Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   Well... yeah...
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Mood: Confuised, broken-up, and down Last day of school... I'm happy...right? Yeah, I guess. Long story short, this might be my worst summer ever aside from a-kon and seth's bday. Havin' no friends close by that I can hang out with suxs. I know ever since my frist friend moved away, I've always longed for school to start back up. In ways I'm glad it's over with too. No more work, even though it does keep my mind off things (when I do that is), no more school rules, as if anyone follows them. *Sighs* But I'll miss it cause it gave me things to do. Well yeah, that's it I guess. Also I bet anyone a $1000 that I could go offline and not be back on for days and I'd have no offline IM's and no one worrying about me. What I'm trying to say is I really don't see the point of being online anymore. Not as if anyone really talks to me. I have to IM them first before I get as much as a Hello, I don't like doing that because I think that it makes them fell they have to talk to me. In short term I guess it's a new tick of mine. Don't get me wrong I love talking to you guys and gals, but I don't want to feel as if I'm making you talk to me. *Sighs* I make a point of saying good-bye to everyone I've talked to within a five min period of leaving unless they've logged off or are AFK. No one really says good-bye or that they're going AFK to me. My one of my friends, the one that lives closest to me, is moving in less than weeks. I'd have to say she is the first friend who has told me that. In the past my "friends" have never told me that they are moving, and where too. Well that's one less friend I can hang out with over the summer. I'm most likey still gonna talk with 'er through IM or email, maybe phone but after she moves that will be one less friend that I can hang out with. In fact I really don't know any of my friends that I'll be able to hang out with over the summer, execpt at gatherings or a-kon. Mark has work and when he can hang out it's to late for me. Mint and levi got work only time I can hang out with them is saturday. Sub is moving soon so after a-kon I won't be able to hang out with her much more. Casey and Alex have work. Tol also has work and is busy a lot. Newbeh I think has a job now and is busy with other things. Eric's got work. Wuffers and Seth live to far to hang out with a lot. Sorry if I forgot anyone else, but my point is all my friends are too busy for me to hang out with, they are to far away, and/or when they can hang out it's to late for me. I'm gonna be looking for a job but everyplace I've applyed said it'd be a month or so before I get one, so I got a month to be bored and do whatever I like. I want to be outta the house as much as I can over the summer cause my grandma lives with us and I don't like her, but if I'm at home I havta take care of her. So yeah all it looks like now for outta the house wize is seth's bday and a-kon. I don't count weekends cause that's really not a freeday cause my mom's home and I don't have to take care of my grandma so yeah, only days I can hang out I really don't need to. Newbeh- *grabs my Icha Icha book and runs off with it, climbing a tree then opens it and reads it* Mine!! ^.\\ Seth- T.\\ Am I not invited on thursday? Not that I'd be able to get down there anyway. *Sighs* Wuffers- ..Hi... Everyone else I just donno what to say. *Shrugs* Marshmallow...!!

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