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Sunday, April 30, 2006


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I want to post a song I wrote while at SKC but I can't find it... okay well I will say this... my post is almost Highly emo... so.. nevermind... not like anyone reads this...

Friday:

I left for SKC and got there... wandered around... wanted to hang out with people... -shrugs- I donno... about the time of the mini-rave... I was really down... I found someone I deeply loved had gotten into a car wreak... spent the whole night trying not to break down and kill myself... then I got to thinking... all but one of my ex's is at this con... oh the fun... I thought of other things...

oh yes... this is only for my "friends" who went to the con... I have found who my true friends are... and it's not the ones who I thought they where... they came and tried to cheer me up... they saw I was down and wasn't feeling to hot... it made me happy but pissed me off that only TWO of my friends did that... I went up to the room to relax and try and sleep... last thing I got... after feeling really Sucidial and calming down to just want to sleep... I have to deal with some of my room mates and their friends talking about Suicide and they many ways people do it...
I really that annoying that you all want me to go away cause I'll answer that...

Saturday:

I found a friend who arrived on this day and he is a true friend, he is my master and his brother is my pack mate, they rock.

Getting ahead... same ol' same happened... Found out that the person who was in the wreak on friday had died... that hurt me... I true loved this person and he listend... he knew when to cheer me up and all this other stuff... now... -sighs and shakes head- I guess.. nvm..

well I'd post some more... but it'll be more emo... I'll say this now and only now

If you just want me to up and DIE I WILL!!!

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