Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Tis sick...
*sigh* Well, who's affection is it anyway?
Artificial sweeteners and anesthetic anti-depressants. Shyeah, that's right,I'm sick and a compy zombie. Strep-throat, I'm assuming....Ah,the delirious-ness of it all! Well,I better post a video before I lose my vision....


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Saturday, March 10, 2007

A random rhyme...
"Well, keep your healthy substantiality; can't you see I'm in the need for something sweet?" I asked.
And she answered:"Don't be absurd! Just bite your tongue, bide your time,live off your life-time supply anti-depressants, and you'll be fine."

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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Take it a day at a time
I.AM.SO.BORED.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,compy zombie ish me! -.- Fear me.Roar.

Dude....My cold is getting worse.Well,it's not so much my cold as much as it is my cough.I nearly suffocated today at lunch. Oh,and C.W. is showing that reality show called "THE SEARCH FOR THE NEXT DOLL" tonight at 9.I'm SO gonna see it. Not that I'm all that fond of the Pussycat Dolls,but,who knows,it might be the next AMERICAS' NEXT TOP MODEL,(which I'm utterly addicted to.) Here's a video...

Shyeah,I loved this video so much that I almost Disco-pointed to the music!



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Thursday, March 1, 2007

Drunk on the impossible past...
I just watched some AFI videos,and,dude-I don't get it.And Davey Havoc looks like he just stepped out of '70s time capsule.I like Jade though.^^ You think these guys are anime fans? I mean,the chick from "Girls Not Gray" looks rather animated,doesn't she?

Okay,and now for the super angst fest. A letter from Carver came today-I didn't get accepted.In fact,my overall score was 40 out of 100...In other words-I have no talent.In other words,I'm not a writer,or an artest,but a naive little wanna-be dreamer who happens to have a way with words and a computer.I'm not so much insulted as much as I am confused.What happens to me now? What do I do now that Carver turned me down? Do I just stay where I am or try to get into somewhare else?....*sigh*
Okay,I'm going to stop making sense now for just a second.Bear with me.

The shadows,the solids,the shadows,the solids...
Look at this picture and pretend you can tell the differance.
Your a shine,and I'm just a glisten.
Your the savior,I'm the entertainer.
Look at this letter of rejection and don't believe a sentance.Every word you better deny.
Just look at these brambles of sacfrifice,and wonder why.
No,I'll only allow you to leave early if you take me with you.
The shading,the solids,the shading,the solids,the shading,the solids,the prodigy,the pauper...

You know,by now I honestly don't care weather or not I get comments,I just want to keep this post going as long as I can...Or,at least,until I can recover...-__- But that ain't healthy,so I guess I better go.*hugs and kisses* Bai~Shadowme(Stab my back,its better if I bleed for you)~



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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Deaths Sweet Embrace...
Um...This is going to sound weird-now that my you-know-which-feminine(sp?)-bodily-function is over,I actually feel worse than I did when I had it.Probably because of my cold,which I have just 1 thing to say about-OY.A world of oy.'''-____-
Had to get up at 7 today for school,and it felt like death warmed over repetively.And now I'm stessed because of all the home-work,and because 1 of my teachers is going to start teaching us public speaking....Um,kill me.Like,NOW.//_- Yeah,just consider me Emo.Or better yet,start with the funeral arrangements.V_V I would like roses for my funeral and a bullet for my valentine.(Haha,bad joke.)Oh,and I've got Basket Ball play-off games coming up,my team/me being nowhere near ready.....Anybody wanna help me dig my grave? Oh,and Ms.Public Speaker also bashed me upside the head for my writing,Mrs.whatsherface totally called me on not adding in all the (INSERT 4-LETTER-WORD HERE) that I was sapposed to add(although she usually lets me get away with it,)I'm failing Latin, losing all hope of motivation,and gagging on my phlem every 10 seconds.In other words-WELCOME TO AFFLECTION/GUILT FEST 2007! Oh,and I said this before,but-dude,I am so not having kids....or a husband,for that matter.-__- Well,I'm gonna go ruin my vision/hearing by blaring screaming music into my ear-drums,and staring at the computer screen.I'll whine at y'all later..."I am alone in this bed,house,and head.And she never fixs this,but at least she makes me forgot..."-Panic! At The Disco
HALLA AT TEH SHADOWMESTA!
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Sunday, February 25, 2007

Ahhh,sweet release.....
The news: Well,last night I figured out that I am nothing but a self-absorbed 6-year-old,equivalant to a speck of dust with a pretty face,at the core.Sure,that sounds over-dramatic,but its.Theres something somewhare inside me thats preventing me from doing anyone any good.In other words-I do not nor will I ever amount to anything.Thats all.Thanks for reading.*hugs*
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

BITTER PECAUTIONARY WARNING NO.4
You know the routine:You keep your distance,you keep your dignity.
If not,then its an ear-full of:My mother,their insults,your reputation,and whichever offense term of sexual orientation.
Really,anything to get a tear from whoever I'm currently holding dear.
Yeah,you get the idea-me or them,me or them?
Its the human chaos theory VS. the theoritically angelic preppies.
And,I don't really care where or when your coming in or off to salvage another sin from Hell,as long as you take and leave me in my shell.
Touch the surface? Fine.
Spill the core unto the floor? Don't you dare.
If your coming just to go,don't make me care.
If your just here for the moment and the unconsequintial moan,let me know your presence is just a loan....

Huh....That poem needs a better clincher.*shrugs* oh well...Yeah,I'm gonna get outta here before you can heckle me for it.Bye!*hugs to everyone*~Shadowme~



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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

   Ah,sweet release...
All right,look-Lent is tomarrow-(Yes,I'm catholic/Christian)-so I need to get crap out of ,my system before I begin my sacrifice.(In other words,disregard the next paragraph or I'l freaking cutt you.)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! DIEIEIEIDIDIDIDIDIEIEIDIEDIEDIE!!!! DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE!!!!!! THE WORLDS A SHIT-HOLE-SHUT UP AND ENJOY,DAMN IT!!!! hdfrjhfns

*DEEP BREATH* All right,I think that was the last of it.All better now.By the way,I gave up bad words for Lent,so PLEASE do not tempt me.Its hard enough as it is.T___T Ahhhh,I'd like to just explode right now.-____- Oh,forget it! I need to rhyme and not make sense! INCOHERENT POETRY,LUFFS!!!! (I must warn you,I'm making this up as I go,so it might be bad...)

"Oh,what a dreadful illness hunger is!"
Such is the mantra of the little boy who cries "CONVICTION!"
Everyone is only wise enough to not believe when you mean it.
When you were asleep,you accidently burned off your feet.(Now where was that basinful of water when you needed it?)
Therefore,of course,I'm assured that when dad gets back,it'll be-lament,lament,lament,lament,lament,despair.
(How many times do I have to tell you life isn't fair?)
Its just like the wise-man said:"You've got a good heart,and a wooden head."
And you have no idea what dad goes through to keep you fed.(Oh,what a dreadful illness hunger is!)
And thats it...Okay then...Anyway,I think I might be going to the library soon,so-bye!*hugs* ~Darker than Shadowme~

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Friday, February 16, 2007

SHYEAH, WHOS YO' MOTHER-....ING TECHNO MASTER NOW, BITCHS?!?!!!
My lovely, supremely cool brother, Robert, hooked up our Nintendo Wii to teh internet- And IT WORKED!!!! but it takes FOREVER to type. '-_- nyeh. There's always a catch. *shrug* oh well. Doesn't matter. I still pwn you all.us ^-^
Anyway, this weekends totally going to suck. Going to suck with a capital Homework. ( wow,that didn't sound right.)
In other words, there's going to be chores, homework, and sucky Basketball games. In fact, I have religion class to do right now. T-T So, I‘m afraid I must leave you now. AU REVOIR! ;_;
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Turn up the sex...
I'm losing my eye-sight...and my attention-span.*sigh* Its all fun and games until you run out of marajuana.V.V (No,I'm not a druggie.)
Well,for those who I haven't already told,I have re-named today "GIVE ME CANDY!" Day.So,in honour of the new national holiday of candy and tooth decay-CANDY FOR EVERYONE!*gestures to ginormous table simply over-flowing with sugery snacks*By the way-we finelly got a Nintendo Wii! (When the Wii 2 comes out in Japan,it's be called the "Wii Nii" because "nii" is "two" in japanese.XD In other words,the Wii 2 will be "weeny!" XP) Anyway,bye! *hugs and kiss's* And,for those of you who are single,consider yourselves my virtual velantines.^_^ (I'll take anyone who wants me.) BYE!
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