Thursday, April 6, 2006

   Just a part in my story that I thought was really sad.It's from my original story which is still not done.It starts out in the forest with two girls.One(MN)is older than the other(Miyaki).(I planned to put this on yesturday but forgot.Damn rain made me so
"First,fate takes my parents away.Then,fate takes my adopted family away.Now,fate expects me to just run away from them.The ones that I love and truly cherish.Just to protect someone I don't even know.Just to protect a dimension that I don't even live in.To protect yet get everything I ever loved,everything I tried so hard to keep,taken away from me whether it's from death or for me to live somewhere else to protect that person,that place.That's...thats something I can not bear to do.And yet...I have no choice but to do it.I'm forever a servant of Kami-sama,of Suzaku,and of the twins fate and destiny.But,the funny thing is...if I where to live I wouldn't have to see the one I love so much be with someone else.If I leave the ones I love will be in peace.Yet...I don't want to leave anyone of them.Especially the one I love so much.But...if I do live I wouldn't have to be hurt.I wouldn't have my already broken heart broken even more.Yet...I really don't want to live.Being without him for eien would tear me inside out.Yet...fate wanted me not to experience that pain.Out of all the times I tell fate to do something so I wouldn't be hurt mentally it has to involve him.But that's what they call irony.'Be careful for what you wish for'they say.It's really ironic how true that is,"said Miyaki has she fell to the ground on her hand and knees.

"I think...I think you should leave now.Leave to a place where they can't get to you so you can clear your head.You may be fine physcial but not mentally,"said MN as she knelt down and lightly touched Miyaki.But Miyaki shrugged her hand off.

"Maybe your right.But...I really can't leave him.It's too much to take,the pain.It engulfs my whole entire body.It hurts so much,to leave him ...and to leave them.Nande?Nande?Nande?!Why did I have to meet them.I knew that Naraku had altered their destiny somehow.But...I wanted to be with them so much.And now...I'm a wreck.Look at me,the so called perfect solider having a break down.Why did Kami-sama left me see them?!Why did Queen Serenity let me see them?!Nande?!"she screamed to the sky in an anguished voice.Her head starting to hurt,to burn.Her skin burned and then...she was no longer Miyaki but she was now her yang form,Mikoto.Her onxy black hair turned to light blue.Her pure black eyes turned to an ice blue.

Her chinese clothes turned to a kimono not soft of looked like priestess clothes.The kimono was dark blue with white on the inside.It had a white cloth holding the kimono tight together.It also had a blue obi.In the obi was a grey nunchuck.Her blue crescent moon earrings turned to silver earrings that dangled to her chin.Her hair was tied mid-back with her blue ribbon instead of on top of her head.She had rope like things that circled around her shoulders on both sides(separate ropes)the end of the ropes dangled to her knees while the top part was securly tied behind her shoulders.The rope was a stripe of white and lavender.Her kimono ended at her ankles and the first part ended at her a litle above her knees,exposing the front of her legs to everyone while covering the back completely.She had on light blue chinese shoes.


Her eyes were filled with sorrow. Tears that turned to tearshape crystals flowed out of her eyes and hit the forest floor.The tears were surprisingly cold as ice and were a ice-blue/lilac-purple when they turned to crystals.
Just than the radar that was suppose to sense her enegry reached her.But she was no longer Miyaki therefore the radar didn't beep when it reached her.It continued on,not knowing that it had past the one intended.

Finally Miyaki as Mikoto got off of the ground.She took out her nunchucks and held the end firm.She concentrated on it and her ki flowed into it.It suddenly turned into a pole,the chain reatracting into the two sticks.She put the tip of the pole down on the forest floor.The top part was a little past her head.She brought the top part down mid-way to the ground in a slashing motion.A portal appeared and she stepped through it saying her final good-bye to her friends,her loved ones,and the one she secretly called her koi.The portal then closed up when she reached the other side,just barely missing the radar checking the place again,just in case.Then,rain started falling down from the skies in all the dimensions.Fate was crying along with the other holy beings in heaven.

Nande:Why
Koi:Lover
Eien:Eternity
Kami-sama:God(in respect)


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