Sunday, September 18, 2005

POEM, POEM!!!
feel alone, and there is a warm presence by my side.
there always was,
when i get shot down
you always seem to pick me back up.
wherever i go,
i always find myself coming back to you.
without you i feel lost, and i lose hope,
but then i find you again,
you're always there. protecting me
i can't help but feel safe in your arms.



yay. gotta nother.


night is my comfort, in it i am safe,
the stars watch my sins. blood is black in the obsidian night
forever i shall linger in this shadowy dream...



that one's not done yet, oh well. comment, plz.


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Saturday, September 3, 2005

   MRAHAHAHAHA!!
....i just......dunno....

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   .....for A.E. (you know who you are.)
you are my one and only,
the one that is in my heart
you fill up my thoughts, my conciousness,
your name is on the tip of my tongue, always
your essence takes over my dreams
i can't help but sleep and dream of me and you....
and i believe i love you....
these dreams of mine,
kiss me softly and let me drift into the blue,
to sit and think and dream of you...






*sigh* well, there's another.
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

....a delayed eulogy for justin, because i just couldn't find the words before......
my soul cries for you,
for all the things you never got to see,
what all the things that were waiting,
they shall wait forever more,
because you left me all alone,
now all that's left is words carved on a stone,
i've cried and cried, until my soul was sore
i'm missing you justin, and i will, forevermore.
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Monday, August 15, 2005

   another poem, go figure.......
all the promises i made seem so distant now.
half of them i forgot.
some of them i lost.
the ones i kept with me,
i promised you my heart.
and i have given it, sevenfold of what my promise was.
and i can't help but think...
what a mistake that might be.
but, now, i don't care.
if that would be the one promise i keep,
then so be it.
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Friday, August 12, 2005

   as promised...
My defense is my prosecutor
The jury my executor
Why is there no one on my side?
why am i losing everything?
did i do something wrong?
have i done a bad thing?
They're all against me
The rest of the world...
Pressing in on all sides
I'm lost. I'm trapped.
There's no escape.
No salvation for me.
Why can't i be better?
my hopes and dreams have died
i have been shot down too many times to get back up.
I ACCEPT DEFEAT.

that one was written by my alter ego, Mary.

I lost your face,
And i lost your words,
Now i find i've lost myself.
When you left me,
you took a part of me,
a piece i can't recover.
I can't remember what i've lost.
but, i know i lost you.
now it feels hard to breathe
I've smothered myself...
in my self-pity.


also by Mary.

well, there's more on the way, most likely, so stay tuned!!!^^

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

   WELL.....
i'm bored here, as always, sorry guys, no poems today. but i think i'll post 2 tommorrow to make up for it. I went shopping today, that's why i don't have a poem to put up. oh, and again, my site was fixed by somegirl. so, thanks again. it looks totally awesome.
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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

   just figured this out...
yeah, so i just figured out how this post thing works. um, i think i'll post some of my poems.
let me stay forever, here with you,
a paradise of sorts,
though, every moment you're away,
i die a bit inside,
forever waiting, on your return,
so i may come alive.
let me rest with you,
press your lips to mine,
stay with me, love,
so i shall live forever.

that one i wrote about my special someone...
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