Tuesday, May 23, 2006

~*RANT BELOW*~
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Mood: Somewhat Highly pissed Okay well... first off... today wasn't a very good day for me. Start things off. 1)Wake up with my whole left leg killing me (from hip joint to ankle) 2) I can't wear any of my shoes without pain 3) Find out I have NO Money for food for the rest of this week. 4) Find out I am failing two classes I know I am passing 5) Ram my arm into the metal part of a dry erase board (currently a bruise and hurts like hell) 6) People run into me in the halls at school and say Excuise you.. 7) I get banned from Furc... 8) My lip is swollen Now to talk about number 7 there... I randomly get whispered by Cironir saying that I used the dragon scales from a furc glitch to get Digo items... which right there is pure bullshit... in getting banned I lose all my alts until the game dies... all the money I spent on digos is gone... so I lost all my May money because of the fucking Furcadia staff. After all my alts finally got banned (including ones not mine) I log off and go into my room balling my eyes out. So yes.. today went from meh to Bad to worse to terrible all within a 10hour time span... and here I thought my life was just getting better. So... yeah... I had one tiny thought about my death but I just curled up in a ball and kept crying. I don't think my life has ever been this bad. The whole time I was in my room I just wanted someone to curl up with, so I call up EJ and go over to her house (which for those of you who know me, know it was very bad for me to actually drive out there) Well going back, after my 3 months are up I highly doupt I'll be going back onto Furc. I think I am just gonna leave it alone and let other people get fucked up over it. Rest in Peace: Tala Namid Zart Swiffer Window Doby Docy Splicer Glitterz Nextal ... so on I never noticed how much I love that game, I lost all my friends on that game last time I was banned and It'll happen again so I am just gonna stay gone. Which makes me wonder why I am still getting online, no one talks to me... well only one or two. My heart has just fallen and my life has gone back to how I was before Miroku right now. I love him to death so when I getta talk to him I'll probably cheer up a bit... I just wish he was here and not in Houston. I bet if I leave the net... none of you guys will even notice I am missing... it'll be like it always is. No one talking to me but Group IM's... if you want me to stay just gimme a reason (I highly doupt anyone will) -TK

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