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Thursday, May 26, 2005
What a morning...
Note this post will be updated through out the day, please don't comment until I post I'm done. Feel free to comment on the one below this though.
Well, went to bed around 2, back into my late sleep times without school. Well I did have to go and check in today but that was it, but boy did I wish I'd never gone. I was walking down the hallway and I saw the person who also applied at the movie place with me. I stopped to say Hi and ask how he thinks he did, but I should've keep my mouth shut and just kept walking without the hi. He turns to walk back with the two girls he's walking with one of them, not even trying to whisper, turns and looks at him and says. "Don't talk to her."
Gee.. not as if I havn't heard those words before, I don't know why but this time those words hurt me even more than normal. But that's my life. After hearing that I wonder if that's what everyone thinks... *sighs* well if my morning started off like that I can tell my day is gonna sux big time. Well I can say right here and now, I shall not be the one ever to start up a convo ever again. Oh but here is the sad thing. School as much as I hate it and that type of thing happens a lot, I'd rather be at it then taking a summer break I mean what's the good of it if I cannot hang out with my friends.
Mark- I understand and know most of that, but what good is a new day when it's almost always like the last day. I mean the days seem to just be one long day for me, until I get a good day then it becomes a new day. The feeling like I'm dying inside is because of a few simple reasons. 1) Because it is the feeling of me starting to slowly give up. 2) Because whatever happens that hurts me, makes me feel that way, i.e what happened this morning. I also think that only you, tinted, seth and wuffers can get me to smile a real smile. I'd really like to one day.
Seth- Happy Birthday sis you're finally 16. x.\\ When I was doing the countdown on the post below this one it was to your party, heh.
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