Tuesday, September 13, 2005

To love, you must hate. To hate, you must love. For to love your enemy is to understand your enemy. To hate your enemy is to respect him.


Courage does not mean you are fearless. It only means that you understand it. For this, you face fear with the knowing knowledge that it is there and you can only become stronger by facing it.


Vengence is a path to familiar to all, for none are safe from its grasp. For vengence is the darkest evil that man can know, destroying everything within its path without distinction.




To be mad is said to be insane. But to be insane means to be crazy. Yet, madness nor insanity have nothing to connect them, for madness is the moment in ones life where there is nothing left to keep them bound to the world of reality, where insane were never here in the first place.

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Lost in a moment of madness and carnage. Flying on wings of heaven and hell. Up and down it is all the same. You are going one way or the other. There is no compromise


Senseless battle and hopeless babbles. Trying to find truth in two different ways. Never knowing what is really the right.



Darkness and Light are one in the same. It all depends on how you look at it. For in darkness, you may find what you really want and never need the light. Same way goes for the other. Its all how you look at the world.



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Friday, September 9, 2005

God why the fuck is it that goth is always the one to be picked on. I am so sick and tired of it
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Saturday, September 3, 2005

Sorry for now being here i have been busy since my mom got the computer back up and running again.

Hopefully my bro will not fuck it up again like he did the last time


Quote of the day: Love is a battle field for thoes that are gothic

now for my pic of the day




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Monday, August 29, 2005

sorry for not being here for awhile my bro has once again fucked up the computer and i am getting balmed for it and he was the one that plays that stupid game runescape adn that has god know howmeany damn virues on it and he has pissed me off to were i can not use the main link to aol

I am sick of being blamed for shit i do not do and they are always made the perfect on in my dads eyes and i am the emeie

See yea all later
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

God damn i am so pissed at my dad. He said that one day i left the internet on and i know i did not. Like he always does he takes my lil sis and younger bro's side of the story and i am the one to be balmed for it well here a some lyrics from a band who name shall not be relised at this moment or ever


This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear


But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know


Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more


But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on


What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on



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Sunday, August 21, 2005

   this is one fucked up day. I wake up try to get a hold of a friend on the phone she does not answer cause here mom took her cell phone away from her so that is one reason i am so mad. Another is that my best friend had this girl on yahoo piss her off and i had to take care of it. Then my bf decides not to show up for are date and that i the main reason i am so mad. I am always the one to get stuck in the middle of stuff and i am sick of it



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Saturday, August 20, 2005

Why is it that when your friend is keeping a secert from you it hurts.

Why do pepole think it is fun to toy with your emotions.

Why is every body so crule and never care to look back at what they did.

Once you feel alone and there is no going back
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS
"In This World (Murder)"

In this world all of our sins are simple
We choose death over innocent life
And in this world it's not our money that's evil
It's the one's who choose it over life
And in my heart I cannot believe in this murder
And I will not be fed by the lies
Or the life that's created just to be murdered
It's murder

No matter how hard they try and
No matter how loud they cry
They can't
Buy their way into heaven
No matter how hard they try and
No matter how high they climb up the ladder
They won't reach up into heaven

And they can't see
The innocent lives
The pointless suffering
And in my heart I wanna undo all this murder
And give back their innocent life
Open cages and stop their luxurious murder
It's murder

No matter how hard they try and
No matter how loud they cry
They can't
Buy their way into heaven
No matter how hard they try and
No matter how high they climb up the ladder
They won't reach up into heaven

Murder
Innocent Life
Innocent what...

What have we done?
No mercy (No matter how hard they try)
For beautiful money (and no matter how loud they cry)
Money for blood (they can't buy their way into heaven)
It's murder

No matter how hard they try and
No matter how high they climb up the ladder
They won't reach up into heaven
No matter how hard they try and
No matter how loud they cry
They can't
Buy their way into heaven [Fading away]

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