Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Your Japanese name should be

'Amaya'

which means "night rain".

You're a
dark person, a bit of a loner, and probably
even depressed. You feel better at night than
at day. Rain makes you think of yourself, how
it seems you're falling over and over again...


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well, it's one of THOSE days......and also, a person who i thought i hated was put in the hospital. she used to be my friend. i remember it now. i thought i hated her until she got put in the hospital, from a car accident. she has, internal bleeding, and a bunch of other horrible things. She was life-lined and we haven't heard anymore...i can't help but think, if there's really a God...maybe...maybe he's punishing me.
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Friday, October 7, 2005

   MRAHAHA!! I AM THE DEVIL!! PHYCOTIC POEM!!! (don't run away, i'm only going to CHOP OFF YOUR HEAD!!!)
he didn't care about me,
i was too blind to see,
that his heart was black, was cold like ice,
when i finally did see,
my vengence had to be wreaked,
his crimson blood splattered on the walls
of my prison chamber
dirt, food for the worms,
that's what he is, and all he ever was.
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Dunno What This One is About, really.... Another One of Tragic Love.
So much pain in me,
No matter how much you try to take it away
i will always bear the marks of my grief
Sorrow stalks me like a great beast,
Running from it with him,
our hands held tight
we were away from sorrow
nearly
but at the last moment
sorrow grabbed me with it's bloodstained claws,
and pulled me neath it's cloak
while he stood, horror-struck,
love ripped from his hands
and now he stands alone.
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Monday, October 3, 2005

   BORED!!!!
there is no point to this. just that i'm increbily bored. and i want the new Legend of Zelda game. don't isult it. i will cut you. anyways....yeah. O.O
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Saturday, October 1, 2005

   For A.E. you know who you are.
the bloody beauty of the sunset,
your fingers entwined with mine
let the dying sun be covered
by our shadows close together
brush your lips with mine,
and feel the peace around us,
oblivious of anything but you.
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Friday, September 30, 2005

   A Happy Poem About Sunshine And Flowers!! (yeah right...)
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All my dreams, all my hopes,
lost to the black abyss,
my gift is going with my sanity
the gift of eloquent words is fading,
like the sun's ray's at twilight
blood red, like crimson fog before me,
black birds of death, gather with me at the gallows,
to sing sweet songs of decay,
to see the sunken smiles
of men long past their experation date,
swing in the breezes of a long-dead summer.
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

   What Can i Say, i was Bored???
Hounds of Heaven Hounds of Hell,
join your calls to a hauting song,
Howls of Light Howls of Dark,
bringing nightmares and life's spark,
Heaven of Gold, Hell of Blood,
mix with mortals' sweat in the mud.
join hands, children of Gaia
dance a waltz to the moon and the star,
spin circles around the souls of the lost
a field of red flowers, crusted with frost,
will be, by men, hearts and souls corrupt, forever marred,
frost melt to muscle, marrow and bone
the anicient sages gifted with Sight,
never saw and never would know
that their creatures froemed form the earth
would wreak havoc on this realm
break their kin and see wiht eyes clouded by hate.





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Monday, September 19, 2005

   In Memorial of Greg Hutson, my good friend who died today....




Out of all the poeple you passed in the hallway
he was probably the friendliest.
most of the time, he'd go out of his way to say hello.
He won't be greeting you anymore.
he won't be anywhere anymore.
So, cloak your hearts in black,
this sunny and cloudless day.
keep him in your soul.
And never forget what a kind and caring person left us on this day.





greg commited suicide. he thought no one cared. remember, there's always someone out there who cares for you, and would shed tears if you died. don't commit suicide. there's no way to change what you've done when you're dead....
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Sunday, September 18, 2005

dunno if i posted this already....

this lie i call a life,
truth be an ectasy unknown,
i have dissapeared into my lies,
they surround me like water,
they stretch further than the ocean,
father than the east is from the west,
filling up my head,
with made up hopes and dreams,
i cannot separate myself from the other person i made,
she is clinging to me,
she has filled my soul, she has filled my dreams,
with other fake people and emotions,
she forbade me to scream,
she is slowly taking over,
like a rain-swelled stream.
she gave a name to herself,
so i could identify her through all my senseless tears
she calls herself Mary,
my crux of hope, and reaper of dreams.
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