Sunday, July 9, 2006

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Mood: Reflecting... yes again.. If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would know I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," and certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?" But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget, tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike. And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day that you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss, and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish. So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear, tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear. Take time to say "I'm sorry," "please forgive me," "thank you," or "it's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today. -Unknown ~~~~~~~~~~ Well I found that poem again... it just came up while looking for a song... I had to re-read it... it holds so many memories within me and I'd love to thank the person who wrote this... I read it after my dad passed on... and after Jeff passed on... I'll probably read it after someone else I know and Love passes on... I don't know why, but I have a feeling that it's going to be soon... and it's going to be me... My breathing hasn't been doing to good since the burning building thing I did... I have to keep my inhaler by me almost 24/7 now and all that other fun jazz... I mean just today I was sitting at the computer and my breathing stopped and I could start again... it happens a lot when I'm trying to go to sleep... -sighs and curls up...- Doctor don't know what to do... says I needa lost weight, to fat for my size x.x and when I get into the 130's-140's she'll see about getting me tested again... oi...

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