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• 1988-09-22
Location
• In my mind
Member Since
• 2005-03-20
Real Name
• Tala-Namid

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Anime Fan Since
• Since I was 5-6
Favorite Anime
• Hell, I like 'em all,
Goals
• Go to Japan
Hobbies
• Collecting random things and sharp objects *oooo sword*, Anime, stalking people, chatting online, anoying my little *um donno if i would call it this* dog, ridding horses, Watching tv/anime/moives, reading fantasy/sci fi/manga/ect, looking for a job, draw
Talents
• Drawing, writing fanfic/fantasy/ect,singing, raving.

myOtaku.com: wolfdemontala

Friday, April 21, 2006

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I did my site over... though I ain't as good with HTML as all my other friends so you'll just have to pardon my suck ass site until I figure all of the stuff out.

Namid: Tala...

Yeah I know... I'm being childish... fine this is what comes with having ADD and ADHD along with an overactive hyper glad... I try to be more adult but I can't fucking be more adult... I mean 12 year olds can be more Adult than I can... I know it's true... I'm just a fucking 5 year old in a 17 year olds body...

I promised I'd let two people help me find myself... skrew that... Melissa took me with her when she left and that guy in 4th grade took my trust with him.

Namid: So??

You don't understand... if they think I am being childish now and hate that... then they'll hate what I was... I think It'd just be better on the world and on everyone if I shut up and never uttered a word again... then I can seem adult while... nevermind...

Namid: Calm down Tala...

You try calming down... I found out I had MPD (multipule Personality disorder) about a week ago... true no doctor thing told me I had it... but it's not hard to figure out... I black out, lose time periods and don't know what happened during them... I arrive in places without knowing how I got there... I don't need a fucking doctor to tell me what I got when I can find out myself... I get brusies without any memory on how they got there... you don't need a fucking doctor to tell you anything... they are just there to tell you that you are right or wrong...

Namid: Chill down Tala...

WHY!!! -foams and curls up crying- You have no I idea what it's like to have someone you love who isn't real... and someone who you love who won't let you back... like I said...all I want is to find someone far enough away to miss... yet close enough we can visit... -crys-

Namid: What about....

Don't you dare post that... you can say it to that person and that person alone... but that is it...

-TK

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