Monday, July 17, 2006

Hi,hope y'all are doing good.If not,hang in there.Well,I'm going to post the lyrics to Maria by GreenDay now,so here they are...

She smashed the radio with the board of education.
Turn up the static,left of the state of the nation.

Turn up the flame,step on the gas,burning the flag at half mast.
Shes a reble forgotten son,an export of the revolution.

She is the first voice of the last ones in the line.
She'l drag the lake to keep the vendetta alive.

Bring in the head of the government
the dog ate the document
somebody shot the president
And no one knows were Maria went?

Maria,Maria,Maria,were did you go?...
Be careful what your offering,your breath lacks conviction.
Drawing the line in the dirt,because the last decision...is no.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Yeah,its a great song,but for some reason,no one knows about it.*shrug* Well,theres nothing to report,so I'm going to post another poem,but I won't tell you who its by.Not that I usually do,but especially not now.Because I don't want to lie,but I don't want the poet to have to deal with the blame of their work posted on the internet.Okay,your either going to dis the following,or be polite and ignore it....

ITS TRUE,THE "D" IN "DEPENDANCE" STANDS FOR "DISSAPOINTMENT."AND THE FOLLOWING IS JUST A POOR ATTEMPT TO KEEP FROM CRYING AND CUTTING; BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL THIS FAR JUST BECAUSE HE NEVER CALLED BACK.LET ME COLLAPSE IN THE SACK UNTIL I DRIFT FAR ENOUGH TO FORGET EVERYTHING.
I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS ANGER,BUT SORROW,DOUBT AND EVERYTHING ELSE COMES WEATHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.SHE SAID "SINCE WHEN DOES WEAKNESS NEED AN EXCUSE TO SHOW UP?"

Oooookay,deffinately the worst poem you've read,right? Well,the poet did their best.And besides,it was pretty balanced,right? I mean,you got to read a really good and a really bad poem.XD bai,bai! MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU IN A WORLD OF UNSHINYNESS~Shadowme(Yuki-chan)~
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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Kai and Maxie Fighting over Merriam! *dies laughing* xD

Genious! pure genious!^0^
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Friday, July 14, 2006

An okay video with an awesome song...


"Romance will tear us apart,love will put us back together."-Sammy.

MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF MORE THEN ANIME BE WITH YOU IN A WORLD OF UNSHINYNESS~Shadowme(Always your Yuki-chan)~

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Never Sell Yourself For Wealth(Us Undead)
I'm just so sick of hearing them bitch.
Bitch,bitch,bitch,I'm telling you,thats all they ever do....

Hold still so us undead (can rip you to shreds.)
Its nothing personal,we just find it a riot that your ungrateful.

You may be alone,abused,you may not even have a home.But at least your still alive.Us,we're just cold and dead inside.
And that rumer that said our lives were superior,it was never true.

So either shut up or be shut down.
Stop whining or stop moving so us undead (can rip you to shreds!)
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Okay,this has been said so many times before,by now you should know better,but...I DID NOT WRITE THAT SONG!!
Well,sorry I didn't get to sites yesterday.I was busy being suffocated by my addiction to DEGREES OF BETRAYAL(SIERRAS STORY) Its a good book.The end left me crying,and most of it is pretty sad.And after reading it,I must say,I HATE RYUN....TO HELL. But oh well.I guess every good story has to have somone you love to hate.But seriously,man! hes all too arogant! he thinks hes bullet proof! No,LITERALLY bullet proof.And even after he lies to Sierra,the only thing hes worried about is getting caught.But I LOVED the books ending.And while reading it,there was one quote the kept coming up in my mind. "If life is about the struggle,then you know your REALLY good at living when you struggle so much,you find yourself desiring death."

Yeah,its a confusing bit of irony,but if no one understands it,it'll just my little enigma-ish joke.Oh well.Damn,I stayed up until 3 in the morning reading that book.Twas worth it though...I think.And now I'm going to babble about yet another good song.Tis called Stars,and it is performed by Switch Foot.Seriously,check it out.Its really good.Well,thats.

"YOUR A SOLDIER FROM THE TIME YOUR BAPTIZED UNTIL THE DAY YOU DIE,BUT YOU DON'T REALIZE IT 'TIL YOUR ON THE FRONT LINES."-Just something for all of those religious people out there.(Yeah,I know your out there) MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU IN A WORLD OF UNSHINYNESS~Yuki-chan~

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Mama's got a brand new drug...And I'm hooked...
HERRRRRRRRRROOOO...I...Wait...*rushes to bathroom and back* Okay then.As I was saying,I hope y'all are doing good...Well...Whatever the proper grammer is.(haha,grammer.Me laughs at the concept.) Well,as Relient K said "lately the weather has been so bipolar,and consequantly so have I." Well,acutally the weathers been fine,but...Oh,nevermind.

Hmmmmm....Staying on task is hard.Oh yeah! I have question to ask all of you...Was there chocolate involved?.....No? How about cookies?....WHAT?!!! there wasn't any cookies or chocolate?!! Awww,now I'm depressed.T-T Now I bet your all wondering what any of this has to do with the title.It doesn't...Nor will it.Unless ou want to hear me babble about the shinyness of Busted.If you don't,kindly disregard the next paragrph...

In case you don't know,Busted is a band from England.No not a boy band,but a rock band with a somewhat pop-ish sound.And...I LOVE THEM.Everyone hates them,but I love them.Same goes for "America or Busted." Yes,I've put my anime obsession on hold for a realality(can't spell) show about a band and their tour in America.Considering no one knows of their shinyness/hottness in the US,I'd say they failed,but I'm not watching the episodes for a surprise ending; but because I love them and for a hint as to why they broke-up.*wipes away tear at mention of horrid event*

End fangirl explaination thingamajing.Uhhh,after I'm done with America or Busted,I might check out Air,or Beck:Mongolian Chop Squad.Well,thats all.I'm off to youtube.MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU IN A WORLD OF UNSHINYNESS~Shadowme(Yuki_C0ld)~
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Sunday, July 9, 2006

Pardon my drama,but..
I am NOT okay....And I apologize in advance for the melo-drama thats going to weigh everything down...Well,basically Mikeys going to Thailand and Korea(can't spell) for,I think,a month and 1 week...Or somware close to that.
And obviously me,being his girlfriend,am going to miss him past death all the way to hell.What fun.'''-__-

So here I am looking for a distraction....Its times like this when I wish I had ADD.Dammit,I'm so depressed I could just throw-up.This would be so much easier to accept if I wasn't the reason hes not aloud to get on his lab-top and cell-phone! Ehheh,yeah,long story.Long story that I'm not sure he wants me to tell you,but basically I'm the reason he got in trouble......Oh,I know! I'll tell you about my trip to Viginnia.Yeah,we had to drive there for this 4th of July party,which was right next to the Potomac river,so we got to go tubing,and jet-skiing,and all that fun stuff.And I got a glow-stick!^^

Hmmmmmm,what else? Is there anything else? Oh yeah,FR.LEO RULES!!! ^0^ Yeah,on Friday I got to hear this talk from this awesome,cool,funny,martial-artest priest named Leo Pa-something-hug.Uhhh,thats it.MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU MORE THEN IT IS WITH ME~Shadowme(Yuki_C0ld,Shaa-rin)~
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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

   HAPPY JULY 4TH!!(happy??)
Herrrro...Well,I'm just sitting here...Day-dreaming...after visiting sites.And,for those of you who didn't comment on my last post,and are wondering why I didn't visit your site,I only visit people who visit me now,so if you don't come to your site,I won't come to yours.Why? Because its not fair if I come to yours,but you don't come to mine.Well,since I've got nothing else to post,I'm going to post abunch of poems.

"How can He possibly forgive me when I don't even forgive me?
I was never worthy of His redemption,nor His love,same goes for His forgiveness.
And it just makes me cry,how He can love me no matter how dusguestingly weak,I can be.
So,Father,give me the wisdom and the strengh to live a life of no regrets.
And help me to chose the path I was chosen for,rather then the one I want.
Because even fools like me know its worth giving up all you've got to get there,and thats what it takes."

Okay,that wasn't really a poem.Its actually a Christion rock song called "Anthem of the Unworthy." Yeah,lame title,I know.No idea who sings it though...WELL,MOVING ON....

"With the number of times this has been said,I'm not sure if you even bother to listen.
Put the tissue box down,stop crying,inside and,out;
shut your mouth,and open your ears,for it must be said again;
That your not a hopeless loser,just a melo-dramatic self-abuser.
So,dear,don't you dare say you hate yourself and desire death.
It'd be a waste of breath.If you really believed living was a waste of death,by now,you'd be dead."-"Bel,we love ya,so should you",K.R.H.

Wow,this post is getting long.I'll stop here.Have a Happy July 4th,everyone.~Shadowme(Yuki_C0ld,snow cold)~

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Saturday, July 1, 2006

Leave me alone,I'm in mourning!! AHHHHH,GO AWAY!! I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FART IN SPACE!!!
Hi,I just found out my boyfriend was banned from the computer FOR AN ENTIER FUCKING YEAR!!!!!!! >.< AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! THIS COULDN'T OF HAPPOND AT A WORSE TIME!!...Oh,right,I didn't tell you guys yet...Yeah,now that I FINELLY have a boyfriend,I'm surrounded by sexy guys...Sexy shirtless guys...Oh,and my BF lives over 1000 miles away.Ehheh,the world hates me.

Nyeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhh,WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THIS?!!!!!!!!!'''T-T Yeah,and you guys are gonna hate me for this,but its possible that I may not get to ALL your sites today.If I don't,sorry.V.V*bow*...

But,really,most,if not,all my friends are on the computer,how could I not predict my first boyfriend was going to be over the internet as well?

My bro says hi...I say DIE!! My bro says hes too lazy to be dead...And walk to the closest cliff.

YOU ONLY HOLD ME UP LIKE THIS,'CAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW WHO I REALLY AM.SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE YOU...Ehhh,screw posting lyrics! I'm outta here.(My bro:YAAAAAAAAY,SCREWING!!*starts spinning around on a screw*) Errr,bye...MAY THE AWESOMENESS OF ANIME BE WITH YOU MORE THEN IT IS WITH ME~Shadowme(Yuki-chan)~
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

"You can't give up hope just because its hopeless!"-Fry,Futrama
Guess what,I'm still alive.Yaaay/booooo.-__- Its about 11 at night right now,and me and my brother are alone....WHY AM I THE ONLY 1 ON THEOTAKU THIS TIME OF NIGHT?!!!? And, Magnus,yes,distent/mysterious anime guys rule.No wonder I like Kai Hiwatari so much. Oh,I know...On to teh TV!...Oh and heres a somewhat crappy poem my friend wrote.Have fun...

"Singing,not thinking,and,every time,longer blinking.
Thats what I'm doing,if you still care.
Half the neighborhood is probably sleeping.
The other half,just creeping.
I didn't join either half.
I haven't the lack of energy to sleep,nor the energy to creep.
I couldn't sleep because I'm the kind of kid who drinks themselves senseless because they're better off unconcious.
What did being awake ever accomplish for those dear to me,in the first place?"-Kelly R.H.,Life of An Insomniac Poet~Shadowme(Yuki-chan,Shaa-rin)~
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

   I have far too many friends and they're all too good for me.
*pokes topic* tis true,tis true.Thanks guys,after reading last posts comment I felt very loved.^^...And now I shall call attention to my not-so-new kimono Rei theme! i love Rei.
^///^ Shes so creepy and cute and demented.As Kaita would say,"somware between the boarder lines of 'cutie' and 'weirdo.'" If I were a guy,and single,I'd make her my anime wife.^^ I just love how shes so mysterious and distent.Mysterious and distent people get stuck in my head alot.

Hmmmmm,what should I post now? perhaps I should talk about Dreaming(?):Daisuki Desu.Or maybe I'll let Tenma explain....AHHHHHH!! TENMA,GET OFF ME!!! THOSE AREN'T THERE FOR YOU TO GLOMP,DEAR!! AHHHHHHH!! (Tenma:heehee,your so cute when your typing on the computer.^///^*cuddle*) *blink,blink* You've got an attachment complex,don't you? (Tenma:Ehheh,your so cold.For that,I will give you extra "punishment"...Love.*licks,and does naughty thing to Shadowme*)....*whimper*..Your worse then Yoli...0////0....THERE! NOW THAT SHAA-RIN IS UNCONCIOUS,I,TENMA-CHAN,WILL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT THE LOVELY STORY SHAA-RIN HAS WRITTEN FOR ME!!....But how do I do that...? Well,I'll start by introdeucing myself,seeing as I'm the main character of the story...My full name is Tenma Kuruyukawa,and I haven't slept 8 years.I am now 14-years-old.The creepy thing is,I'm never tired.I've never slept at all since 8 years ago,yet I'm not tired in the least.And I'm dellusional.No,literally delusional.I see monsters,people getting merdured,raped,and shadows without owners.My parents don't know about this,my best friend figured it out,and my brother caused it....Wow,this is getting more confusing by the second.Kiki-san,help me out here.
Kiki:Okaaaaaaaaay,the story is about how Tenma-chan can't sleep at all and sees these vile images,right? but 1 night,she falls asleep,then doesn't wake up for 3 days.And when she does wake up,she sees the most normal,familiur images of all-they are all images of her home-town,and her house.The last image she sees that day is of her mother,in the kitchen,late at night,looking shocked,saying "....Kaita....?" And then finds out while she was sleeping,her older brother,Kaita,returned home after 8 years of being missing....Got it? good.
Tenma:Yeah,its a rather complex story-line.''^^
WAI! Shaa-rin,what are you doing up?!
Shadowme:Yeah,like Tenma said,its a complex story-line.Pretty much all my stories are.This one's my first shoujo series in...A long,long,long,long,lonnnnnnnng time.Due to some material,its kind of a horror story.I plan on working on it more when I'm done with Sword Hearts.Bai!~Shadowme(Yuki_C0ld)~
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