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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

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Friday, March 30, 2007

I'm gonna be f---ing screwed on Monday.
Dude,high-school is totally gonna kick my procrastinating ass.-_-'
Going convent hopping tomorrow...Argh.
So,yeah,I gotta get some sleep. Au revoir!
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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Mommy, Your Infidelity Is Showing
Your begotten are feeling forgotten.
And,around these parts, your heart is 1 big question mark.
Oh, Linda Perry-sound-a-likes and exhausted sighs.
Yeah, you try to drown us out...
But we are the key-holes to your soul.
Close the curtains.Take the pill. Compensate the thrills.Beware the evidance on the window-sill.
And, if it matters to you at all, this begotten is still feeling forgotten.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Shmeh...Incoherent poem no.whichever. Emo-ness...:P
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

WARNING: The following is unbarebly trite and emo.Read at your own risk
I'm so depressed right now,I could throw up. Today sucked/sucks with a capital SELF-LOATHING COMPLEX EPISODE.I cried.Twice. Yeah,same old,same old.
I am addicted to over-procrastinating: I am addicted to being a let-down and a burden. I.HATE.MYSELF.
And you forcing me to lie to myself,trying to cheer me up and tell me I'm not a burden or selfish will not fix anything. In fact, it'll only delay the pain until I re-realize what I am, and then the cycle will repeat. It's like in Nails for Breakfest,Tacks For Snacks:"I am alone in this bed,house,and head.She never fixes this,but at least she makes me forgot."
This web-site never fixes any of my problems-It just distracts me from them.

And in case anyones wondering: I'll regain my sense of fun when I regain my apathy/ignorance.Until then,I'll be on whoevers site, trying to drown me out with massive amounts of Emo Rock...And writing this.

So yeah,ignoring all this for a minute, how y'all doing? Better then me,I hope. Anyway, we had to read this really --itty book for Literature.IT.IS.SO.---ING.DULL. It's called Ceasars' Gallic Wars,and it sucks with a capital "MILITARY REFERANCES." Anyway,who wants rhyming randomness? I do!
"Attention: A fraction of my attention-span is up for grabs.And my thoughts are moving faster then my tongue is capable of.So just sing along and see if you can keep up."
Uh-huh.I be teh pwnzor.>:) FEAR MEH!! Well...I've run outta things to bitch about,so au revoir!

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Sunday, March 25, 2007

So what's it gonna take, silver shadow believer?
I had my 1st confirmation retreat yesterday.It was surprisingly interesting...Pretty confusing though.
At one point, we had to make "Happy Easter" cards.The people who were looking at 'em said mine didn't make any sense...And then they congradulated me on it.XD The dudes exact words were:"Yeah,your crazy! I like that!" XD Yeah.Go me.I'm crazy.whooo!

Yeah,you've got the perfect vendetta to go with that agenda.
And as to weather or not I'm just that snake-like?
Well,honey,I've the tongue if you've got the teeth.
So don't ever think this is the last you'll see of me.
Yes,hon,I've got the teeth, so you've got the tongue.
And is it "nowhere to run"?
Well,then shut your mouth and empty your lungs.The black is always better than the red.
Yeah, you've got the perfect secret tragic past to go with that not-so-secret vendetta that compliments your not-so-secret agenda.
Well, I would have lended you my hand anytime you asked.
But,honey, you went from "as many connections as the Ismis Corinth" to "Is miss Corinth..?" in such a fast transition.
Besides, you don't trust musicians.~Shadowme~
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Emo-ness with Ms.Shadowme...
*sigh* I'm not an artist, I'm not a writer, I'm not a ball-player, I'm not a scholar...What the hell am I? '-_-
Uh-huh...It's a lovely day/night for a mental break-down. Yeah,I'm sick of me too.

Anyway,I want to the mall today. I got a news-boy cap and a blue bead bracelet.(Teh hat/cap is Patrick Stump-tastic!) So yeah.Oh, and I cried.(Which, I assure you, is nothing new.) Thats it,then. Konbawa!

Nothing but caffeine,morphine, and theoretical nicotine to keep me up and out of a permanent sleep. And with my party habits and constant fatal accidents, who could blame me?
Well? Go ahead. No hesitance.
Pull the trigger, take the picture, and don't mind the flash. Because if you can't even tolerate that flash, there's no way you'll be able to stand the consequential bang.
Hold that pose, and drop that drama! Are those my tears you're wearing?
Come on, give me my daily dosage of innocence and nostalgic bliss.
It's been proven false time and time again, but keep singing, I'll listen to anything that sounds good.
~Shadowme(I don't know anymore)~
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

*pokes banner* Shyea, you betta thank yo' lucky stars
Just so you know, there's supposed to be a giant Fallout Boy picture above this post, with the caption "FOB FANS OF MYO.PM redmoonchick to join"
In other words:JOIN.OR.DIE.
Unless you hate FOB in which case, you suck, we don't want ya.xD
As far as I know, the other members in said club, besides me, are: DeadXonXarrival and redmoonchick.
So,yeah, we need more members.JOIN!! T-T
Ahem.V.V Now that my moment of advertising is over,ITS TIME FOR PICCIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!! X3

OMIGAWD!! THEY COULD BE TWINS!!!! X)

And thats all for today! come back next up-date! I mean,who knows,next time I might actually post something! (Hahaha,yeah right!)~Shadowme(yuki)~

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Monday, March 19, 2007

TEH WRATH!!!!
Well, leave it to you guys to completely disregard the possible suicide note and go straight to the "clever"/random band-name joke.No,really,thanks SO much for the concern.'-_-
(A13 and Deadonarrival, you get cookies.*hands you Chips Ahoy/Oreos.*^^)
The good/bad news is, I still have no idea who/what I am.AND I make no sense!
By G--,I'm turning into Pete Wentz!! ''-_- Oh, the horror! 0__0
All I need to do now is grow a penis, take pictures of it,and post it on the interweb.XD(BURRRRRRRRRRRRRN!)
No,I'm kidding! Dear Pete fan-girls PLEASE don't hate me.V.V By the way, I joined the MyO FOB club, and I would've posted the banner on here by now, but my oh-so-demonic computer refuses to let me see the code.(All apologies to Redmoonchick.V.V)
Well, must go! *hugs all*
~Shadowme(Yu Mi, Hel)~

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

My identity crisis is getting worse. I have no idea who the hell I am. I have no idea whats going on inside me, no idea where to go or what to do when I break down like this....

Shut up.
Because with all these contradictory emotional needs and the severe complexity complex to not match, you can't afford to open up.
If the tears fall, they fall.
If your vision blurs, it blurs.
And if this God-forsaken radio-station won't play anything okay, you're screwed.
Another over-dramatic on-line journal up-date, another pro-longed plot twist from fate.
Either way, all you can do is watch and wait.
A distent voice, an anti-choice...
I know it doesn't make sense, but it's theraputic for me, and as everyone in this room can see, I'm in desperate need of therapy...

*sigh* Okay...I can't think anymore..."Drunk on the impossible past." "Give me envy,give my malice,baby,give me a break! When I say 'shotgun,' you say 'wedding.' Shot gun,wedding,shotgun,wedding..."
"This was no accident, this was a theraputic chain of events..." God...Love me.~Shadowme(I don't know)~

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Friday, March 16, 2007

I keep telling myself, I keep telling myself: "I'm not the desperate type,"but you've got me looking in through key-holes
Shmeh....Back to feeling emotionally unstable, chronically depressed, and like a total poser. WELCOME TO AFFLICTION/ANXIETY/FRUSTRATION FEST. 2007!!! Oh, sweet lethargic misery,where would we be without you? '-__- This calls for a continuous spewing of pictures! LET TEH INTOXICATION BEGIN!X)

Dude...Isn't that Petes' jacket? o_0

BLIND SPENCER!!

ZOMBIE SPENCER!

Gaara sees you...

Ryan with facial hair is SCARYYYYYYYY!

Brendon...X3

And thats all my hormones/anxiety will allow for today.

~AU REVOIR!~

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Sanguins and Harli-queens
I'm having an identity crisis. Its called adolescence.V.V Oy...When your heart is 1 big question-mark.... (Oh,the uncertainty of it all!)
Well...in other news, our computer speakers are broken and I have no head-phones.'-__- ARRRRRRRGH!
In other news,when you acutally know whats going on, parts of the bible ain't so bad. Anyway,thats it.Bye
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