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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Thoughts upon thoughts
Well I gotta hang out with Mint, Levi, Tol, Lala-ru, Suger_snake, Pocky and a few others at Main Event today. Saw Alora, Newbeh and Eric right when I arrived.
While I was there I relized a few things... I think I am gonna start trying to act my age instead of acting like I am younger than I really am. I think that could be one reason people don't like me or tend to distant themselves from me. I did a lot of thinking after dropping Tol off, like why people don't like me, why I don't have many friends and a few others I am not going to go into.
I understand it seems like I am changing myself for other people but I am not, I am changing for myself. Note I still will go to con's and hang out with people... I'll just be a bit more mature and calm. For example I am going to think before I speak. I am also going to now put school work before my online time and hanging out time. My friends are more important to me than anyone but my 11th grade year is one of the most important years of high school... I need to pass the TAKS this year to graduate or I have to take it again my 12th grade year. Also I got the PSATs again and the SATs if I pick to take them this year.
I know it seems like I am ranting... or at least to me it does. I don't know if I am going to be updating as much, heck this might be my last post for a while while I try to keep up with all the stuff that I am given from AP Us History. It might not have been my choice or what I want, but I am in that class and I am gonna give it my all and then some.
In closing I may be offline for a bit cause I needa be off the computer more and start caring for my dogs more than I have also I may be going to the hospital for another sleep apnea test. Last time I had one I was fine... but now it has come back and I know it isn't fine right now.
Well I am gonna head off a little quote... "Life may seem to be a bitch, but all you need to do is tame life and figure out the good that lies within the bad."
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