Sunday, February 6, 2005

CoTh - G

I can't believe this. Between schoolwork and sleep and food and trying to rest somewhat in the day, my writing is getting to be more and more of a chore. I deeply apologize to all of you out there whom I am wroking with on RPGs and other projects, and to whoever reads Absolute. I am truly sorry to all of you for letting you down lately, but something just doesn't seem right about this lately. I feel like I'm wasting so much time in the day and struggling through whatever the week may throw at me, and I feel less and less certain of myself all the time. The ideas are just slowing down these days, and I really don't think that I can post any good material. Even here. MyO seems to be growing extremely bland lately, and I'm lacking inclination to keep writing in it. Nothing really happens anymore, and I can't really express myself lately because everything seems to be flattening out in my life lately. Maybe this is a good thing, that I'm starting to fall into a certain groove with the way I choose to live, but there are still a few things to deal with until then. I'm going to have to start working on college applications this week, and, to be honest, I've been having major issues trying to choose what to do in life. I know that I would love to study film in Canada, but the question becomes whether I should stay in Quebec and risk having to go to a college I might not be too happy with so that I can to to a film school in Montreal, or if I should board at a school in Toronto to continue post-secondary. The educational system in QC is incredibly stupid as it does not follow the same lines as the rest of the country, so if you go to a college anywhere else in Canada, you can't go to a QC university. Well, I suppose I could be a little happier, as there will be a long weekend this week for our annual winter carnival. It rules, as each house usually puts on a short play and out house, being the most awesome, usually builds a giant contraption to improve our play. Maybe I'll send pictures sometime. Plus, after the carnival, a friend of mine will be staying at my place over break. Life can be cool, but confusing more often than not. Oh, and I also saw a cool movie this weekend. Ask Shinmaru what it was. If he doesn't know, tell him to read the title of this post then try again. The music contest (see below post) will stay up until some people can get more answers. I hope some of you out there have wider taste in international music. Again, I apologize deeply to those whom I write for. Hopefully, there will be a turnaround in the future, but until then, my best wishes to all of you, as I am grateful that you read what I have to offer.

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