Saturday, April 15, 2006

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Namid: Tala is kinda having a bad day full of mixed emotions and... for once, is actually quiet tonight. -looks over at Tala- Tala: You leave me alone, it's yours and Xaviers fault... Namid: You are just trying to blame everyone but yourself hmm..?? Tala: -looks aways and curls into a dark corner- You know what Namid... people seem to like you more than me, I'll just let you be me... Namid: Tal.. -is cut off by her throwing something at him- Sorry... Well... it seems like Tala doesn't want to live anymore, she has just kinda of given up. I can't say I wouldn't do the same when what's happened to her has happened. Well let me start from the beginning... As of Monday she's kinda had her heart pulled into four different ways... one of the ways she kinda driffed to, yet she found out... that the person didn't even exist, it was one of her "friends" playing a trick on her... so she didn't give someone the chance she was going to... Her friends have drifted from her, no longer do they invite her to hang out and being Tala she is scared to Call anyone... she doesn't really like calling people... she is just a wreak, she cried herself to sleep last night wishing she had listened to her mind instead of her heart... I know I am going to get hit for saying this but Tala still loves Iruka with almost all of her heart, even know it is slowly healing she... just... well is hurt that Iruka and her no longer talk the way they used to... I can see what she is getting at but... -sighs- I think all she wants is to have someone she can trust, actually see spending the rest of her life with and raising a family... I don't know anymore with her, I just wish she could learn to could on her friends and learn she isn't alone... Xavier: We are all alone, no one loves us and no one cares for us, but ourselves... Namid: Xavier... that... nevermind... for a while Tala wasn't emo and she could be happy... yet she listened to others and turned herself into what she is right now... I know why Tala wants to leave this earth... but I promised I wouldn't say... Tala: Namid... Xavier is right... how can I count on anyone else when I know that they'll just end up leaving me... it has always happened... and it'll keep happening... Namid: ... Tala come on... Tala: NO!!! I actually hope I don't get to go to SKC... then I won't have to deal with the pain I'll feel in my heart when I see them... together... Namid: Tala... never mind... Tala: You and Xavier can have fun... I don't want to come out again, I give it three days before people forget I was even alive... Xavier: I put my money on two.. Namid: You two... -sighs- I guess I'm the only one who trys to think positive.. Tala: I have one final thing to say before I vanish... it is to Iruka... anata ga totemo suki, ai shite imas. Sabishiku narimas. Namid: I don't know what that means... but I think it has something to do with what happened before Ushicon when something was promised... yet never happened... Tala: Good bye Xavier: The bet is on now. Namid: Come on you two... -shakes head- if Tala ever does come out... she won't be the same, I can see this much now. ****Namid~*

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