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Monday, November 21, 2005
Bad day....
Mood: Depressed, sad, a bit angry
Song: I go back
Well day started out.. somewhat good.. I had all my homework.. i found my project... then it all just.. went downhill... My Male ag teacher planned a field trip to a work site...
The bus showed up late.. then it went to the wrong part of the school... then we arrived late at the spot we were late.. we left the area late.. almost missed lunch... when it was time for us to go to his class.. he showed up almost an hour late.. and to make things worse everyone who has his class wants to see him gone.. >> I agree with them.. in a way I am leading the movment to get our old teacher back...
Well I went to tend the horses today.. they are doing fine.. one of 'em gave me some hardheadedness XD.. but that was fixed when the owner showed up.
I got home, after almost having a wreck.. damn sun.. well I got home, mom said she'd bring KFC, thought it was turning and becoming a better day... then I looked in the garage... another dead rabbit.. thrid one I've lost.. RIP: Frost <3 you are now with Yin and Haku.
Well I am sorry for dumping all of this into this.. I just.. I don't know. I wish I could hang out with some friends to get my mind off all this..
Worse part is.. I found out, even know I got a BF.. I'm still not over Iruka... for some reason I just can't let her go no matter how hard I try.. gods right now I just.. just wish all this pain, all my memories, and all my past could just dissapper and I could start anew.. cause my memories and my past hurt.. I've lost a few friends, because I hardly get to see them.. and I guess the truth that no one likes me is finally hitting me..
I have very few true friends that I share a lotta stuff with.. I just wish I could run off and dissapper from the world so I could be forgotten and change my name and start anew...
I just don't know what to anymore.. I wish I could curl up with a good friend and just be told it's alright.. just.. allowed to forget the past.. believe it or not I wish it was Iruka that it would be with.. but.. that'll never happen...again anyway...
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