Sunday, May 29, 2005

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Well let's see if I remember friday for this... *thinks* friday- I went to main event "again" xD. Did some DDR and rock climbed a bit, an hour really. Well the guy was gonna let me do it for free >.> <.< I didn't know but he let me do it for 6.30 ^.\\ Woot. =P I did some Tol couldn't or didn't want to. Even did one Mark didn't finish. Notice I say didn't finish not couldn't do. I know he could've done it just didn't feel like it at the time. I believe in you Mark. I went to play Glow-in-the-dark mini golf and had a bit of fun with that. I know I could've done better. They played Brittney Spears while we played then N*Sync >< >< >< Shoot me now xD Well I won a huge bouncy ball with spongebob on it. *Understands how wrong that is* xDD and yes I posted it for that reason. ^.\\ After that I left and went to Vash's work, Party Pig. Got a tee with a wolf on it. Woot my first one. I'm happy. I gotta talk with Vash but not long, he was workin' and I was doing Ninja Vanish around the store. I even ran into somethin'. Some ninja huh? But that started my good mood and afternoon. Well I got home and got online. Was running into things on IM's with seth and wuffers. Well that was my good day, Seth gave me the dots and ended that only because I wouldn't go to bed. xD sorry Sat- Went to bed early and woke up early, less than 4hours of sleep x.\\. Time to get ready and pick up Dev, well I got lost a few times to get him. Finally I got him. XD Well we went off to seth's Bday party and Ian's Bday, day Lol. Well we got there not getting lost for once, ^.\\. Well we got there, second and third there. Tinted beat us. =P. Well then other's slowly show'd up. Untill all left alora Newbeh and Sub. Okay now going back to the day. Seth was late and I silly stringed her. Woot ^.\\. Glad it didn't stain her shirt, I think I would've been hurt if it did. Well upon her arrival we played around a bit then ran off to a rock ledge. I think we had the whole party up there. We sat up there and watched as more people arrived, I was the first to spot Ian when he show'd up. I gotta use his sholder as a pillow, after using seth's ^.\\. I was tried. Well I was, for the first time, acting like a normal teen. I was hanging out with friends, think I may have made a new one. I was leaning on people like a real friend. All in all I was just finally being normal for once, I knida liked it. I just wish everyday was like that. Well as soon as everyone got there we went back to the party area. Well I sat on a new area I found for a bit then I went to the ledge again. Seth and Wuffer's fallowed me. x.\\ True to their word they are. Heh, I was kinda glad, I donno why but I was. I sat with them then it became a big group up there again, nani? I went out there to be alone. Not have everyone around me. *Is smooshed between two people xD* Well we went back over to the party area for a bit then the water fight started seth and some people started a water fight, I took off during that. I didn't wanna get wet, while wearing a white shirt, that and I saw tinted sitting by himself. I didn't know what came over me but I went and talked to him for a bit. Again the crowd came and it became a huge group again. I wasn't as glad this time, I guess it was because I was liking my alone time to think, tinted had run off to watch four kids who where gonna go pester a homeless dude. Not cool, so I fallowed a bit. I went back down and climbed the rock piller, alora, newbeh and sub kinda did ninja apper on us. Well upon coming down the second time I think Newbeh and the people around him heard something I didn't want anyone to hear *Somethin' I hear upon running to get's seth's gift makes me think that*. Well I gave Ian an Seth their gifts. Ian acted happier than seth did. *Shrugs* I donno, really don't care. Well after all that I did ninja vanish on everyone again. Sat up on the rock ledge. No one really noticed me gone, until I heard my name called. I had been in the middle of a though and telling myself something I'd rather not share but I have come to it that my problems are my fault. I don't try to make friends, nor do I really care to make ones. I am glad when I make them but I really don't try or care. My problems are mine and mine alone. I love getting help, don't get me wrong I love it. Mark, you and seth give the best help. Wuffers is second in it. I love you guys to death because you three and Tori are the only things keeping me to this world. I don't wanna lose you guys as friends or otherwize. I thought when they called my name they wanted to know who it was sitting over there, I was wrong and that sent me into my gaara mood but I got outta that fast. See it seems that all seth's apprentices where gonna go do stuff everyone but me is now a L2. Well people left and the party ended early. I dashed Dev home then High tailed it back to SA to sleep over with Seth. I thought it was only gonna be me, wuffers and her but It was also tori and Seth's best friend who's name I cannot remember at this moment. Well we sat in her room and talked for a bit then did some LARP (Live action Role Playing for those who donno) until 2-3. Five people was kinda and uneven number so it was weird. They know why. I'm not gonna LARP again just cosplay. Well went went to bed around 2-3 I got the space under the bed, don't ask. It was nice but I woke up at random times, never really can sleep good at others houses. I don't know why but it is a fact I've learned. Well I woke up around 10 with soreness everywhere. x.\\. We looked at seth until she woke, then we sat and talked for around 2hours. Tis fun. Then we went downstairs and had breakfast, *looks down* didn't have anything to eat. Well I had to leave around 2:10 so I said my good-bye to everyone. I didn't wanna leave, I never wanna go home. I have yet to find a place I welcome coming home to. Well Seth's but I really call it coming home as I don't seem to live there. Well I almost feel asleep on the way home, had a bottle of RC with me took no sips at all. Again, like last time I came home from a sleep over with her, I sat in the quietness of my car listing to the wind blow through the window until buda then I listened to my The Killers CD. And I didn't mess with it but as soon as I passed the exit to Mark's house Somebody told me was playing. I broke up laughing hard. Well I think I saw Mike near austin I needa ask what type of car he drive. If it is him I'm gonna laugh so hard. Well I got home around 5 and had the first thing I've had to eat in over 24hrs. o.\\ Gomen, sis. I ment to eat but traffic and all that other stuff. I beat the storm home. Mark- Don't over work yourself. If there is no time to finish mine just leave it be and work on the other stuff for yourself, I can wait. ^.\\ I just don't want you to be dragging at a-kon. Seth, Tori, and wuffers- Tis fun. Newbeh- If you did hear it, I might act a bit different around you for a bit, gomen I don't mean to. Sethos- Good to finally meet you. Everyone else.. BOOO!!!! -Comment now DAMN you-

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