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Yo.Genki? Watashi wa EMO.....As usual.But the good news is,Ryan Ross is still hott.
SEE?! I even have a picture to prove it! In,fact I think I'll dedicate this post to RyRo(the sexy guiterest featured above.)
*GASP* RYRO IS A MYSPACE WHORE?!?!?! NO,I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT!!! >///< Anyway,I hope I have satisfied everyones hunger for Ryro.Happy Sunday! G'day,mates! X3~Shadowme(You don't need to know)~ Comments (3) |
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Saturday, November 4, 2006
OKAY,GO!
Hey,all! Like my new theme? Probably gonna get a new song too. Kare Kano is my favourite shoujo manga/anime,as you can see....Got a video for y'all.Sorry if you've already seen it 1000 times.V.V ENJOY!
*sigh* Okay,I can see I'm going to have to explain...
And now for a breif continuation/explaination of my earlier post...
Okay,so me and Mikey(PIGGGYYYSSS) met 1 forever ago,(I think it was last year) over the internet,and had what my mum would consider an "infatuation." We called eachother on the phone,we "word-kissed/hugged",and we said we loved eachother.Yeah,the works.See,it was one of those "unsensable" long-distance relationships which everyone hates and no one believes in.Now before you send me an extremely long and obscene PM for being such an idiotic slut-let me finish.
At one point,we had this little drama where I broke-up with him because I thought he was cheating on me.Turns out,he wasn't.And so,for a while,after we got back together,we were happy again.But then,he deleted his JTHM 666 account,and made the PIGGGYYYSSS account.Then,he stopped contacting me.And I don't mean he simply stopped calling me-he stopped contacting me,PERIOD.Hes not replying to my PMs,he...*sigh*
And,yet,he still has the nerve to get his internet back,start a Myspace account,and E-mail my cousin unceassingly just to tell her how much he misses me....'''-__-
HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO!! I'M not the one who went anywhere! I'm only a PM away! But,no,Heaven forbid he should ever choose me over myspace!
And,so,my only logical conclusion is-he lied.
There.In other words-hes killing me,I'm dieing,life sucks.Understand?
Good.Sorry about the ever-so-long,"barral-of-laughs" post.So long and good night!~Shadowme(Cold as Yuki,dark as Ayanami,Worse then Helena)~ Comments (4) |
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
I dedicate the following to Mikey Chaianant
"If you wake up on your own,something happond.
Please come home.Wake me up before you go.
I hope your happy on your own."-Fightstar
Well,it was either this or write Mikey a poem.But this song says how I feel far better then any poem could.Well,bye.~Shadowme(colder then Yuki,dark as Ayanami)~
FLIFFER,FLAGGER,GLIGGITY,FLAH! >:D
*points to title* Dude,that is SO true! Well,I don't really feel like typing today,so I'll just leave you with a birrage of awesome videos.
And with that-I leave you!
MadHatter:But...I didn't get to say anything!*sulk,sulk*
Me:Oh well...Au revoir,peoples!
MadHatter:HOW IS A TEACUP A TEACUP WHEN ITS HOLDING BLOOD?!!?!
Me:*stares at MadHatter* Errr...Right.BAI,BAI!~Shadowme(Cold as Yuki,Dark as Ayanami)~ Comments (1) |
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
Wow,hope really is EMO!
So I'm EMO/Suicidal,Ryan Russ(sp?) is hott,Life is bitch-tastic,and all my REALLY close friends care more about their own damn BLOGs and myspaces then me! Wow,ain't friendship great? *rolls eyes*Oh,and my computer is either haunted or being hacked,by the way....O_o Eh*shrug* Really,and to think,I used think I was special because I was perfactly optimistic.But I was just lucky...AND NOW I'VE BEEN FORCED TO FOLLOW THE TREND OF BEING SUICIDAL!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!I'M BEING SUCKED INTO THE VOID OF POP CULTURE!!! *grabs hold of computer screen in attempt to resist being sucked into void*HELLLLLLLLLP!!!
Mad Hatter: ooooh,a void! *pokes void of pop culture*teehee,the super-ficiality tickles!^.^ hehehehehhe...
Me: Hmmmmm....I wonder if I'll die of an anti-depressant over-dose.That would be ironic...
Mad Hatter:*continues to poke void*
Me:*stares at Mad-Hatter* Um,Hattie,why aren't you wearing socks...or Shoes...Or pants?
MadHatter: Because my homie,the black sand box,told me to.*quick gangsta pose*
Me:Okay then.^_^ Hmmm...I wonder if the words really are dieing...
MadHatter:Hmmm...Here let me check.*takes out grenade and throws it at Simpering*
(BOOM!!!!!!!!) Yup,yup,the words are deffinately dieing.Simpering just died of..No,wait.*flushes evidance that MadHatter threw the grenade down the toilet*...Yeah,Simpering just died of Spantaneous Conbustion(sp?).Kinda glad though.I mean that guy had the goofiest,most annoying smile!
Simpering:I'm...I'm al-...I...
Me:SIMPERING! Your still alive! oh,goodie!*goes to hug Simpering,and shoots him in the back* Awwww,he died after-wait..*flashes gun down toilet as well* He died after all.*pretend sulk*
Mad Hatter:*GASP!!!* YOU JUST KILLED EVERY GOTHIC AUTHERS FAVOURITE ENGLISH WORD!!!!
Me:But...You throw a grenade at him! T_T
MadHatter:*GASP* Oh,dear! m'dear girl,I'm afraid you've gone quite insane! NOT TO WORRY,I'LL GET YOU THE HELP YOU NEED!!*picks up shoe* Hello,police? I have just witnessed a terrible homicide!
Me:Well,I'm sure your all just so eager to kill me for the long post,so I'll let you get on with that. Bye/bai! Comments (3) |
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Friday, October 20, 2006
Ah,Quizilla,you know me so well...
What Kind of Republican are You?
You are a Christian Conservative! You are strongly against abortion and gay marriage and believe that the traditional moral viewpoints make the Republican party what it is. You're not afraid to quote the Bible either, despite whoever may oppose! Take this quiz!
PHBBBBBBBBT!! I SO wish!...Well,no,I am Christion,I am against abortion,and kind of against gay marriage(which I'm not going to get into.) But I don't qoute the bible...Although I do read it.*dives under couch* NOOOOO!! BE MERCIFUL ALL YE POP CULTURE-FOLLOWER* > ____ < ~Shadowme(flaggerglargfaggen!)~ Comments (0) |
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
AWWWW!! I wanted to die in my sleep! T_T
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.
Phbbbbbbbbbt,yeah this quiz wishs!...Although its a deffinate possiblety...*glares at giant pile of homework from Hell* Yup,deffinately a possiblety.;_;~Shadowme(Cold as snow,dark as ayanami)~ Comments (3) |
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Monday, October 16, 2006
Salvation in A CD Case
Its not so much time thats been frozen so much as it is the people and places,of which you thought you knew their cases.
And its not so much the distance that makes you feel diconnected as much as it is your own longing.And,when it came to him-maybe you were just alittle too willing to accept his every illusion,deception.
But...This time you don't even have to be alone to be lonely.
Its a mixture of desire and anxiety.
Nananananana!
And do you know this song?
Do you remember this sound?
This,yes,this is how fullfilment feels.
Now I'm just trying to express and practice my own passion.
Couldn't care less for the critisim.
And,darling,this is what they'd call salvation in a CD case.Its not so much for the listener as it is for the musician.
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Hey,not much to say today.I was abit worried that I had turned into one of those cynics who hates life/they're job...But I was proven wrong,so almost all is well now.Good night/day!~Shadowme(Cold as snow,and dark as Ayanami)~
(Lets try this again) Sword Hearts,chapt. 18: Peace in Paranoia
Hey,I rewrote the last chapter so now its abit more managbale.If its still too long to read now,then just copy and paste it into a word document for later.THANK YOU SO MUCH.Bye!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A small pale Fateless made his way up to a white,peaceful,plain house.Rather then ransack it,it stopped a short distense in front and froze.Its eyes' turned from black to red,and a moment later flames were flowing out of its open mouth,unto the house.A few screams of horrer and agony could be heard from within the house.Similar events were happoning all over the neighborhood.The smoke from the fires blocked out the sun,dyeing the sky gray,making it extremely hard to believe it was only 3'o-clock in the afternoon.Unfortunetly the pale Fateless didn't get to enjoy his part in this "achievement" as long as he'd hoped. Just then,Kyoto had to pick the perfact time to decide weather to cut him in thirds or in half.Thirds won.She was alreadly drenched in her many previous victoms' blood.Silloetted against the burning flames,she looked quite frightening and feirce.Yet,she still managed to look relaxed,at ease.There was an air of danger in that calmness.You might think having your weekend and day-off interrupted by a gigantic,violent invasion would've frustrated Kyoto beyond description.You'd be wrong.Actually she found the chaos and the fighting quite soathing.It kept her mind off.....Other things.
A few blocks down,Rai was working on his own pile of defeated "mortal enemies of Smokey Bear."He was drenched in a blood not of his own,as well.One thing was for sure,he wouldn't be wearing those clothes again after tonights little "Welcome Party."However,as he tore off another 20 Fateless tops,from another 20 Fateless waists and legs,standing 20 feet away; with his "whip of metallic death",he didn't find it a third as soathing as Kyoto did.In fact,it made him feel alittle ill.Okay,VERY illI.It was down right nausiating.He was cutting down creatures who used to be but mere mortals; some of them perfactly innocent,and Rai knew this.Although,all the black blood and gore weren't very soathing either.With each "SPLLCH!" of them being sliced in half or thirds,or quarters,or fifths,he found it harder and harder to grip his wepion and resist the urge to vomit.