Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Night lasts but a second....
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Mood: Given up, beaten Well I think my shyness just got a tad bit worse... and not for the better. I donno anymore, I just don't. School is gonna bring me back into myself like it did last year and then I was able to dig myself out cause I had someone... But now I donno if I will be able to... Well time for my first day of skool... I should post about it right...? Yeah... I guess I should. Well I went to my reg class and got my final sed. Same classes..wooo x.x Well Ag twasn't bad... I just a fond of the picture idea she has going on... Well Art wasn't bad ether but if any class on A day is gonna break me it is gonna be that class... writing your name many times over a piece of paper... I got bored so with one of my writen names I made it reflect into a pool of water. ^.^ I got very bored in the 45min I had that class... Chem seems very easy I like the teacher, he is funny... though he needs new jokes... We were told that we were gonna have first lunch... but NOOO... we got the last lunch.. and to make it worse I knew I couldn't eat when lunch came so I went ahead and ate... ended up having to dash out and empty a drinking fountain for something that wasn't even hot o.o... Well Study Skills is gonna be a fun class seeing as we have to Jackasses who are High and love to make fun of people... they stuck gum to my chair and I sat in it... nice fellow classmates huh...? Yeah.. I like to think so... only because I don't expect anything else from that school... not that I have had many.. if any friends at that school... Well tomorrow I am gonna shut up the whole day and not talk unless spoken to... I don't care anymore.. I am gonna me the quietest person from this point on. I still will talk on IM but not so much cause this is what I get for going back to school... Well Newbeh has a clone at my school... named Jason... no Newbeh I ain't lying there is someone at my school who looks just like you with the same name... I am gonna be confuised as hell... Well I donno about anything... I can't eat anything... after tonight and that'll last for a while.. o.o damn... Oh well, I only really talk to a handfull, small one, of people on AIM and Yahoo anymore... I don't know, people say I can come to them with my troubles but I don't know about that when they seem to have there own ones to be busy with... I just don't know who I can talk to anymore cause some are invisable, some block me others are just away all the time or just not talking. Sorry I shouldn't sound like this so -shuts up- ..>> -Tala

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