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Female Location • Here Member Since • 2005-05-30 Occupation • Life preserver :) Real Name • Belina
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So I went to the pool yesterday, got a monster sunburn all over my legs and feet.
Every time I time I wake up and go to sleep, Ozzy is still all I think about and the bastard still won't even accept my friend request on facebook.
Ugh. '-___- Being a senior is so not worth being left behind by the older seniors.
I'm not the most eloquent today because it's absolute chaos here and there's school tomorrow even though it feels like Summer break already and... AAafhafaifhakjdf! I'm just an emotional wreck. '-___-
Well... I wore impossibly precarious heels to school today and managed to go the entire day without breaking my ankles.
The reason I wore these heels, my gorgeous goslings, is because today was Ozzy's last day and so as part of some immature, impossible dream, I decided to look slightly hooker-ish, and no hooker-ish look is complete without heels.
Now then, I'm too horribly depressed to make any worthwhile posts, so here's a picture of a dinosaur. Enjoy.
ily
~Belinda
Can't say anything about tomorrow. Hell, I can't say anything about ten minutes from now, but what's important is, even for just one day, I was happy, and no amount of misery can take that away from me.
Ha. Just yesterday, I started liking this kid Ozzy.
Tomorrow is his last day in high school. It figures, right?
Tragedies and disappointments are magnetic to my heart.
ily
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I don't belong anywhere.
I am alone. Alone with my crucifix, my rosary, and my misery.
I've become so frigid and unapproachable... Sometimes I wonder if anyone even sees me.
Even in myotaku, almost all my friends have left. I just can't hang on to anyone or anything.
Everyone leaves.
"Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy. Came back to me, come back to me, to me." ~"Note to Self"-From First to Last.
ily
~Belinda (Don't leave me.)
Now... It has recently come to my attention that the whole fucking world is completely and utterly hung up on race. There are stereotypes, expectations, and prejudices everywhere, and it's making me sick.
Race has never mattered to me. Ever. The way I see it, we're all people, we all share the same feelings, and even though we have different experiences and some of us come from different cultures, we're all equal. End of story.
Why the hell should it matter if someone is white or black or yellow or purple or rainbow? I don't get it. I simply cannot wrap my head around it.
*sigh*
Oh, I'm in such a good freakin mood for some reason. :)
It's probably going to be ruined any minute now, but oh well. At least now I have evidence-this post-that for once I was happy in school. That never happens anymore unfortunately.
Yesterday I stayed home from school because I had too much homework to do. The ironic part is, I probably now have a whole mountain of makeup work. Haaaaa. '-__-
I got poker face stuck in my head.
MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH!
ily
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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Ahhhhhhhhh....I hate visual vocab cards. '-__-
I've lost all ability to draw well. I simply do not have the patience anymore. Oh, save me.
It's cold in this basement and colder outside. They say it's gonna be cold and cloudy for most of the week. Ha. Global warming my ass.
Today was alright. "Broke up" with Brogan because he's into drugs and all that shit. He took it really well though so it wasn't really bad at all.
Let's see, what else?
Ummmmmmmmmm..... Nah, that's pretty much it besides school schedule being messed because of exams. Overall, it's been pretty uneventful.
Ha. So sorry, I'm probably boring as hell right now. I'm even putting myself to sleep.
ily
~Belinda (princess mania)
I need a sugar binge. Oh, yes, I can taste the diabetes already. It tastes like really shitty diet coke. :P Ew.
Ehhhhhhhhh... I'd rather not talk about my stupidity today. Honestly, I don't wanna talk about anyone's stupidity. At this point, it's just depressing.
Honestly, I don't even have a video for you guys, so sorry...
Overall, it's just been a really shitty day.
ily
~Belinda
How the hell do you spell that kids name? According to spell check, it's the first one, but I don't trust spell check. Hell, I can't even trust myself.
Anyway, Brogan is the name of this dude in my science class who asked me out today. I said yes.
I know what you're thinking, or at least I knew what I was thinking: "Belinda, you crazy bitch, how stupid are you? You don't even know how to spell the dudes name and you agreed to go out with him!"
But see, here's the thing. No, actually, here's a complete list of things:
1. He's Christian, and even spent time in a youth group.
2. He plays guitar and bass, and he's not a complete and utter ass hole about it, and that is very rare these days.
3. He's my age. Yeah, I know age is just a number, but so is your IQ.
4. He's an actor, and I freaking LOVE actors. Sometimes I even consider myself one.
5. He's really nice so far. It's almost creepy how nice he's been to me.
6. He's the type of guy who never shuts up, which is great, because I'm actually pretty quiet around most people.
ily
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