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Female Location • Here Member Since • 2005-05-30 Occupation • Life preserver :) Real Name • Belina
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Hey, everybody. Just came to say Happy Halloween. :)
Hope you all have a safe and fun night. I hope you all feel infinite.
I love you all
Baby sunflower says Happy Halloween.
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Saturday, October 30, 2010
ugh
My ex is harassing me now. I am so, so scared.
Dreading seeing him in school on Monday.
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Friday, October 29, 2010
Oh. Em. Headaches.
My ex-boyfriend just gave me back the picture I bought him from Disney World last year with this written on the back.
"Always love.
:P
Never forget.
Shaun."
OH MY GOSH!!! '-__-This is like a punishment for God for my Dan obsession 9th, 11th, and 10th grade.
I wish I could forget. I can't.
He's the entire reason I'm like this--always starving for affection, for love. The reason I'm never satisfied.
Don't get me wrong. I'm over him.
But I'll never get over how great it felt to be held, kissed, and loved back for once. The only thing I like about him now are the memories.
ily
~Belinda
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Thursday, October 28, 2010
So... I'm here, after school and Ben, the guy I was planning to ask to prom is NOT FUCKING HERE!!! '-__-
I know it's illogical to get mad, but I wore fucking HOLLISTER-my least favorite brand-for that mathafugga.
Come to think of it, it was a stupid idea to wear Hollister in the first place because I'm basically pretending to be someone I'm not by wearing it and I already know he likes me the way I am. I guess changing who I am for everybody else is just second nature to me by now. EPICEMOSIGH...
Oy. I should've known something like this would happen. Things were going way too well for everything to continue to go right.
I'ma go pass out in the ground now.
Bye.
ily
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Tuesday, October 26, 2010
MMMMMMMMMM....
So my inner pedophile has definitely returned. I spent no less than four hours today trying to resist the urge to fuck the living shit out of this fourteen or fifteen-year-old kid in my Spanish class.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH, no wonder I liked Lolita so much--I have the body of Dolores and the mind of Humbert. For those of you who don't get the reference, google Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov right now. Or maybe it's Naboskov? I don't know.
*sigh* I need to go back to crushing on dudes my own age. '-__- I simply do not have what it takes be a cougar at the age of seventeen.
Ooh! I have an idea! Let's search for "lolita" on youtube and see what pops up! Shall we? Surely.
OOH, LOOKIT! The trailer for the movie! :D
Hmm... Seems unspeakably romanticized, but oh well.
NOW I HAVE THE URGE TO READ THE BOOK!!! >.<
I'm all the about the urges today. Maybe I somehow switched minds with a pregnant lady? No, wait, those are cravings.
Oh well.
ily
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Sunday, October 24, 2010
Blah... '-___-
School tomorrow.
Still haven't done all my homework, but I have study hall first period, so I should be alright.
Decided to be old-school Ryan Ross for Halloween.
Here's a picture.
*sigh* I miss the androgynous li'l muthafugga.
I actually miss a lot of things about 2006-2008.
THings were... friendlier back then. :(
I feel really lonely thinking about it now. EPICSIGH... :,( THere are so many things I miss.
ily
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Saturday, October 23, 2010
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY BFF AND HER BOYFRIEND ARE DRIVING ME INSANE!!
I know having a relationship is not the most important thing in life, but, fck it, I'm lonely and I'm tired of denying it.
THing is, I'm far too interesting to ever be what the boys my age here consider sexy.
I'm a freak and I LOVE it, but not everyone else does, and I've gotta say it gets annoying. '-__-
ily
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Thursday, October 21, 2010
Responses to comments:
Stephy: Well, considering I'm allergic to cats--and kittens--a box full of them probably wouldn't be a good idea. *sigh* You know... One day I'm going to have all your blatheringly awesome comments published into a self-help book. It'll be called Chicken Soup For the Belindian Teenage Soul. XD Glad to hear your health is so-so as opposed to horrible--please either keep it that way or try to improve it.
Faroe:Thanks, love. :)
The Fuz: Touche. I must respond with:
But I did NOT fart in your car!
Today, everybody was the BEST. DAY. EVER.
Pause for moment to sing SpongeBob song.(High five to anybody who gets the reference.)
At first, I felt strange because my inner pedophile reemerged for a second and I had a miniature chick-boner in Spanish class over this 15-year-old when I'm 17--but then it got better.
I got my IMPOSSIBLE project in tech class done, lots of good feedback from the Vignette people, and I got to see BENNNNNNNNNN!! :D
I also got to ride home in his car.
He's adorable--and really cool. I think I found my prom date, guys.
I love you, I love you! :D
ily
~Belinda
Make my time machine the grave and the alter.
I'll come back to life when everything is better.
Maybe I'm over-explaining,
Maybe I'm just over-complicating things,
But I am stuck in the pitfalls of today--or maybe it's the pitfalls of always.
I can't usually tell the difference.
Really, there's no need to worry.
I'm just a mirror of my environment--I'll be fine when everything else is fine.
~Belinda
P.S. I'd say I love you all, because I do, but my hearts in no condition to love right now so I'll say twice tomorrow to make up for today.
Ehhhh.... I'm too lazy to do a proper update.
I did, however, acquire a free prom dress through legal means and it is fcking gorgeous, if I do say so myself. Fits like a dream. Hell, I could probably sleep in it.
Anyway.... Here's a picture.
And thus the amazingness ensues.
ily
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