Tuesday, November 1, 2005

   Theme For Today:
(from the lunch table)

fun with Jell-O

[also]

goldfish don't like Jell-O
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Super Snarkin Thing Some Dead SAMURAI Guy said for today:

One should not look for anything else in the Way of the Samurai.
-"Hagakure," Tsunetomo Yamamoto
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Monday, October 31, 2005

Super Snarkin Thing Some Dead Guy Said For Today:


In my bedroom Death dwells, and wherever I set foot there too is Death!
-"The Epic of Gilgamesh"
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Super snarkin Thing Some Dead Guy said For Today:
The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.
-Walter Bagehot
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Saturday, October 29, 2005

super snarkin' thing some dead guy said for today:


To the Light a season was set; but everlasting and boundless is the dominion of the Night.

-"Hymnen an die Nacht," Novalis
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   i'm feeling phyco today!! WEE...
yeah, i'm hyper and...well, i dunno. so YAY!!
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Friday, October 28, 2005

   here...i guess
well, i'm sorta bored, but talkin to my almost favorite person in the whole world, so you know. ( i say almost cuz who knos ya kno?) or maybe you don't but w/e. and who's that person?? *smiles* i'm not telling.
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

A ReAlLy oLd PoEm !! wee~~ (i'm not on crack...!!!) >.>


(about Loss)



Dark reaper of my heart,
please take my pain away,
to have loved and lost,
is better, so they say,
but, if i had not loved,
would such pain have weighted my heart?
please, fill my request,
and take it all away.
i do not want it anymore,
weaken my feelings of love,
so i may be free.
free to live, without love and hurt.
to live, alone with my despair,
without a feeling, without a care
for anything, nor anyone
please, let me stay in the darkness of my heart
to stay, until the eve of my demise.
hidden from all mortal eyes,
until i am but dust.


COMMENTAHS WELCOME!!
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Darken My Soul, Darken my Soul (i liked that line, ok?!)




jealous i am, jealous i am,
of those who get to touch you.
of those who get to be near you.
while i trapped in this cage,
only there to be left in sight of danger and die.
to choke, to gag, on a maisma of smoke,
smoke that is hate, that is regret
you can't take back what you said.
you can't take back those vicious razor words,
that cut my flesh and darken my soul,
darken my soul, darken my soul.
words that come from Lucifer's song.
heart beats slower and slower until,
it stops, and the last blood drops from the vein,
flesh pale with death.
lips black.
and no more stinging words to come to my ears.
all i can hear is the silence. the emptiness.
of death. forever to swim in the black pool of my regret
i can't go back now can't do it again.
can't tell you how i really felt. i made my own end.



COMMENTS WELCOME
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

   From Breaking Benjamin:
It's a crime you let it happen to me
Nevermind, I'll let it happen to you
Out of mind, forget it there's nothing to lose
But my mind and all the things I wanted

Everytime I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it I'm not afraid
I'm alive but I can Surely fake it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see

Forget it

There's a place I see you follow me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I'm alone but holding breath you can breathe
To question every answer counted

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way

Forget it

It's a crime you let it happen to me
Out of mind, I love it, easy to please
Nevermind, forget it, just memories
On a page inside a spiral notebook

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here

Forget it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're a part of me that I don't wanna see

I can live forever here
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