Tuesday, April 18, 2006

   Random quotes...
Shut up and be entertained.
"I think all of the sudden I'm upside-down.Ya see,my feet small and my nose runs..."
"I like to ride pretty much everything.Espcially the hoarsies in the front of the supermarket."
"Well...There are 2 answers to your quostion.Theres hormones.Then theres WHOREmones..."
"But its not that bad...Its much,much worse."
"Times flow is eternal,peoples feelings are eternal,however...Snow falls in ones soul."-Freedert.(me:WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!)
"Sometimes,the good die young...Sometimes the good don't get to live at all."
"Here comes the pink menace,and there goes the neighborhood."
"Awww,crap.Here the teacher comes now.Shes probably going to make me get off my ass and think! who does she think she is,a teach-....Suddenly everything makes sense!....Only becuase,everything else I don't really bother thinking about."
my bro: hi ppls these arent really quotes but mini song well anway here they are: "there was a genie with a six foot wenie shooed it to the lady at the store she thoght it was a snake she hit it with a rake and now its 2 foot 4"
"humnty dumbty sat on a wall humtny dumpny had a great fall all of the kings hourse and all of the kings men had scramled eggs for breakfest again"
"yanke doddole went to town rideing on a pony stuck a feaher up his asses and called it hursheys chocolotte."
"guy1: whatcha doing?
guy2: eating chocolotte
guy1: where you get it?
guy2:my sister droped it."
"yankke doodle went to town rideing on a pony accidently dropped a bomb and blew up davey crocket" lamo =]
me:Interesting qoutes...Anyway...
"Sex without love is an empty experiance....But as far as empty experiances go,its a pretty good 1."
"LEAVE ME ALONE! brother Bobs doing his science project...*naughty grin*"
My bro:"I'm an noob and im glad of it"
~lordblue565~
Me:....XD...."Don't EVER say you aren't a hero again,or else I'l slip you into a coma!"
"Chewing gum is really gross,chewing gum I hate the most."
"Well,I got my wish....Before I wished that I wouldn't have to smile that fake grin to cover up the lies...Now I can't smile at all."
"Bring in the head of the government.
The dog ate the document.
Somone shot the president.
And no one knows were Maria went?"
"Hey,I can see Kokajo in the next episode from here!*said while falling anime style into the sky*"
"Hey,if I weren't alloud to say words I didn't know the meaning of,this would be 1 quiet conversation...Whatever the hell that is..."
"Don't fight like a girl,fight like a women!"(Me:Yes,this was said to a boy.)
Now I have to go to bed.Smell you all later.:P~Shadowme(Yuki_C0ld)~
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Monday, April 17, 2006

Yuki_C0ld Is On The Run Again
Its that rare time of year once more.
Yes,the wingless have started to soar.
Suddenly the shadows have have silver linings.

Yuki_C0ld is on the run again.
Shes running in cyrcles under the sun.
Everyone said she'd crack.
Now she finelly has.
Oh,Yuki_C0ld is on the run again.
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Yeah,those are the lyrics in English to 1 of my favorite anime songs....I forget who its by though...Oh well.Anyway,photobucket is acting up so now I'm BGless.(without a background image.Anyway,another person has left myO today.I'L MISS YOU,Majin Kai-KUN!!!!!!!!!~Shadowme(Yuki_C0ld)~
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Sunday, April 16, 2006

Its been so long since TheO has made me feel this way...
I'm feeling very alone now....Despite the fact I just talked to Dani(my cousin) twice,on the phone.Today just didn't feel like Easter....I felt so indifferent today...I dyed 2 Easter eggs yesterday.one was completely blue and said,in orange cryon "kill me" and the other was half yellow,and half blue and said in white cryon "Yuki Cold." But I don't like boiled eggs,so I didn't eat them...I gotta go.Bye.~Shadowme(My mind is still 2000 light years away.)~
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Saturday, April 15, 2006

"Talk is cheap,and lies are expansive.My wallets fat and so is my head.Hit and run,then I'l hit you again..."
my bro: *back round singing (in terrible voice)* LALALALALALALALAALALlALAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
Me:DON'T MASACRE TEH SONG!
my bro: lmao!
Me:I yell at him and he laughs...Hes an odd cookie.
my bro: no im just going do monkey madness in runescape ( lvl 140 monkey gurads =])
Me:.....XD......ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNYWAAAAAAAAAAAY,I'm glad so many of you knew the song from last post.Yes,Alpnonse-chan,Yellowcard and Simple Plan rule! But the reason I'm glad,is that now I can give you cookies!*gives everyone who got it right a cookie*
my bro: *tackles everyone who got cookies and steals them* MY COOKIES!!!!!
Me:!!!!!*bites brothers head*
my bro: but i still got cookies *runs away*
Me:*clings to brothers head with mouth*mhmmphmeif!ol I newah leggo!(Drop the cookies,theif! or I'l never let go!)*forces brother to drop cookies* Well,this was a waste of time.Now my dads forcing me to get off.HAPPY EASTER! *gives back everyone their cookies*~Shadowme(Mike,what are you wearing?)~

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Friday, April 14, 2006

   "We are the lost,the 1s forgotten,but this time-the future is ours.Its in our hands..."
HORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRO! I saw the best DNAngel episode so far this morning.It was called "Ice & Snow." I kinda like Freedert,despite the fact shes holding Daisuke-kun captive....Shes so mysterious.Anyway how was your day? mine was mixed emotiony as usual.I saw the new Charlie and the chocolotte factory today.It was good,but I thought it would be funnier.Oh well.

*pokes topic* Whos heard that song before? it totally rocks.Anyway,I might be changing my theme soon.This ones getting alittle old.Well,besides that,if you've read my intro thingie,you'll know that the characters from my story live with me.One who moved out,moved back in....I can handle her insanety,but Tys stupidity is another story.......A horror story.Well.....see ya!~Shadowme(It okay.I don't know who I am either.)~
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Thursday, April 13, 2006

I found out something shocking today....
Drom roll please.... (INSERT DRUMROLL HERE) hazelkeys1985 is GONNNNNNNNNNNE!!!*sob* I'll miss you,Sawson-san!;_;....The odd thing is shes been gone for mons,and I just noticed it today.I'M SO HEARTLESS!!! *SOB!!!*~Shadowme(that girl,with that computer,sitting at that chair,in that sitting posistion,with that shirt)~
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Sword Hearts,chap.16:When Fools Think(pt.2)
Hey,same goes as this 1 as it did with erlier 1.If you don't have time to read it all copy and paste it into a word document,and come back and tell me what you think.PLEEEASE???? ;__;
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Unfortunely not everyone managed to get off so easy , with their bold (and rather stupid) actions as Ty.Rai,for example was still unconcious,and for all he knew,could be about to be exacuted.

'(Black.....So much black....it is endless,the darkness is)....' Rai thought,as he continued to float in the darkened relm of semi-conciousness,which was indeed "black." pitch black.This was were his mind wandered when he was not fully awake,yet still hadn't entirely regained conciousness.He could see nothing but darkness,but he knew there was somone else there,for that was were the "somone else" lived.At the darkest far corner of his mind; were memories of nightmares and events better left forgotten dwelled.This "somone else" really wasn't even a "somone," but a voice that lived at the back of his head ever since that accident,many years before.The voice which had killed Rais' humanity,feeding off his hatred,pride,and all the fear it,itself caused.Whispering lies into his ear,showing him mental pictures of everyone,everything he ever cared about,tortured and killed.

It manipulated him,framed him,drove him insane,and tried to kill him,just like had its previous victom.But worst of all,it attemped to make Rai just like itself- A hateful,deceitful,torturing anti-concencious,shapeless voice,not even worthy of being called a creture.And it had almost succeeded.Almost.Just almost.It came so close,there was almost nothing left of Rai by the time somone came to save him.But now, it lay sealed at the back of his head,were it was left to watch in rage and horror as Rai slipped farther and farther from its deadly grasp,and could do no damage.In fact,he couldn't even hear it anymore,except when he was in the semi-concious realm he was in now.

"(Yes,thats why it will never die.)" The voice growled,from its place on the virtual,dream-like ground,were it was binded by the seal."Your 'light' may chase it away,but no matter what,the second the light goes away,it'll always come back,attached to the hearts of mortals,as always...Besides,the closer you get to the light-" and even though the voice had no shape of its own,you could just feel it sneering as it went on "-the greater your shadow becomes."

Rai chuckled.'I was talking about the horizen.Or at least thats what I ment,but it is foolish to use the actual light and darkness to symbulize good and evil.Because here on earth its still being decided whether or not the humen race,in general is to be looked on as innocent; but in the world without endings it has been millenia since their world has been bathed in light without casting a shadow,and it still is.In other words,there,lies the absulute good.With darkness and light there is no absulute good.Good is supposed to be God.And if good is supposed to be light,and light is always cyrcling darkness,and darkness always cycling light, in an eternal power struggle; that means light is just as powerful as the dark...Or light and dark are somehow fused.Again,that means there is no absulute good,which is equil to humanity.....And what good is a God who is no better then those who he created?' There was another unpleasent pause,in which you could feel that if the voice had a mouth,it'd be sneering."But you know,I'm not really who you should be preaching to....How do you know they'll all figure that out in time? And how do you know that there is even any time left?You know how weak humans can be when it comes to accepting the truth as the truth...." He jeered,with a not-so-charming chukle. Rai opened his mouth to answer,but the voice went on without waiting for him."Not that you even need to worry about the humans anyway....After all,its not like you are 1."
There was a pause,in which Rai would've bitten his lip if he were fully awake.'Yes,and I haven't been 1 for 7 years,but still-' But Rai was again interrupted.This time,it was by a growing white light coming towards him from behind. As the light came closer the sound of breathing,from Rais body,grow less and less distent; and the fragrence of blood grew stronger and stronger."Oh! looks like you're about to wake up.We will meet again,soon," Said the voice,fading from Rais sight."My precious vessal." The light fully consumed him,and the next thing he saw was the inside of his eye lids.
"Hey,Lang.....Are ya alive?" Came a familiur voice,as Rai cringed at the strong smell of blood which immediately commenced taking his nostrals under seige.He was obviously laying on a bed.It was too comfortable to be the ground.

His eyes slowly blinked open."I repeat,are you alive or did they turn you into a zombie doll of the living dead?"Again,came the familiur voice from his left,with a note of dry humer this time.He turned in the direction of the voice to see its owner,Kyoto,facing him,while sitting in a chair that faced the oppisate direction.Her arms lay folded on the chairs back,and her head rested in the folded arms.Her brown,pupaless eye was stairing down at him,from its high place on its tall,gangly owners skelatine-like face.The smell of blood,Rai supposed,must of been her breath.She must've just eaten.Which was a logical thesis considering she was a vampire.As usual there was only one eye which was visible,even though the silvery carpet of hair was tied into a pony tail.The T-shirt she wore was grey and said in black letters "I don't suffer from insanety....I enjoy every minute of it.^_^" And for trousers,she wore jeans,which most people would have found hard to breath in,but lay draped across her bony figure; even with the belt she wore.While trying to regain the memory of what had happond,Rai couldn't help noting,even while sitting down he wasn't even half Kyotos height.

"Ms.Kyoto! what am I doing h-" Rai tried to ask,sitting up,but was interrupted by the sudden pain,which surged through his head so abruptly,as if waking up after returning from a drunken party the night before; which was probably caused by Rais sudden movement.The acheing pain paralized him for a moment,making him feel dizzy and light headed to the point were everything blurred.Then-"Gyah!" he shouted in pain,his hand racing to his fore-head were he discovered a large bump half the size of a base ball."Yeah,about that," said Kyoto,seeing that Rai had discovered his new injury."If your fond of having a soul and a body intact,I suggest not going near Gothem,or any member of the Katriers anytime soon.As in,not any time in this century." After a breif pause,she added,in an indifferent voice."Unless you can somhow figure out how to accomplish 100 years of training within in your life time...Or figure out how to live for 100 years,and train everyday." And she passed him an ice pack to make the swelling go down,and a pain releiver pill.Rai put the ice pack to his bump, took the pill,and blinked as everything started to look normal again."So her name was 'Gothem',huh? And these 'Katriers' are who she works for?"
"Actually 'Gothem' is just a nick name.I don't know her real name.But yeah,shes one of the founding members."
"Ah,so shes 1 of the most powerful members.No wander I lost."
"No,shes the weakest.....Of the founding members anyway..."
"WHAT?!...Well,shes still one of the best....Right? "
"Only because the 7 founding members are the only ones who have a soul."
Rai cocked an eye brow at this strange reply."That is," Kyoto went on,seeing Rais puzzled expression," shes the only 1 who has a soul for a soul.All her Kohais are Fateless. What they have is Psyominac Beasts which have sentanced the victoms souls to an eternity of being trapped at the darkest far end of their own mind,while the Psyominac Beasts control their bodies.Not even I am entirely sure how it works,but I know I don't want to find out......Not the hard at least."
Rais curiousity turned to something which was mistaken for sympathy."That sounds horrible." But what he was thinking was,'(That means,if not for him,I would be just like them.....)' "But what is a Psychosominac Beast?" Rai asked,butchering the correct pronounciation of "Psyominac Beast". Kyoto blinked,and raised an eye brow.It was her turn to be confused."How can you not know what a Psyominac Beast is? you have 1." and she gestured to 1 of the doors in the room.

"You mean....Sio-ko?"
"Yes,Sao-ko." This was her revenge for not pronouncing "Psyominac" right."And since you have a 'Psychosominac Beast',that would make you a Psychosominac....Maybe I'll just call you 'Psycho' for short......." Rai chukled,and was about to say something,but without waiting for it,she got up,and while walking to the door,told him," But we can talk more about that later.Right now,get some rest. Oh,and since I did nothing to get paid for on that last job,meaning I owe you,you can stay here for as long as you need to.I don't like being in debt to people for too long......... I know this house isn't much to look at....But there are thousands of rooms in this old place,so it should prove more then suitable....I hope." And she exited the room before Rai had a chance to say "thank you." He sighed,and looked around the room.Kyoto was right.It wasn't much to look at.The formerly white walls were stained by burn marks,and the traditional Japanese paper slide doors looked as though they had been torn,and patched over and over again at least 20 times.Somehow one got the feel of being in a grave-yard at night while inside the house.The fact that in some places the walls were stained with dried blood might've had something to do with it.So this was were the smell had been coming from.It hadn't been Kyotos breath after all.It had an eery feeling to it.He could just feel a thick presence of wraiths hanging over the house.'(No wonder this house is deserted all except for Ms.Kyoto....)' Rai thought. But the eeriness of this house inspired curiousity as well as fear.After 3 attempts to go back to sleep,Rai gave up and decided to explore. Because partly,other then the curiousity, he wasn't tired,and partly because he just couldn't take hearing that voice again,in his dreams, until it was at least 12-o'-clock (which was at least 12 hours from then.)

He made his way over to the door Kyoto had gestured to,and just becuase he figured something having to do with Sio-ko had to be behind it becuase Kyoto had gestured to it when she mentioned Sio-ko,opened it,and discovered a closet were his Penddleum,and-'what had Ms.Kyoto called it? A Psyominac Beast...?' lay.This was a huge relief for him,for if they had been stolen,which was very likely considering the immense value of both objects,he would have lost it,without a doubt. This was understandable,for those who have ever had emotional attachment to an object.After all,through the seemingly hundreds of years,he had developed an attachment with both objects, which was so strong,it was almost an adiction.He had so very often depended on them for so much- his honer,his pride,the safety of his village,and even his and his freinds lives.Rai knew he could have just as easily defended all these things with any other wepon('s),but these items of his held so many priceless memories.They had way too much sentimental value for him to not care.Plus his father had had to spend 11 months in inner Mongolia to earn the money to pay for the Penddleum.Which explains why he had to grin,and pick them up off the floor with such care.He placed the pendent,decorated with an image of the white tiger,Sio-ko,who was featured in a rather feirce pose,into its place on the pendleum; but didn't put the pendleum on his left arm,were it usually lay.He was still covered in the grime of his previous bout,and was eager to fix it.So he decided the first thing he would locate was the bath-room.

After what seemed like an hour of searching,and exuastion,he found a bathroom on the first floor.(His new temporary room was on the 4th.) This room was another suggestion that the house had been built more then 100 years ago,for example- the tub was one of those immanse,ancient,exotic pools which wasn't supposed to have any plumbing,and the toilet and sink,which were modern,were in a seperent room altogather.Rai guessed that before "Ms.Kyoto" had moved in there, an attempt had been made to turn the house into a musem.It looked as though they had only gotten a 9th of the way through the process.Luckily,just enough progress to install the plumming and,maybe,electricity.

Continueing his streak of good fortune,the bath,or pool rather,was already filled with pure warm water.Probably water left over from Kyotos bath,for it was very unlikely she had filled it for him.But it looked reusable.He undressed,unfastened the ribbon he used to hold his hair in his usual,reasonably short pony tail,and climbed in.The water came fully up to his waist,when sitting down.He sighed,the siffness,the stress,and the hunger starting to melt away,and the relaxed slight fatigue settling in.Usually he didn't do too well,when left alone like this.It left his mind to wander back to his beloved home of Neku-Ning,and everybody he held dear in it....But there were 2 people of which his thoughts were of the well-being of just a bit more then the rest- Xao Lou and Fa Shao Nai.The former had been his best freind and "partner in crime" as well as his brother.Even though they weren't related by blood,they were probably as close as any siblings could possibley be.And the latter had been his "stalker",so to speak. That is,she always fallowed him around,hiding in the background,trying to blend in. He had met both before "the accident." They were the only 2,besides his parents, who stuck by him when he became something........Other then human.Or as the less-then-polite villagers put it,"A DAMNED ARROGANT,NO GOOD,LAZY,WICKED DEMON!!"
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Monday, April 10, 2006

I talked to Mike...
Yeah,it was a very short conversation.Very random.My mom forbid me from calling him again so now I can't.And she told dad.I feel like throwing up now.And it was going to be such a lovely spring break too.>.< I hate myself.Somone please kill me now.I want to crawl into a hole and die.AAAHHHHHHHHHH! damn chaos! always has to spoil relationships.''''''''''''''''''''''-__- Seriously somone kill me.I'm so stupid.*runs into wall until head bleeds*
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Sunday, April 9, 2006

I tried to talk to Mike today but my evil phone wouldn't let me.
When I dialed the number and hit "talk" all I got was "I'm sorry.You must dial 1 before dialing this number.Please hang up and try again." So Are you sure you sent me the right phone number Mike?....ANNNNYWAAAAAAAAAY,if your wondering were I was all weekend,I had to go to this 1 over-night weekend retreat.They didn't have a comp there,so...Yeah.Well,I'm back and I'm totally drunken on grace now.I can't stop smiling.Well,I might get on lator,but now my EVIL bro is bugging me to get on.~Shadowme(I love you.Mike)~
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

Waaah! I'm so worried! >///
Hey,people.Guess what.Apparently paranoia is contageous.My BF sent me his phonenumber,and when I tried to call him,my brother was like "NO! don't you dare call him! he might be a sicko who steals children!" And I was like "HE IS NOT!" but now I'm starting to worry.I mean hes a nice,cool,talented guy whos only 2 years older then me...But there are alot of sick people in this world,so now I'm alittle worried.I don't know how to make sure hes not a...Preditor.I mean,I know hes a great guy,but how do I not know hes lieing?

I sound stupid and paranoid.Dammit! a second ago I couldn't wait to talk to him,but my brother had to spoil it by calling him a preditor!
I know my bro just said that becuase he cares about me,but...OH I'M SO CONFUSED! Well,if your reading this,Mike,I love you.And my heart knows your not some creepy kid-napper,but my mind doesn't.I hope your able to get to your/a comp soon.^^~Shadowme(*huggles Mike*)~
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