Friday, March 3, 2006

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Well to start things off I thought I'd introduce you guys to Namid, who will be making comments for me should I be to lazy to, he is also gonna be a crazy random one. Namid: I am not random -glares- Alright fine, he's just crazy and a bit wild. Namid: Bows, thank you. Well I am going to post a song I wrote last night and it bites... at least in my mind. Namid: don't post it Tala, it's to.. Shut it Namid, I'm posting today not you. Can’t you see (it’s hurting me) Can’t you see that It’s hurting me I long to be back in your arms again Just to be held and loved again I long to be back with you as it was back then Back before I left, back before I knew I wish I could I could just come back [Chorus] Can’t you see, it’s hurting me Every time I see you or say hello It hurts being so close yet being unable to say it How was I to know, that three little words could hurt me so much “I love you” is what I want to say Those are the little words that I long to utter again But Every time I see you in her arms Every time I hear her name I just lose it all, I just forget about me and remember us I can’t go back, I take what I did back, but lord how I wish I could [Chorus] Can’t you see, it’s hurting me That I can’t be in your arms tonight Why can’t it be like it was back then, I was happy, I could be myself, I could laugh and I could smile Can’t you see that I long for you, long for your touch The tears I cry at night when I think of you I wish I could stop these tears from falling, Just have them fade away like my pain But I know that when it happens, it’ll be the day, The day I forget about us If that happens, my heart will give, I’ll go crazy and want to go [Chorus] Can’t you see, it’s hurting me It’s hurting that we can be so close and yet so far Can’t I come back, back into your arms Can I be held by you, once again. Just like it was back then I know it can’t come true, but it’s all I wish.. Every time I see that star I wish upon that star every night, I wish that same wish every single night I want life to be like it was back then, If only I could take those words back and walk back into your life But seeing you with her, just sets me cold I can’t see myself without you, I can’t see my life without being in your arms Why can’t I just come back, back to you Cause.. Can’t you see it’s hurting me Can’t you see, it’s hurting me -Tala Namid: Fine be emo, it's not my fault this happened. You shut it -throws rock at- now hush yourself before you go back into your cage. Well... yes I don't know why but I've been thinking of Iru a lot as of late... but -sighs- on with the post. I got X-rays tuesday... I got the results back yesteday... turns out nothing is wrong with my leg... so why it's hurting I have no fucking clue... if this turns out to be like my mom's friend thing... I'll be in pain for almost the rest of my life... and to make it worse... I'll have to give up Raving... Namid: -stays quite in the corner looking at Tala- I didn't mean stay quite and quit looking at me like that. Namid: You said shut it so I shut it... You know what I ment... Namid: Yeah I did... But raving, you love to rave, it's your life and it's what makes you feel free and alive, without that... you're just going to be how you where before A-kon. Yeah I know, but I am going to have to give it up... unless you or Xavier want to rave for me... I've seen you two rave you guys are better than me. Xavier: If we are better, than we should have been let free a long time ago. But no we have to wait until you are hurt. You are a sad thing, you should have finished it yesterday. I didn't invite you to this party Xavier, and you know that the only reason I did what I did last night was because she was bitching at me, you know how she can be. But I also regreat what I did... no matter how pissed I am... I should never do that... Xavier: Heh, fine with me. But next time you do it finish it. Also she hasn't given you her name yet, I find that amusing in my own sick way. Namid: You leave Tala alone Xavier, it's not her fault. If that thing would leave her alone she wouldn't have done anything but what she normally does. Both of you Shut it -takes deep breaths. You two need to learn to shut it. I know I have. So I am ending this. Namid: -looks about and whines softly- Xavier couldn't you have let her be instead of keeping this up... no I guess not. Xavier: I thought Tala gave us an order to shut it. So I suggest we do so before we both wind up caged or chained up again. Namid: Yes, sir. -ends Tala's post as she normally would- ~TK

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