Tuesday, August 2, 2005

Posted: August 2nd
mood: mad

Today started out great. I was thinking i was going to get my spike coller today. But then i came to relized well how can i get it do to my bro scwering up his glasses. I have to waite a hole nother two weeks just to get my spike collar. But the best thing that could happen to me was i got to talk to my friend sindalla on msn messenger. Then i got my stupid lil bro annoying me and my lil sis running me off the computer and i am being nice to her. But soon i will be able to go over there once Jessica/ madden lover17 on the myo team step dad forgets what he did to me and all. I have been listening to my cds all day today. Since my bro found them behind the Tv were i nevr thought of looking at. Got to talk to madden lover17 online yeaasterday and all. But i realy had a ball talking to sindalla on messenger she is so much fun to talk to. Then there is dragondtyrant on aim i finley got to talk to him after not seeing him in for awhile. I then met kallie the other twin to a friend of mine on myotaku. her and aher twin sister are both funny little girls and all. All three of us are like three peas in a pod witht the way we goof around online. Friday school is starting back and i hate when school starts back becasue school is so boreing.


Comments (0) | Permalink

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Oh yea oh yea oh yea. I finely found all my cds and if it was not for my younger bro looking behind the tv they would never of been found and all so now i have them all back but one witch i will be geting back today casue my friend who has my one cd is comeing over today and all so hopefully she will rember to get it and all ME SO HAPPY TO HAVE THEM ALL BACK!!! enjoy the picture of the day..I am so in love with Karou he is so hot and sexy to me i just can not stop loooking at him....






Comments (0) | Permalink

Friday, July 29, 2005

   Okay i am so sick and tired of my bro. I was trying to put a new sheet on my bed and i accsadently steped on his foot adn he goes ouch my foot heavy weight and that realy makes me mad. But unlike him who is a coach potato and a game freak like he is. Cause i was out it the hot sun yeasterday moweing lawn tryin to get it all done but i am not done with it yet i still have to get it done tommorw cause today is my day to spend time with my mom and rest. So he next time he say that he need to fo look in a mirror he is the heavy weight not me i am loseing my weight. Plus my dream is starting to take flight and i so pround that it is cause i am looking so forward to meting my adopted online sis, the drummer,and the keybored player...well hope you like the pic for the day




Comments (0) | Permalink

Thursday, July 28, 2005

   Well I was not accpeted back by for friends of mine. So it is time for me to move on with out them in my life and never look back at the past just look foward to the futare of doing this pun rock band with my other most loyel friends by my side. I know they will not kick me out out unless i do something that is to stupid to be unforgiven by them. Now my maind is set on the futaer of the punk rock bacnd with them. I have to finsh moweing the lawn toady. cause yeasterday to much plastic got caught aroun the blade and it locked down on me. I even got to talk to my bf yeasterday and that made me feel good. Now all i wish is that i could find all my cds that i have lost. But no they are still missing an that is realy geting on my nevers that i lost them and have yet to find them well hopefully they will show up soon.




Comments (0) | Permalink

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Dange i am going to be so tired tonight i am back out side Finshing up moweing the lawn and all so right now i am hot but man me doeing this is realy going to hit me tommorw when i wake up in the morning i am going to be thinking what the fuck did i do that for but then i will just think of it as geting a reward for doing it from my paretns and so i am glade i am doing it.

Oh and take this davice i am about to give all of you.

If you have a dream and want to start it with some of your friends and the turn on you. Do not look back to the past to move foward and never look back on what they did it is all on them for it you had nothing to do with it.



Comments (1) | Permalink

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

okay that is the last and finely time i stay up till one in the morning i am tired now cause i got woke up by my lil sis and all so hopefully i will be able to take a nap today so i will not be so tired and all.



Comments (2) | Permalink

Monday, July 25, 2005

   Alright that is it if i every get mad and punch awahile again it is going to be in a milliom years. Casue now i have a brused and swollen nuckle on my right hand and brused also. Well that is what i get for being so mad when i can not find my cds and all so now i am paying the price for loseing thme and punching a wall when i get mad and i am never punching a fucking wall again.



Comments (0) | Permalink

Sunday, July 24, 2005

I am still treying ti figure out wht the hell i am still wakeing up so fucking earley. I seem to not be sleep late like i useley do on the weekends and during summer and all well i guess sice school is comeing closer to starting i am get back into th habit of wakesing up earley and yet i hate doing that i have no clue why either and i am still trying ti figure it out and at the same time giveing my self a head acke so i guess a better stop before i give my self a worse headack.




Comments (0) | Permalink

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Good morning one and all. Well i go to bed late and yet i still keep wakeing up so *ucking earley and do not know why i am up like this ah well guess i will just have to go to bed earlery from now on just to get a good night sleep like i need to.




Comments (0) | Permalink

Friday, July 22, 2005

By Good Charlote
Lyrics: In This World


In this world all of our sins are simple
We choose death over innocent life
And in this world it's not our money that's evil
It's the one's who choose it over life
And in my heart I cannot believe in this murder
And I will not be fed by the lies
Or the life that's created just to be murdered
It's murder

No matter how hard they try and
No matter how loud they cry
They can't
Buy their way into heaven
No matter how hard they try and
No matter how high they climb up the ladder
They won't reach up into heaven

And they can't see
The innocent lives
The pointless suffering
And in my heart I wanna undo all this murder
And give back their innocent life
Open cages and stop their luxurious murder
It's murder

No matter how hard they try and
No matter how loud they cry
They can't
Buy their way into heaven
No matter how hard they try and
No matter how high they climb up the ladder
They won't reach up into heaven

Murder
Innocent Life
Innocent what...

What have we done?
No mercy (No matter how hard they try)
For beautiful money (and no matter how loud they cry)
Money for blood (they can't buy their way into heaven)
It's murder

No matter how hard they try and
No matter how high they climb up the ladder
They won't reach up into heaven
No matter how hard they try and
No matter how loud they cry
They can't
Buy their way into heaven [Fading away]
Comments (0) | Permalink