Friday, June 17, 2005

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Mood: Outta it... Well I'll add more later I'm just outta it tonight for more reason's than one... The main reason being lack of sleep and I mean lack of it... Well I know my life ain't perfect and I got my problems just like everyone else, I'm starting to realize that I'm not really alone anymore. I got friends that love me and will stay with me for a while to come, I don't getta hang out with a lot of 'em like I would care to, and I feel like a few are avoiding me but I'll deal with it in my own way... Well I almost got enough to get a PS2. Only thing really that's looking up, cause I'll getta pratice DDR and stop wasting my money at Main Event. In fact I may even stop going but for Lazer Tag, Bowling and rock climbing... unless I getta job there of corse. I kinda don't feel like posting right now, I only am doing this cause I can think of nothing better to in my spare time, well I can but I'd get yelled at if I... *stops right there.* I got into a mini wreck with my PT >.> There goes my DL for about a week maybe longer, if my mom spots it. Oi... just chalk another one up on Tala's problem list. Oh wait there's two more things I can add to that list and then one I can take off too... I just got a call from my mom, seems she don't like me being out this late... I really don't want to live at home. Sunday for me is gonna be hell on earth if I cannot find something to do that'll keep me 1) outta the house 2) away from Tv's, on normal channel; if it is games I don't care, and radio's 3) Outta any type of stores from here on till monday and lastly 4) away from anyone who is doing what people on this sunday... If you don't know what this sunday is, it is father's Day. I never liked it, never did anything on it... but now that I don't got a dad my mom's gonna do stuff. Every time, even when I had a dad, I saw a kid with a dad being happy and hanging around him. It hurt me. Oi.. I ain't gonna go into all of this it's to troublesome right now. But it'll be a long rant on sunday if I can't find anything to do. Mark- Hope you had fun at Minty's tonight. Wish we could've hung out as we hardly ever get to. I hardly talk to ya even on your days off. Seth- Cell Phone O.O ohhh. I can prank now xD. Not I'm j/k Anyone else... I wish we could hang out more but right now that seems like I'm asking way to much of all of you. Oh well, another reason *note that this is at the end* I'm outta it tonight is that I'm kinda depressed again, yesterday was I guess the only day this week I felt anything other than being down. Well off to go back to my house and see if I can't get to sleep early as I'm running on around 4-5hrs of sleep a night and last night's thing really didn't help much...

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