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Monday, November 14, 2005

Sweet Release
Why the sudden rush of despair? I want death. But why? I have a good home life, friends, even my music. But despite that, I want to slit my throat and watch the blood run cold. I want to feel unbearable pain until death tears through my chest like the cold steel of a knife. I'm still confused. Why do I long for this sweet release? Why does no one see it? WHY WON'T THEY HELP ME!?...My soul is slowly disappearing into the unknown darkness which thrives within all of us. My music used to be my escape. Then it was cutting my wrists. None of that is enough anymore. I feel so hated. I know they want me dead, I see it in their eyes, in their very souls. My mom knows it will happen, she must. I've had so many problems so she has to know...I guess it really doesn't make a difference. The hate for myself will never change so it matters not if anyone else hates me. I'll continue to wait; wait for my death. My sweet release.

I wrote this a while ago and decided to put it up. I know it's a lot to read but thanks to all who actually read it.
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