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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
One year memory
Like I said, I will be a bit emo, angry and confuised in this post.
One year ago today, my father passed on, in memory I found this flash that I love. It was made for people who lost fathers in 9/11 but it fits me.
Miss You.
I don't know why I miss him to be honest with everyone. I have very few memories that are good of him. Also everytime I think of him, the first thing my mind thinks of is one that I still have yet to forgive him for. It was the day I had him arrested. If you want details PM me.
Well, one with it. One year ago, today. I woke up, started watching T.V.. What caused me to look in on him, I have no idea, I just did. I wish I hadn't. Cause in doing that I was the one that found him, i guess that is a reason I miss him. -shrugs- well, the worst hit me and ran to call my mom. My grandma told me something that hit me worse. About 20minutes eariler she had looked in on him... and he was fine...
Why I had to be the one? I'll never know. I just wish I could figure out why I was complaled to look in on him. Well, I donno.
I have a feeling my dog is gonna start feeling what today is. I think it hit him and my mom the hardest, cause they were the ones closest to him. I have a feeling if he does figure out what day it is, he might fallow my dad, he already is close to it. Maybe he never got over it, but if Doc (my dog) goes then I honesty donno why I'll go on. Some people have even said, they didn't want me to hear but I did, that my dog was the only thing keeping me on this earth. In many ways I find that to be true. Cause I couldn't take losing him. He's the only one, that lives near me, who loves me for who I am. I have people who like me. But he's been with me through all the bad times.
I just wish I could cuddle up with someone today and forget what has happend.
-TK |
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