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• 1988-09-22
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• 2005-03-20
Real Name
• Tala-Namid

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Anime Fan Since
• Since I was 5-6
Favorite Anime
• Hell, I like 'em all,
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• Go to Japan
Hobbies
• Collecting random things and sharp objects *oooo sword*, Anime, stalking people, chatting online, anoying my little *um donno if i would call it this* dog, ridding horses, Watching tv/anime/moives, reading fantasy/sci fi/manga/ect, looking for a job, draw
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• Drawing, writing fanfic/fantasy/ect,singing, raving.

myOtaku.com: wolfdemontala

Thursday, December 29, 2005

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-really emo post-

I've hurt and ruined two people's lives yesterday... new record for me... I knew something bad would happen... I guess this is it... just make a mark on the board of bad christmas seasons.

Namid: -comes over and nuzzles tala-

Alright, thank you for pointing it out namid.. I've hurt and ruined three peoples lives... and killed one of those peoples spirit to love again... namely me.

namid: -looks down shaking head-

What? I donno, I love one other person that isn't family and that I know personally. But that'll never happen she even has a B/f so why try.

My mind is telling me to give up, and just lay down and sleep... but my body won't let that happen.. my heart won't let it happen... because it's been tourn open and salt has spilled into it.

I tried to love again... while I was still healing from what I did in september... -shakes head- I ended up causing more hurt to myself and the person I tried to love. I felt I had to end it... now I'm hurting more than ever cause I am just wanting to run off and never come back. I know I could do it... I eat raw meat so -shrugs- i can live in the wild. Let a hunter kill me like the animal I am.

Namid: -licks cheek and nuzzles lightly-

I... nevermind... I just want to lay down and sleep. I can't... I can't allow myself to. I can't sleep even know I want to. My heart, mind, and body has many things to fight over right now.

I don't know if this will be my last for a while... all I can promise is that if you wish to hear from me... calling would be the best way to contact me... cause I don't really want contact with anyone else, unless I am at work. So I'll be in my room until I've recovered from my heart. Ushicon might be a no go for me now... -just lays in a huddled ball on the floor-

Namid: Forgive Tala... she's going through times... I just hope this lesson has taught her to look before she leaps.

Namid -growls- shut up -throws rock at him-

Namid: -darts off-

-TK

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