Sunday, July 17, 2005

Gonna sing about the heartland, the only place I feel at home.
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...So sue me I used a country song's lyrics as my subject. Mood: half dead. Singer: Linkin Park Song: Somewhere I belong Well as most of you know, from my past posts, that I am going to O-chibicon in 18days. The weight is killing me and driving me insane. >> As if I needed another reason to go crazy XDD. Well I figure I might as well post my plan on how my days are gonna go. Thursday the 4th: Arrive at the hotel at around 10-11am (I hope) meet up with a friend at noon and find a dark place where I can teach her to rave, then later on I hope to meet up with Kris and teach him to rave. Also gonna pick up my packet for volunteering. I got all the days still needa figure out where I am gonna be and what times. Friday the 5th: Do my volunteering thing, hang out with kris and marzgurl. Go to the rave and pose-off. Saturday the 6th: Still at the rave then go to the hotel and pass out. Wake up do my volunteer thing and hang out with Kris again then go to the rave. Sunday the 7th: Pack up my stuff and put it in my car. Then do all my stuff, after the con head home. I'll add more stuff as I come up with them but this is my con so far. I copied and pasted that from my LJ (TalaKyo), I have now found out where I am to be volunteering. It is in the video rooms. Oi.. this should be fun cause I am on that for A-fest too. I'll also be on it if Rob recomends me to Drift. Well I just need to finish the Armor and I got my Anbu costume but I know 100% that I am going as kakashi and Mizuki. I hope I win the wig on Ebay for kakashi. XD (when this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (inside of me) But all that they can see the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (nothing to lose) Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long (erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (so what am I) What do I have but negativity ’cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me (nothing to lose) Nothing to gain, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [repeat chorus] I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away, I’ll find myself today [repeat chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong Yeah okay sue me I'm bored now onto pic's then shout outs then the question of the day. XD. I love that picture it's so KAWAII!!! XDD. Well shout outs. Seth- Hope you didn't kill your family. Mark- we got the rot a home so no need to worry about my last shout out to you. Kris- 18days <3 Everyone else, I am just to damn tired for a shout out. Question. Why when translated does Iruka mean Dolpian? Cause he sure don't look like one.

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