Saturday, May 2, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!
Yup, yup. It's my birthday today! I'm officially 16!
Also: Stephy, I got your present today. Thank you so much, I love it! I couldn't stop smiling for hours because of it. Thing is, now I feel weird about not getting anything for you for your birthday. :( I sowwie. Happy birthday anyway, hon.
Anyway, my birthday was great, and I just wanted to thank everyone here on myO for an awesome 4 years. My life would not be the same without you guys.
I love you all dearly. fr srs.
~Belinda
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Saturday, April 25, 2009

Too close for comfort never meant so much
I'm so lost. Everything's falling apart and all I can do is watch from the corner as it all burns down. The world doesn't make any sense anymore....
Here's a song. No one take it too personally, okay? It's called C.A.J.E.

Speechless and silent.
Nothing I can do.
Nothing anyone can do.
I knew it was a mistake, but now all I can do is pray.
The poetry can't even touch the surface and the screams means the nothing of everything and the everything of nothing is all that matters.
I'm not making any sense, but neither is anyone else, so hold the guitar strums close and let the drum beat heal your barely breathing heart.

I'm the only one who wants it.
I'm the only one who would give it.
You can't say it won't be missed
Because I can't say I won't miss it.
I can't say I won't miss it.
I can't say...

Trying to say everything about it while not saying a thing.
My lips are sealed, but my tongue's still moving.
I'm not making a sound, but I'm still screaming.
But can you blame me? Could you blame me?
Words are all I have left.
I never had any melodies, and the love was all there was to console me.

I'm the only one who wants it.
I'm the only one who would give it.
You can't say it won't be missed
Because I can't say I won't miss it.
I can't say I won't miss it.
I can't say...

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I only have one request: Please do not put me in the middle, okay? I love you both, and I really don't want to have to choose.
ily all
~Belinda

P.S. My little sister Katie turns 8 today. Happy birthday, Katie.
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Thursday, April 23, 2009

Questions people (and by people I mean Stephy) have been asking me:
1. You've had your ears pierced?
Yes.

2. Have you had them pierced more than once?
No. I probably should though. The hole on my other ear is all slitty and unhealthy-looking now.

3. Are you afraid to wear a swimsuit?
HELL NO. As long as it's not a bikini, I'll happily wear a swimsuit.

4. You're really sick?
Yup. Nearly konked out in math class today. lol Almost had a conniption when I ran out of Kleenex.

5. Are you okay?
Only on Wednesdays. (Ironically, though, Wednesday was actually the day I got sick.) But, yeah, I'm alright. Just got a sore throat and some congestion is all.

In other news:
The Death Note movie was bloody awesome. I demand that you all go out and see it. Srsly.
Also got to see Role Models, which was funny, in a very naughty way. Lotsa naked boobies in that movie. >_> *ahem*
Still, very funny though. Kiss my Anthia. lol

Ouren High school Host Club= Love.
ily, guys
~Belinda

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Replies to comments:

Stephy: Aww, I know, I read your post. T.T I'm so sorry, Steph. *huggles* And, yes, I love Dragon Force. I think my brother has one of their CD's floating around somewhere. Of course I'll send you my address. You should totally come and kidnap me. lol That'll be epic. Luffle you too, Stefani. X3 DBE was alright, I guess. I'd give it a 3. Not the best movie in the world, but better than I expected.

Emily: Sure you can. You just can't get them from me. lol

Cassie: NO, WE ARE NOT SLEEPING TOGETHER. I'M JUST GIVING HIM A LAPDANCE EVERY TIME HE GETS A B OR AN A ON A TEST. Hm.... I probably shouldn't have said that in all caps.

Lee Radcliffe: Eh... DBZ the series was a lot better than Dragon Ball or Dragon Ball Evolution, I always thought. Eh. to be honest, I prefer sunny weather too. My boyfriend loves the rain though.

So... I'm staying home sick today, working on my story, listening to the Cute is What We Aim For CD I got from the library, reading manga, watching Death Note THE LIVE ACTION MOVIE, and overall just chillaxing at home.
Yeah. It's a good day. :)
I mean, don't get me wrong, I still feel kinda shitty and I still have to deal with my siblings all day, not to mention all the make-up work I'll probably have to do tomorrow, but overall, I think it's gonna be pretty cool.
Thing is, I don't get to see Shaun today either. :( Oh, well.
ily guys
bye~Belinda

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Okay, so we did end up seeing DragonBall Evolution on Sunday. And, honestly, it was alright. Dude playing Yunka was annoying as God-knows-what and the ending was unbearably stupid but other than that, it was alright. Mostly because I was making fun of it the entire time though.lol
So lets see... Things I've managed to accomplish since I've last updated:

1. I've figured out how to motivate Shaun to try harder in school. (Why, yes, it does involve sexual favors. XD)

2.Lindsay, Shaun's ex and my friend, does not hate me.

3.I've finally decided on a color for when I dye my hair again:auburn. People always tell me I'd look really good with that in my hair, so I figured I'd give it a try.

Annnnnnnnnnnd we're about to have a huge thunder storm, so I gotta go. Sorry. :(
ily all
~Belinda
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Sunday, April 19, 2009

Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.
Went over Shaun's house yesterday. I was so blissed out, I can't even think of an allegory to describe it. He's just so fucking epic.

Thing is, we were supposed to go to the movies today, but we can't find anything we'd like to see together. At first, we wanted to see DragonBall Evolution, despite it's sucktastical reviews, but I couldn't find a theater close to where I live that was playing it, and then I wanted to see He's Just Not That Into You, but Shaun would never go with me to that, so now I don't know what to do. I guess I could just go over his house again, but I kinda wanted to go on an actual date with him this time. I mean, not that there's a problem with it, but all we ever do lately is hang out/make out in his sun room, and I'm afraid if we keep doing that without doing anything else with each other, then we might get bored and make the mistake of breaking up. And I REALLY don't want to do that. *sigh* Oy...
Anyway, what'd you guys do yesterday?

ily all
~Belinda
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Friday, April 17, 2009

*sigh*
I've got everything in the universe except for one thing and it's the one thing I can't live without.
Same old, same old. idk.

Going to battle of the bands at my school tonight at 7. Should be fun. I'm debating whether or not to go all out on my look like I did last time, or just go as. For some reason, I always put on make-up when I'm bored or anxious or exciting. *shrugs* I don't know. It's just fun to get dressed up.

Going golfing tomorrow with Shaun and his dad. Eh.
Just another excuse to see him. We're also going to see DragonBall: Evolution on Sunday. I used to be a huge DBZ fan girl when I was 10, so it should be cool. Or at least, I'm hoping.

I feel like putting up pictures or something. AHHHHHHH!! Words are all I have to play with. Epic boredom...

I guess I'm gonna go slather my face in about 5 layors of makeup now. See ya.
ily
~Belinda
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Oy... I'm feeling pretty suffocated lately.
Part of me can't breath and the other part of me just doesn't see the point in breathing.
Ah. Emo, yes?
idk. I'm getting sick of everything. I don't know. Really don't wanna complain, because things are great, but like Katy Perry said "Comparisons are easily done once you've had a taste of perfection."
For me, it wasn't even really a taste. I could feel his breath on the tip of my tongue, but then he pulled away and started lashing out. It's all him, honestly. I wanna be satisfied with Shaun, but... He's just not That Guy.
What Shaun can do to me with his words, That Guy can do to me with just a glance. It's not fair to anyone. *sigh* Argh. Epic suckage.

*sigh* That song will forever be the anthem to my love life.
ily
~Belinda
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Sunday, April 12, 2009

Hey, guys. Just wanted to say happy Easter to all of you. Hope everyone's holiday was as fun as mine, if not better. ^^

Why, yes. That is me in bunny ears. ^^
ily, guys
bye
~Love, Belinda
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Friday, April 10, 2009

*sigh* I am so fucked up right now.
I've been a huge bitch all afternoon and I honestly have absolutely no control over my words or actions. It sucks. No idea where God is right now, but He probably isn't anywhere near me.
The sad part is, this is me actually trying. All through Stations of The Cross, I tried so hard to find Him, but I just kept losing Him and losing Him every time I got close. *sigh*
I have to wonder why I didn't see this coming. I mean, things have been absolutely perfect these past few days. The misery had to be pretty heavy to make up for it. Oyyy... I think I'm gonna change the colors of my site. Getting kinda bored of gray.
ily all
~Belinda
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