Friday, February 8, 2008

'An Epiphany'--The Send
When a world is in your arms
You try to pull it all apart
And keep the pieces not too far

We could wish upon a star
Or dream of kisses in the dark
But then we'd wake to find our hearts

I have whispered in the wind
And tried to force it all to fit
Into a lifeless silhouette

What the tree needs is the wind
And all a child wants is a kiss
To promise them that there's no mystery

We've got the motions down
And we all have the moon and the raining clouds
We need to realize that only love
Will show us what we all are living for

Beyond the moon and endless space
Could there be a final place?
To take us in with saving grace

Of the past that's far from dead
And all the times that I have bled
I've found that hope has always led, and shown me...

I've seen the face of God inside the setting sun
I've awoke in the dark to believe the things I've seen
It's all there

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Sunday, February 3, 2008

   My dear friends!!
Mood: Tired
Posted @: 1.35AM

D= my dearest friends!! i just wanted to let you all know that i am getting to your sites, but otaku isnt letting me leave comments right now!! I BEG YOUR FORGIVENESS. x_x

but im kinda tired and tired of typing so ill tell you all the details of my competition sometime else, ok homiez?

oh and wish my big brother a happy 18th bday. lol

[i just realized i said 'tired' twice. lol.]
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Friday, February 1, 2008

Mood:
Posted @: 6.41PM

Yello there, dudez. :] I just wanted ya'll to know that I am competely over that guy. lol. we're friends now [even after some bad-talk behind each others' backs..] haha. but really. i'm over him, so no need to worry anymore!! ;]

SO! tomorrow, i have to get to school at 6AM so i can do my regional competition! it seems to have come around really fast this year. but lemme tell ya. i am really not that eager to go to it. :/ for some reason, i could really care less if we go to state competition...WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!?!
-.-' i've got some serious problems, dude...i feel completely out of my game, and i have no motivation whatsoever. i just know im gonna mess up. i can feel it in my nuggets...

and on an even worse note, my best friend's boyfriend likes me better than he likes her...NOT AGAIN. this has happened before...WHY ME?!?!? T-T i just don't want people to think im a bf stealer...-SOB- T3T
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Monday, January 28, 2008

Have you ever seen 'senior citizens' compete in a track meet???
Mood:
Posted at: 7.46 PM
:/ hey there, dudes. y'know something pretty cool that happened? there was a bomb threat at my school on friday so i didn't have to go. :D but w/e.

the reason why i'm so...blah...is bc my bf 'just wants to be friends'. :/ hmm. and i must say that i am pretty upset, but i'm trying my best not to be too upset, y'know? -SIGH- and i really like him, too. he's different from those other freaks i dated. D:< we might get back together in the future, but somehow i doubt we will.

ya. if you can't tell, i'm kinda sad...

but on a lighter note, there is the military ball coming up for ROTC, and, to make a long story short, my instructor loves me so much that he's willing to pay the $48 for my ticket. :D i'm so glad that he thinks so highly of me. and also for ROTC is my regional competition this saturday. :O i hope we do okay. weve been practicing like MAD. i've got so many bruises now... T3T

and iono what's wrong, but i can't leave comments on you guys' sites right now!!! x_x so here are some messages for ya!! [to the ones i forget, I APOLOGIZE!!!]
Kyofanatic13- O_O'' MAX ANGER. >.< thats scary to see you like that DUDE!!! and WTF!?!? how DARE they charge you for shit and not tell you what its for!!! id prolly SMACK that LADY!!! SHEESH!!!!!!! i feel your PAIN!!! and good luck on all your work!! oh. and CURSES on that horrid spanish teacher whos making you do that thing over!!!
ArcticFoxDemon- Hey there buddy!!! nice to see you too!!! and HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! :3 WOOTNESS!!!!!!!!!
uhmm....i cant really think of anything else from you guys. IM REALLY SORRY!! short-attention span. >.<
LOVE YOU ALL!!!
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Saturday, January 26, 2008

   Hey guys!!
:D yup yup. it's the one and only furubaFANN back in business!! and this time, i've figured out some pretty nifty codes and whatnot. ^^ so please don't be too annoyed by my random links and link-pix because i like to experiment with them.
-sigh- well, it's great to be back. so far, no one has responded to my [new] gb signings, and that's ok. i can wait. and i still haven't finished doing all the people that i wrote down to find again, so don't worry yet. :P

Myspace Graphics

...i feel like i did something wrong...and it's not because of you guys on theO. no no no. it's something else. but i don't even know what's wrong. my bf won't tell me. -_-' i feel so...-sigh-...stupid...
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