Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Hope...
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itsu ni naku kokoro YURARI namidatte'ru konna toki ni maicchau na... sotto hoho wo tsutsumu hosoi yubisaki bukyou na yasashisa wa ijiwaru to urahara (sore wa rururu mimi wo sumasete iki wo hisomereba kikoeru kasuka na MERODII itsumo chikaku ni iyou ne mimamotte ite ne issho ni utaou yo tokidoki wa KENKA wo shite ashibumi shitari mo suru kedo hontou ni nakusenai mono 'ta-i-se-tsu' wo shitte'ru tsunaida te no nukumori kotoba nante iranai rururu FUWARI minna wo sasaete'ru ito ga kanaderu kasuka na MERODII kitto kanashikutemo ii? tanoshii hou ga ii! issho ni utaou yo daremo ga hitorikiri de ikite yuku koto nante... rururu mimi wo sumasete iki wo hisomereba kikoeru kasuka na MERODII zutto chikaku ni iyou ne mimamotte'ru kara issho ni utaou yo ~~~~~*** Translation ***~~~~~~ Strangely, my heart is being pulled in all directions And at a time like this, too... By those slender fingertips gently touching my cheek Clumsy kindness is The exact opposite of cruelty (that's...) Lu lu lu... If you listen carefully and hush your breath, You'll be able to hear the faint melody Always stay near to me and watch over me, okay? Let's sing together... At times, we fought and stomped our feet in anger But I know that the things I can't bear to lose Are, in truth, 'Precious... to... me. The warmth of our hands together Makes words unneeded (like this...) Lu lu lu... The strings lightly holding everyone up Are playing this faint melody Surely, they can play a sad tune, right? But a happy one is better! Let's sing together... A person living life All alone... (can't be done) Lu lu lu... If you listen carefully and hush your breath You'll be able to hear the faint melody Always stay near to me and watch over me, okay? Let's sing together... ~~~~Rururu ~~~~~by: Okui Masami _______________________________________________ -Ears are pinned back as she enters the room from outside- Why do people have to live...? Xavier: You know how much I wonder that same thing? -sighs lightly and limps into a corner where she curls up in- You try waking up at 7 in the morning... after sleeping for a good amount and still being sleepy... What the fuck is wrong with me...? Xavier: well.. Namid: Xavier -glares and hits- Then I go to school... get yelled at by my teacher about my driving... yeah as if I don't get that enough... then I find out my blood pressure is deadly low almost letting me pass out... then I go stand as a human sign for 2 hours getting honked at by old guys who think they'll get lucky.. then I got to CERT for 3 hours... I know I'll be dead soon... Namid: It'll be okay Tala... No it won't... I've lost all my friends But Sarah, Amy, Zappa, Iruka, EJ and Tyshi... Right at this moment... It is looking like I won't be into houston until 8-9pm on firday IF I'm lucky... I want to leave thursday or 4am Friday to go to houston... but because I'm bring Amy with me... -sighs- So I don't even know if I'll want to go to SKC if I have to Pay for parking that I'll only use for 5 hours... -sighs- I'm pissed and depressed... I really wish I could trust my "friends" ones who I let... Namid: -picks up in arms and hugs- It'll be okay Tala... It'll be okay... -nuzzles lightly and carries out of the corner to a coutch.- -looks at Namid and curls tail around, holding onto tightly- I wish I could have someone who'd act like you Namid. Namid: -smiles lightly- you do have one... you just won't say it to that person... -shakes head- I can't... that heart belongs to a person I've never even met and probably never will. -curls up in a tight ball on the coutch- Namid: Against what you think... -shakes head- Nevermind Tala you're right... you can't take something back that you let go. -Hits head- I am such a moron... just someone end my life for me... Namid: I won't let anyone kill you... including yourself... -hugs and points- It looks like me, hehe

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