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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Oh,yeah,hes returned.Hes home.Hes in the US. Wanna know were he isn't? HERE.Both not in Maryland,and not on The/MyO.But saving the long,depressing rant for later,heres some happy,happy news: I'm kidd-napping Dani with parents permission.(Translation:Shes coming to visit.^^)Ehhhhh,screw this! I need to not make sense! "All guys may be dogs,but all girls may be bitches.So in a way,we're all the same."-Yoli(Note:A Bitch is actually a female breed of dog,in case you didn't know.)
"Halos are much heavier then people think.Devil-horns are surprisingly quite attracted to them."-Kyo
"Good excuses are sometimes no more then false reasons."-The Blue Talking Sphinx thats in my room.^^
"Hate is such a strong word...Got anything stronger?"-ZeroGravity
"If life is like a bicycle,then I think the handle-bars on mine are crocked-its impossible to keep your balance..."-One of the many EMO excuses for being EMO..
Wow,that many qoutes and I'm not even done yet...Yeah,I'm really depressed.
"Upon us all,alittle rain must fall..."-An icon.
"Why do I feel like I'm in a Mr.Rogers episode gone horribley right?"-....
"Don't make me come down there!"-God
"I shall bathe like I've never bathed before!"-The genious dude on Zoey 101.
"Who knew being God would lead to such dire consequinces(sp?)!"-Fender,Futrama
"I'm teaching her how to drown with dignity!"-Jaz,Define "Normal"
"There are only 2 men I reserve the name 'duhling/darling' for.You,and Stevie Nicks."-Kyoichi Hiwtari.
Okay,I'm done with the quotes...I think.Not so sure.Welp,I'm off to the front-lines again.MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU HEAPS MORE THEN IT IS WITH ME~Shadowme(Yuki_C0ld)~ Comments (2) |
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Sunday, August 6, 2006
WELCOME...TO MY OBSESSION...
This is...BUSTED!..So sad that they broke up.*tear* ;__;
Well,its otakon weekend today.Yeah,when I think for once it might pay-off to live in this wasteland(Maryland,Baltimore) it just lets me down again.Its $60 to get in,and my mom refuses to pay that much just to satisfy my lust for anime/manga.Suddenly I have a very powerful urge to buy Manga.Alot of it.No,loads,pounds,mounds,and mountains of it.Its been all too long since I got really involved with anything Japanese,much less anime.But I guess the 4 mangas I got in my room now will have to suffice.T___T
Oh,and only 10 fucking hours,and 1 day til it happons.What else to ramble about..? Is there anything else..? No,I don't think there is.I sware,I was deffinately better off not knowing..."Dakness is nothing more then a shadow of lack of light; and black is nothing more then the remnents of every other colour after being mixed together.So you can see why everything goes with it."-The Mad Hatter turned Yoda.
roar of the vacume cleaner...blank of white...golden brown...resisting the urge not to cuss....just ramling...wings cut-off with a butchers knife...It goes from "so loved" to "let-downs" to "only alittle farther",back to "good job,Kid!" And then merdurs its way back down to dissapointment.Are you creeped out yet? Oh,don't worry,its only the after-math of paranoia and rage.I'm only recovering,I promise I haven't forgotten.Not completely.It'll never entirely retire,so you might as well get used to it.I know you hate the scars,but without them all the blood would come out.There are only stiches for those who believe and listen.And sometimes the bottem line is just another "once upon a time"... *blink,blink* WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?!!! Appairently not making sense and talking in rhyme is key to calming me down.Yay for killing time!^^
Unfortunately it only works when you don't look at a clock.Mmmmm,salad is gooood!Turkey breast and ranch-dressing go very well together.^^ SWEET!! I managed to kill 2 hours now! all right!Well,since almost no ones updated yet,I'll probably go over to youtube.Bai!^^~Shadowme(Yuki_C0ld,cold as snow)~ Comments (4) |
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Thursday, August 3, 2006
< Let the wake-up calls begin...T_T
Hey,how y'all doin? If you even bother to read this crap anymore,that is.*shrug* I feel like posting a poem by Kelly,so I think I will.You might like,you may not like,you may not even bother to read it..But whatever the results,DEAL WITH IT!! Sorry,but I'm not in the best of moods,so...You don't care,do you? Okay then,just checking...
Hey,VH1,MTV,and everyone else,are we controversial enough for you yet?
Is this enough drama and conflict?
Are you entertained yet?
Just how far behind do we have to leave the line before we're considered "decent"?
The truth is,"dearest" critics,we're not evil,nor misunderstood,just cursed.
And we're not crying,nor breaking,nor falling,just learning how to keep enduring.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *shrug* Yeah,its an okay poem,I guess.You must remember that when she says "we're not crying,nor breaking..." that she is NOT talking about you! Actually I'm not really sure who the "we" in her poem is referring to.whilest reading it,I couldn't help thinking that it sounded like a celebrity complaining to the press that they never get any privacy,and how everyone keeps making up romours about them just for entertainment.I don't know why,but I find that amusing.Well,MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU IN A WORLD OF UNSHINYNESS~Shadowme(Yuki-chan)~ Comments (3) |
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Wednesday, August 2, 2006
This is only the beginning of long,depressing rants....
Just so you know,my computer is being an asshole,and refuses to let me comment or answer PM....Or even read 'em,for that matter.Which totally sucks! Damn it,I wanna talk to people.*wipes away tear* And while I'm here,I might as well give you the (almost) daily report.I have refallen in love with Degrees of Betrayal.I LOVVVVVE THAT BOOK!!*clings to book in a somewhat disturbing manner* Well,I can't comment in the comment window,so here are my comments...
Alphonse 13:Wow,I continue to be in awe of your brilliance!(not) Sorry if that sounded mean.But I can tell your used to this kind of stuff,eh? *shrug* But still...LMAO!! XD funny story.I'm glad no one was hurt,though.^^
Magnus Lensherr: "having a good imagination can be evil.." TELL ME ABOUT IT! I can't tell you how much sleep I've lost because of my imagination and my friends damn horror stories.Damnit! Why do they have to be such good story tellers!>_<
Dumbblonde14: Wow,thats a fun schedule!(sarcasum) Of course,when is school ever fun? Ooooh,you got in a year early in the Act 1? go you!*applauds you*^^ Yaaay,feeling special! An evil Latin teacher?! Is she eviler then me?!...*gasp!* Shes stealing my thunder!!(j/k,j/k)
PagenAngel:*GASP!!* HTML?!!...*freezes with fear at mention of horrid thing*0__0 *deep breath* Okaaay,I think I'm okay now.But yeah,the new theme looks great.I like the poem in the intro...If thats what it even is.If its not,it could totally pass as a poem.*shrugs* Dude,at least you HAVE dreams.I don't even remember mine.One time my mom had a dream I was pregnent.O_o Sorry,just felt like mentioning that.
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Oh,1 part of my "daily" report I left out:We have swim class again..in the morning! The EARLY morning,before the pool even opens.Yay,another thing to pretend I care about.*rolls eyes,irritated* BECAUSE THIS IS MY UNITED LIFE OF WHATEVAH!...No,that doesn't work.Hold on...BECAUSE THIS MY MONOTONOUS LIFE OF WHATEVAH!! Yeah,there we go.^^ I noticed something just now.Isn't it weird how 7 is a lucky and holy number,yet "666" is supposed to be the number of the devil? O_o But then again,14 is also a holy number,so I guess good really is better then evil.(I'm just rambling now,pay me no heed.) OH SHIT!! Now my guestbook is acting up! Dude,it gets worse by the second...I wanna throw up.And now MY sites acting up! Damn "errnos", Whatever the hell they are! On a brighter note,I only have 4 more days of waiting.Let the teeth grinding re-begin until then!Well,bai!*hugs you all*MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU IN A WORLD OF UNSHINYNESS~Shadowme(Yuki-chan,Lady Redemptions' servant)~
OH,LOOK! ITS YOUR FAVORITE RHYMING MASOCHIST WITH THE CANDYBAR OF TWIX
Hey,all!*hugs* I'm back from Carolina.Missed y'all.Dude,I love the song on my site.*sigh*Only 7 wretched days,3 hours,and so many minutes and seconds til it happons.I refuse to say what.T-T Well,its probably been established by now that I am NOT happy.Its 1 of those things were you break your back doing something for somone,and they don't even spare you a thought.They don't even care.*sigh*...Damn it,somone took my Twix!T-T
In the words of EMO Sasuke "I cry because I suck."Yeah,I think I've officially joined the hundreds of teens everyware and turned melo-dramatic EMO masochist.Its only for a limited time though,so "enjoy" it while you can.I feel like posting something besides depressing rants though.So heres an old qoute."Well,there are 2 answers to your question.Theres hormones,then theres WHOREmones."-Kyo-chan
"Fumbling his confidence,he wonders why the world has passed him by.Hoping that hes meant for more then arguments and failed attempts to fly,fly.We were meant to live for so much more.Have we lost ourselves? Someware we live inside."-Swichfoot,Meant To Live(The song thats playing.)
Wow,that actually helped some.Wow,and I managed to kill an hour.Excellant.Hmmm,funny things that happond...Oh,yeah.I got a new moderately qoute for y'all."C.J.,the pain in my hip is still here...BUT THE PAIN IN MY ASS(e.g.:C.J.) IS IN CANADA!!"-Grandpa,8 Simple Rules(For Dating My Teenage Daughter).Doesn't really make sense unless you saw the episode,but whatever.
"Yeah,not every guy is sensitive like us....Woah,would ya look at the knockers on that babe!"-some dude,8 Simple Rules.
"After StarTreck,he became an actor!"-Fry(sp?),Futrama(can't spell)
"The K in Plushie stands for cuddly!"-Theh speeling empered(the spelling impared).
Well,thanks for making me feel abit better guys!*hugs y'all* Bye! Comments (3) |
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
;~; PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! ;~;
Hey,I'm not going to be here for an entier week,so,uh,y'all will have to manage without me.Shouldn't be a problem,right? good....*GASP!!* ONLY 14 MINUTES MORE!...and 2 hours...And 14 days...But the good news is,the following week my cousins coming to visit! WOOHOO!^.^*glomps Dani* Wow,I'm killing time....And this time its not killing me.Its true,"a watched pot never boils." Uhhhhhh,I have to go now.We have to leave by 5...In the morning.I'M NOT HAPPY!!! May the awesomeness of anime be with you more so then it is with.~Shadowme~
Wassup peeps!(I'm weird) I'm about to get very over/melo-dramatic and lame,and,well,pathetic.So,don't say I didn't warn you.
DAMMIT,THE WEEKEND HATES ME NOW!! THERES NOTHING TO DO BUT CHORES,VISIT SITES,THIS,DRAW,AND LISTEN TO MUSIC!!! Oh,and lets not forget the most importent activity of all,missing Mikey past death.Not that he was really here to begin with,but now he doesn't even have any way of commuicating with me! "I'll miss you too..." Ha! thats a bloody lie! Hes having a great time! Theres no way hes missing me!..Guys,unless you already live in Maryland,avoid going there at all costs.When the travel agents tell you its so "peaceful" here,DON'T BELIEVE THEM!! Its not peaceful,its boring! We barely even have a beach! and theres nothing but shops and musems in Baltimore! Take my advice,go to Pennsylvania instead.The rodes may be crappy,but at least they have Hershey park.
Wow,taking out my frustration on my home-state is really working! Yay for anti-patriotism!^.^ But I just know as soon as I'm done typing this,the anxiety and doubt will come rushing back,as if it never went away in the first place.Yeah,I think misery has an attachment complex.look,italics! yay for simple HTML!^^ Hmmmm.......I wonder if he'll ditch me for some exotic,sexy belly-dancer.But what would he be doing in a club like that?...(*pokes title* 'Nuff said.) Oh,I know! Maybe his brother dragged him along...But why? Ummmm,for fun,perhaps? Or maybe it wasn't a club at all! Maybe it was on the beach! And maybe the dancer was just some hott chick in a bikini.Wait...Is the hotel even near a beach? o_O (Oh,don't mind me.I'm just remembering things that never happond.)
Nah,he wouldn't do that...But maybe he was raped by another guy! Or worse,HE raped another guy! 0___0 *GASP!!* NOOOOOOOOOO!! HE CAN'T BE GAY,I'M DATING HIM!!!(Yes,I'm a girl.You didn't know that,did you?O_o) I'ma gonna (try) to stop worrying myself now...But its so addicting...Or maybe he-DAMMIT!! I TOLD YA THIS WAS ADDICTING!!! >__< Well,I'm just going to stare at my computer screen for hours and hours now.tah!^^ MAY THE TENTACLES OF MISERY NEVER AGAIN FIND THEIR WAY INTO YOUR HEART(if only,if only)~Shadowme(Much love,Yuki-chan)~ Comments (4) |
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
Yes thats right.Another damn Potter quiz...
How the Harry Potter characters feel about you (for girls)
House: GryffindorBoyfriend: Ron WeaslyBest Friend: Hermione GrangerHarry thinks you're a great pal and a real laugh. You two used to have crushes on each other until you realized Ron was the one for you.Ron loves you and is very protective. He gets jealous when you are around his brothers because he knows that they are quite fond of your humour. You were the first girl he's snogged.Fred and George have got things for you so they always make fun of Ron when you are around. They would never try to steal you away though.Neville adores you and hangs on your every word. He thinks you are an angel and once threatened to fight Ron before you two started going out.Draco is in love with you, but Harry makes sure to keep him at bay.Hermione and you are the best of friends. She loves how smart and funny you are. You two push each other to work harder and share all of your secrets.Ginny thinks of you as a sister but doesn't like when you and Ron get all snuggly.Cho doesn't appreciate your constant laughing, especially when she is trying to mourn Cedric in peace.Pansy despises you and wants to have you expelled from Hogwarts.Hagrid adores you and is glad that you support Ron when he gets frightful of his creatures.Dumbledore recognizes the sparkle in your eyes. It reminds him of a student he used to have... long ago...McGonagal is proud to have such a bright student in her house.Snape constantly takes points away for talking so loudly in class... and in the hallway... and at meals... and at Quidditch games. Take this quiz!
Awww! I wanted the picture of Harry with his shirt off.Oh well,at least people don't hate me.Ron looks gay in that piccie though.Mmmmm,popcorn is good,dude! Mmmmmmm,the saltiness! Haha! I just drank coke and its 10:00 at night! LET THE INSOMNIA BEGIN,er,CONTINUE!!!(xD) Oh,and I also had vanilla ice-cream.Coke,ice-cream,AND salty popcorn.Life is good.I mean,its a bitch,but deaths bitchier...I think....
GASP!! that last sentance(s) didn't end in an exclamation point!! OH NO! THAT MEANS MY HYPERNESS ISH ABANDONING MEEEEEEEE!!! NOOO!! I'M MELTINNNNNNG! MELTINNNNNNNNNNG!!! ooh,play lists! Hmmm,"I Hate Everything About You"...Thats no Christion rock song!(T-T) haha,yeah,I'm being random now..I only have one other question to ask you...Which anime genre do you prefare? I like shoujos/romances/comedies,but only when its not as confusing as DNAngel.As I was watching the epis',I can't tell you how many times I found myself thinking "Wow,that is SO deep!...But I have no idea what it means."Well,g'night/day,y'all! MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU IN A WORLD OF UNSHINYNESS~Shadowme(Yuki-chan,shaa-rin)~ Comments (2) |
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
A remix of a poem
Don't be fooled.I only fake it so I'm strong enough to make it through the week.
I just want to be somones savior,but in the end,I'm only an entertainer.
Life is a battle-ground and love is either the bomb-shelter or the bomb.
And your a soldier from the day your baptized until the day you die,but you don't relize it until your on the front lines.
And even the smallest wars are what you'l also be remembered for.Its not just the out-come,its the results.
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I had that poem repeating in my head all day,so...There it is.I'm not sure if you'll like it or not,but,hey,I felt it needed to be said,er,written.XD To make up for the poem,if you didn't like it,here is a Q and A from Tys vocalbulary quiz.
The Americas:"the cuss words you like saying merrily."(Note:He pronounced it "Ameri-cus".As in "A merry cuss.") He also thought Espaniol was a Spanish version of the Nentendo SP system.Then there was the time he got the Japanese words for "idiot" and "man" mixed up.XD MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU IN A WORLD OF UNSHINYNESS~Shadowme(Yuki_C0ld)~ Comments (3) |
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