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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Got this crazy batwing eyeliner on today and it feels amazing. It looks goth but it makes me feel and consequently act all fun and quirky and goofy. Todays pretty uneventful so thats all I have to say for now. Sorry if I don't get to visit anyone's sites. Comp schedules kinda crowded right now.
ily
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Sunday, July 18, 2010
Oy. I'm tired again, but it's alright.
My brother, Charlie, is FINALLY coming home today from his tour of New England and Bermuda. His birthday was the day before yesterday and I'm just so psyched to finally have him home. :)
Yesterday was a busy day. There was the neighborhood yardsale(total waste of time), a trip to McDonalds(disgusting, an appearance at this girl Michelle's birthday party (fun), a hike around Double Rock Park (OH EM GGGGG), and... well, generally, just more walking. It was fun though. I'm happy with the way it turned out. :)
ily
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Friday, July 16, 2010
Ahhhhhhhhh.... I'm sleepy because I overslept and (was) typing with one hand because I'm talented like that. :P Yup.
Pretty uneventful day today but that's fine because I don't think I could handle anything more. Got a pretty bad headache. Everything keeps changing colors and the room spins a bit whenever I move. It ain't cool, but it's about to be because nowadays I'm living on caffeine and as soon as I chug some iced coffee, I should be okay.
Went to get my senior portraits taken yesterday. Took about 2 and half hours and afterwards I could not for the life of me make my face stop hurting. The one photographer made me smile so wide in all the pictures, I thought for sure I was gonna crack. The photos actually turned out pretty good though. I was pleasantly surprised. Usually I don't photograph that well unless I'm the photographer.
ily
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010
This song perfectly depicts my mood right now. I love the way they lie.
ily
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Tuesday, July 13, 2010
More vague emo poetry.
I am torn between not looking a gift horse in the mouth and tearing that motherfucker apart.
Why the hell would you hold me so close just to throw me off a cliff?
Why would you invite me in just to slam the door in my face?
Make me laugh, make me love, make me lovely, make me leave, make me cry, make yourself into someone I could never recognize.
Do you have any idea how much I want this?
Do you have any idea how long it's been since I've had it?
Torn between losing myself in you and losing you in someone else.
Has it ever occurred to you that you're breaking my heart every time you blow it up?
You're looking for love in the biggest change and breaking me down in the worst way.
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People who are transsexual really should not act straight. When they do, it kinda makes me want to shoot myself in the face. No, I take that back--it TOTALLY makes me want to shoot myself in the face. I mean, do you have any idea how depressing it is?
All the most amazing guys are either gay, taken, transseuxual, or all three. And then they try to act like they're not because they can tell you like them. Assholes.
I'ma go into my emocorner and cry myself an ocean now, kay? Kay.
ily
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Monday, July 12, 2010
It's 7:00 am and I've been up for hours. :D
I gotta say, I quite enjoy being up early during the summer despite the loss of sleep. It's peaceful to a point where it's almost spiritual. I can really see what Thoreau(sp?) and all the other transcendentalists writers were getting at when they ranted on and on about the beauty of nature at this point in the day. Honestly, aside from this morning, I can barely remember the last time I caught a glimpse of the sun rise.
In other news, I am going to try to get my learners permit today so PLEASE pray for me if you believe in a god, and if you don't send me telepathic messages of encouragement. This is my second time trying to get it and if I fail this time, I just might hang myself.
On that cheery note, here's... a thing.
lol My indecisiveness abounds!
Ha. I'm sleepy but I can't get back to sleep. It's okay. I'll nap during drivers Ed. I wasn't going to pass the class anyway. Even if I did, I was already supposed to have my permit before even signing up for the class and since I don't it's kind of pointless at this point.
On another note, my brother left for a cruise with his choir about 10 minutes ago. They're gonna be going all over New England singing and sailing and merrily merrily merrily and whatnot. He's going to be gone about a week and I gotta say, I'll miss him. Plus, I've been kind of worried about him. He's been really depressed and stressed out lately.
ily
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Monday, July 5, 2010
There's a stirring in the air.
I can't hear it or see it or feel it in on my skin, but I'm certain some kind of new development is developing.
Or maybe the midnight paranoia is just finally starting to kick in because it's 2:18 in the morning and I can't sleep for the life of me. :/ /:
Well, either way, that^ was one beastly opening sentence. Beats the shit out of "it was a dark and stormy night."
Wow, this post is beginning to feel irksomely scripted. Sorry, guys. It's my theatrical pre-dawn time at it's worst. What can I say? Under the full moon, some people turn into lunatics or zombies or raving idiots, and I turn into an attention whore.
The funny thing is, as I'm typing all this about my yearning for attention, I just know I'm going to log in tomorrow-well, later today rather-and find that one person or less commented. XD
Oh, I'm a mountain of self-fulfilled prophecies and jinxes just waiting to happen.
Btw, how was your guys Fourth of July? Because mine for the most part was beastly. I got to talk to so many amazing people, see/be deafened by the most nebulously beautiful fireworks, and eat the most sublime food.
Ergh. There I am showing off again. "Oh, look at me and my knowladge of big words!"
I'ma go be an ass in my emo corner now with my Elmo blanket.
ily
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Sunday, July 4, 2010
And that is my Red Queen. Today I'm going to try to do the White Queen's makeup on myself and then maybe the Mad Hatter. We shall see.
Happy 4th, Everyone. :)
ily
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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Oh, no.
I'm 75 percent sure I just wasted 300 dollars of mine and my mother's money on a drivers ed class I'm probably going to fail.
I don't know what scares me more: The possibility of having to walk or get a ride with someone everywhere I go or the possibility of getting into a car accident right after I get my permit.
I need help. Whatever God you believe in, please, please, PLEASE pray for me that I'll be able to pass the test and be a safe driver and if not that I won't have a mental meltdown if I don't.
ily
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P.S. I'm bored so I'm probably going to do my make up Alice in Wonderland style and take pictures. Will probably post them here.
