Tuesday, September 7, 2004

Shredded
Rip my wings out so I can fly
Tear my eyes out so I never cry
Grab my hand and take it all away
Shred my heart up so I can't feel the pain
Take my voice so there is no silence
Fallow me thru this winding road
You stole my soul so I only have faith in you
You make me feel like never before
I tear my heart out to give you
I rip my wings out so I can
Fly away with you

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Monday, September 6, 2004

Long Survey About Yourself
Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 5291 times on bzoink!
What time are you starting this?	9:08 PM
Name?	Hannibal
Nicknames?	Hannibal the cannibal
Date of birth?	7/5/90
Sex?	Male
Height?	5'6
Eye color?	blue
Where were you born?	Ann Arbor Michigan
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?	don't use candles
Pets?	cat (EVIL(even for me))
Hair color?	blonde
Piercings?	no
Town you live in?	Dexter
Favorite foods?	souls, blood, pasta
Ever been to Africa?	no
Been toilet papering?	no
Love someone so much it made you cry?	almost...
Been in a car accident?	yes
Croutons or bacon bits?	BACON!!!
Favorite day of the week?	Saturday
Favorite resturant?	McDonalds
Favorite flower?	hate flowers
Favorite sport to watch?	Basketball
Favorite drink?	blood
Favorite ice cream flavor?	vanilla
Warner Bros. or Disney?	Warner Bros.
Favorite fast food restuarant?	McDonalds
Carpet color in your bedroom?	some darkish colors (I'm not sure what they are)
How many times did you fail your driver's test?	haven't taken it yet
Whom did you get your last email from?	Comics.com (GET FUZZY!)
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?	I'm not old enough to have a credit card...
What do you do most often when you are bored?	Internet
Most annoying thing to say to me?	happy pink bunnies
Bedtime?	none
Favorite TV show?	Inuyasha
Last person you went out to dinner with?:	family?...
Been out of country?	Canada (is stupid...)
Believe in magick?	no
Ford or Chevy?	Ford
What are you listening to right now?	silence
Have you ever failed a grade?	no
If you have, what grade did you fail?	umm.. no?
Do you have a crush on someone?	yes
Do you have a bf/gf?	yes
If so, what is their name?	Tara
How long have you been together?	I dunno
What are you wearing right now?	clothing?...
Would you have sex before marriage?	no
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?	no
Are you a virgin?	yes
Do you smoke?	no
Do you drink?	no
Are you ghetto?	no
Are you a player?	no
What are your favorite colors?	black
What is your favorite animal?	raven
Do you have any birthmarks?	yes
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?	HELL NO
Who do you talk to most on the phone?	nobody
Have you ever been slapped?	yes
Do you get online a lot?	yes
Are you shy or outgoing?	no
Do you shower?	yes...
Do you hate school?	no
Do you have a social life?	HAHAHAHA! oh, you're serious... no
How easily do you trust people?	not at all
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?	probably not
Would you ever sky dive?	no
Do you like to dance?	no
Have you ever been out of state?	yes
Do you like to travel?	no
Have you ever been expelled from school?	no
Have you ever been suspended from school?	yes
Do you want to get out of your hometown?	yes
Are you spoiled?	no
Are you a brat?	no
Have you ever been dumped?	no
Have you ever gotten high?	no
Do you like snapple?	no
Do you drink a lot of water?	yes
What toothpaste do you use?	colgate
Do you have a cell phone?	yes
Do you have a curfew?	no
Who do you look up to?	nobody
Are you a role model?	no
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?	yes, Six Flags
What name brand do you wear the most?	well, I'm wearing Nike right now, so I'll say Addidas
What kind of jewelry do you wear?	none
What do you want pierced?	nothing
Do you like takin pictures?	no
Do you like gettin your picture taken?	no
Do you have a tan?	kinda
Do you get annoyed easily?	no
Have you ever started a rumor?	no
Do you have your own phone or phone line?	cell phone, so yes, yes I do
Do you have your own pool?	no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?	boxers...
Do you have any siblings?	yes
Have you ever been played?	no
Have you ever played anyone?	no
Do you get along with your parents?	no
How do you vent your anger?	Tae Kwon Doe
Have you ever ran away?	no
Have you ever been fired from a job?	no
Do you even have a job?	no
Do you daydream a lot?	no
Do you have a lot of ex's?	no
Do you run your mouth?	yes
What do you want a tattoo of?	nothing
What do you have a tattoo of?	no
What does your ex bf/gf look like?	don't have one
What does your most recent crush look like?	red hair, green eyes...
Whats her/his name?	Tara
Have you ever been bitched out?	no
Are you rude?	yes
What was the last compliment you recieved?	none
Do you like getting dirty?	yes
Are you flexiable?	yes
What is your heritage?	I dunno
What is your lucky number?	3 and 7
What does your hair look like right now?	can't see it
Could you ever be a vegetarian?	NO
Describe your looks?	why?
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?	uhh... FUSIA! (only because I have a friend (yes, there is one) who did that, along with many other colors)
Would you ever date someone younger than you?	no
Would you ever date someone older than you?	probably
When was the last time you were drunk?	never
How many rings until you answer the phone?	however long it takes me to answer it
Have you ever been skinny dipping?	no
If yes, when was the last time?	never
When was the last time you went on a date?	(not that I haven't been on one, but) I dunno
Do you look more like your mother or father?	neither
Do you cry a lot?	no
Do you ever cry to get your way?	no
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?	don't use a phrase a lot...
Are you the romantic type?	yes
Have you ever been chased by cops?	no
What do you like most about your body?	my big... toe
What do you like least about your body?	my small... toe
When did you have your first crush?	I dunno
When was the last time you threw up?	I dunno
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?	uhh... blonde?...
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?	I'm not gay, so no
What about cleavage?	same answer
Is your best friend a virgin?	I think so
Have you ever fucked someone up?	no
Have you ever been fucked up?	no
What theme does your room have?	dark...
What size show do you wear?	do you mean shoe? then it's 9
What is your screen name on AIM?	Pistons913
How are you feeling right now?	I hate you
When was the last time you were at a party?	I dunno (yes, I have been to one)
Have you ever given a lapdance?	no..
Have you ever recieved one?	I'm not perverted
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?	no
What is one of your bad qualilties?	I dunno
What is one of your good qualilties?	I dunno
Would you marry for money?	no
What do you drive?	don't drive
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?	neither
So?	what?
Well?	SHUT THE FUCK UP!
When was the last time you cried in school?	4th grade when I had my hand slammed in a desk and one of my fingernails came off
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?	eww.. no
What kind of music do you like?	none, I prefer silence
Would you ever bungee jump?	no
What is your worst fear?	uhh... happy pink bunnies
Would you ever join the army?	maybe
Do you like cows?	no
If you were to die today, what would you do?	kill as many people as possible
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?	Finally
Do you like to party?	no
Hearts or broken hearts?	uhh.. hearts
Moons or stars?	moons
Coke or pepsi?	coke
Favorite scent?	blood?...
Favorite band?	none
Would you ever dye your hair red?	yes
How many languages can you speak?	English, some german, some japanese
What time are you finishing this?	9:26
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Today's word of the day is:
Poetry - a creative way of expressing emotions.
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These two poems will, of course, be posted again when it is that time of year. Here's "March" and "Winter Night".
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March By: Boris Pasternak

The sun is hotter than the top ledge in a steam bath;
The ravine, crazed, is rampaging below.
Spring -- that corn-fed, husky milkmaid --
Is busy at her chores with never a letup.

The snow is wasting (pernicious anemia --
See those branching veinlets of impotent blue?)
Yet in the cowbarn life is burbling, steaming,
And the tines of pitchforks simply glow with health.

These days -- these days, and these nights also!
With eavesdrop thrumming its tattoos at noon,
With icicles (cachectic!) hanging on to gables,
And with the chattering of rills that never sleep!

All doors are flung open -- in stable and in cowbarn;
Pigeons peck at oats fallen in the snow;
And the culprit of all this and its life-begetter--
The pile of manure -- is pungent with ozone.
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Winter Night By: Boris Pasternak

The blizzards all across the earth
Have swept uncurbed
The candle burned upon the desk
The candle burned



As in the summer, moths are drawn
Towards the flame
The pale snowflakes soared
Towards the pane



Upon the glass, bright snowy rings
And streaks were churned
The candle burned upon the desk
The candle burned



On the illumined ceiling
Shadows swayed
A cross of arms, a cross of legs
A cross of fate



Two boots fell down on the floor
With crashing sound
And from the crown tears of wax
Dripped on the gown



And nothing in the snowy haze
Could be discerned
The candle burned upon the desk
The candle burned



A gentle draft blew on the flame,
And in temptation,
It raised two wings into a cross
As if an angel



It swept and swept all through the month
This frequently occurred
The candle burned upon the desk
The candle burned
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Sunday, September 5, 2004

Random
ouch. I just fell backwards in my chair and hit my leg on the corner of the desk. Now my leg hurts...
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Ok, you guys and gals, you're going to be seeing a few Boris Pasternak poems here because, well, I think that he was just a magnificent poet. Today the poems will be "Hamlet" and "Hop". Enjoy.
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Hamlet by: Boris Pasternak
The clamor ebbed. I walked onto the stage.
While leaning on a jamb, through cheers,
I'm grasping in the echo's distant range
What will occur during my years.
The twilight of the night has gathered
In thousands of binoculars on me.
If so you're willing, Father,
I beg you, take this cup from me.
I love your plan, so firm and stubborn
And I agree to play this role.
But as of now, there's another drama.
This time, expel me, I implore.
But, the predestined plot proceeds.
I cannot alter the direction of my path.
I am alone, all sinks in phariseeism.
To live a life is not an easy task.
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Hop by: Boris Pasternak
Under a broom, entwined by ivy,
From rain, we're hiding for the time.
A cloak protects our shoulders slightly,
My arms around you are entwined.
I'm wrong. Around these thicket shrubs
Not ivy, but green hop has widened.
So, should we spread this cloak, perhaps,
Over the grass, for us to lie on?
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