if anyone but EJ would talk to me... Hell right now I think all I need is a good rest, I seem to get like this when tired and when my chair is rocking under me..... -Tala

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1. what is your maiden name? ... lynch 2. what size is your bed? Bunk/queen 3. what are you listening to right now? The sounds of people on the ship chatting away 4. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 30 5. what was the last thing you ate? Breakfast that showed me I can't eat on a ship 6. Last person you hugged? EJ, my g/f 7. how is the weather right now? Luke Cool when on deck, otherwise windy as hell 8. who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Amy 9.what is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? o.o;; that they are guys 11. do you want children? I'll be adopting 13. ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? Does half a night count 14. hair color? Dirty blond 15. eye color? Blue/green/silver 17. favorite holiday? Hm... Summer Solcitce 18. favorite season? ... the only two that Texas has Winter and Summer 19. ever cried for no reason? not for no reason 20. last movie you watched? Flightplan 21. how many mirrors are in your room? the ships room-2 my house room-one 22. do you know any fall out boy songs? nope, should I? 23. have you ever decapitated a barbie doll? Yes >.>;; and a Ken doll 24. do you enjoy the sensational taste of starbucks? -shrugs- only had it once 25. does the word "horcrux" mean anything to you? OMFG!! It's Harry Potter 26. do you have any friends of the gay preference? Yep, tons and I love them all. 27. Favorite Ice Cream? Mint chocolate chip or Vinalla 28. is cheese like the best food ever, or what? Depends on what type 29. what book are you reading? Incubus Dreams/Bitten 30. piercings? one in both ear/closed 31. favorite movie? I have one??? O.O;; 32. favorite college football team? I don't really follow Football 34. what were you doing before filling this out? Checking out the Gulf of mexico and trying not to toss my cookies 35. any pets? Two doggys and a rabbit... Soon to have a cat 36.dogs or cats? both 37. favorite flower? i donno what it's called 38. have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to? Who hasn't 39. have you ever loved someone? -nods- 40. who would you like to see right now? EJ and my dog, Doc 41. are you still friends with your exs? One thinks I hate 'em... I think.. but other than that, yep they are my closest friends 42. have you ever fired a gun? Yep 43. do you like to travel by plane? Hell Yeah and I'm scared of them 44. right or left-handed? Both =P 45. if you could be with someone right now who would be? .... I'm with someone so I am not gonna answer. Well... Kakashi, but one because he is a make believe peroson 46 how many pillows do you sleep with? A fish =P 47. are you missing someone? Yep ;-; 48. Do you have a tattoo? I'll have one on the 25th of September this year =D 49. do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning? If I am awake 50. are you hiding something from someone? Yeah, I'm hiding things from a lotta people -TK

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Monday, February 6, 2006

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THE SHIP I AM ON HAS INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT IS ALL -Tala

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Saturday, February 4, 2006

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Well... I'm not single anymore ^-^; hehe. As of two days ago I have a new GirlFriend. =P.. This'll be last post until after next saturday as I am going on a week long cruise to Mexico... I'll be horse back riding into the myan ruins so funfun ^^, Laterz Tala

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Thursday, February 2, 2006

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Monday, January 30, 2006

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USHICON POST BELOW THIS ONE!!! 1. Taken a picture naked? Meaning you in the picture or taking it of someone O.o;; 2. Painted your room? I colored it with markers >.> 3. Made out with a member of the same sex? -counts then onto other hand- hehe ^^;; yep 4. Drove a car? yep.. own one too 5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes 6. Have a crush? Can it be on someone who I used to be with?? >.>;; Yes... 8. Stole money from a friend? Dont think so 9. gotten in the car with people you didnt know? Tons 10. Been in a fist fight? -looks around- kinda 11. Snuck out of your house? Yes >< 12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? -whimpers and nods- 13. Been arrested? Not yet x3 14. Made out with a stranger? does knowing them for 3-4hrs count as a stranger... -cough- but yes 15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? -nods- 17. Had a crush on your neighbor? -gags- 18. Ditched school to do something more fun? USHICON!!!! 19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yeah... 20. Seen someone die? My Dad... 21. Been on a plane? Yes.. and don't like 'em 22. Kissed a picture? A wolf picture =D 23. Slept in until 3? Am or Pm??? But yes to both.. 24. Miss someone right now? -hears heart cracking- yes... 25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? -nods- 26. Made a snow angel? -nodders- 27. Played dress up? No 28. Cheated while playing a game? -giggles- 29. Been lonely? -sighs- 30. Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes.. >.> 31. Been to a club? Nope 32. Felt an earthquake? nie 33. Touched a snake? Yes.. I want one ;-; 34. Ran a red light? I didn't see it change XD 35. Been suspended from school? not yet.. 36. Had detention? Yes 37. Been in a car accident? Close.. 38. Hated the way you look? Yes.. 39. Witnessed a crime? Yes 39. Been the person doing the crime??? yes 40. Pole danced? No 41. Been lost? tons 42. Been to the opposite side of the country? Yeppers 43. Felt like dying? Yes 44. Cried yourself to sleep? Gonna be doing it tonight 46. Sang karaoke? Yes.. >.< 47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes.... 48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes 49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? nopers 50. Kissed in the rain? no.... 51. Sang in the shower? yea... 52. Made love in a park? nie 53. Had a dream that you married someone? -shrugs and nods- 54. Glued your hand to something? Yes.. my fingers... 55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? hehehe no 56. Ever gone to school partially naked? O.O;; no 57. Been a cheerleader? No 58. Sat on a roof top? Yes... ;-; -whimpers- 59. Didn't take a shower for a week? Once 60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? no 61. Played chicken? Yes 62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no 64. Broken a bone? arm 65. Been easily amused? Yes 66. Laughed so hard you cried? Yes 67. Mooned/flashed someone? Yes 68. Cheated on a test? Yes 69: forgoten someones name? Yes 70. Slept naked? hehehe yes 71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? nopers 73. Blacked out from drinking? I don't recall 74. Played a prank on someone? Yes 75. Gone to a late night movie? Yes 76. Made love to anything not human? XDD no 77. Failed a class? yes 78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? yes 79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? I Have o.o;??? no 80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? NO 81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? Yes 82. Thrown strange objects? Yes 83. Felt like killing someone? Yes!! me... 84. Felt like running away? Yes 85. Ran away? yes 86. Did drugs? no 87. Had detention and not attend it? no 89. Made a parent cry? Yes 90. Cried over someone? Yes 91. Had sex more than 10 times in one day? O.O;; no 92. Dated someone more than once? ..... 93. Had/Have a dog? Yes.. 2 95. Own an instrument? yes 96. Been in band? no 97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? yes -spazz- 98. Broken a CD? Yes. 99. Shot a gun? Yes 100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends? Yes....

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