Monday, January 12, 2009

I am so, so sorry to whoever didn't get that last post.
But don't worry, it's okay.I'm not sure I get it either.
XDDDDDDDDDDD

AH, CONFUSION!!... Not pleasent. ''-__-
Argh. I had the hugest head-ache today. I think some of it's still there, but I can't be sure.

Responses to comments:

Stephy: Soooooooooo manyyyyyyyyyyy good ideas! XD
Yes, why DO you have to live so far away? Come visit, dammit! lol j/k. I'd love to have you, but I'm broke and therefore there is nothing to do here at the moment, so you'd probably be bored as hell.
YES! LONG COMMENTS FOR THE WIN!! lmao X3 Ya know, I could write an entire post completely in response to one of your comments. lol
Awww, kitties! Cuuuuuuuuuute.
1. What's your favorite band?
Uhhh... I'm afraid to answer that one. lol Probably Panic! at the Disco or Fallout Boy.

2. What's your favorite color?
I'm not sure. I've got multiple favorite colors. It's too hard to choose just one. I like really bright colors. Like tangerine and teal and neon red and sky blue.

3. What's your favorite animal?
Lion. Mostly because of the Lion King though. XD That was my favorite movie when I was little.

4. What's your favorite song?
At the moment? Almost anything by Katy Perry. Probably Hot N Cold, because it's so damn catchy and fun and I can just relate to it so well.

5. Do like jogging?
Not particularly. lol Only when I'm really anxious about something. It's too cold to jog right now though.

6. Have you even been bungee-jumping?
No. XD

7. Have you even played paintball?
No, but I accidentally ate a paintball once.

8. What's your favorite TV show?
Not sure. I don't really watch TV that much anymore. It used to be Everwood, but I kept missing episodes and eventually I just got completely lost. Right now, it would probably be more like the Mentalist.

9. What's your favorite movie?
The Butterfly Effect. You cannot imagine how comforting it is for me to see something like that and realize that no matter how weird I got, there will always be someone out there 10 times more fucked up than me.

10. What's your favorite kind of movie?
I dig romantic comedies. And just flat out comedies, when I'm too pissed off at the world to deal with Hollywood's particular brand of surgery sweet, too-good-to-be-true brand of romance.

LAWL! PANDAS!! XD I just saw Kung Fu Panda the other day. JACK BLACK!!

Cassie: Really? After all this time, you still feel addicted? *sigh* Love knows no bounds, I guess. Unconditional love sucks, doesn't it? I don't how God does it 24/7. Not to say that our love is as perfect as God's, but I can barely even deal with THIS much love!

Twists of Rain: Well, it's a long story, but basically there's this guy I like and he more or less, kinda/sorta hates me, and a a few months ago I happened upon his myspace, so... Yeah. Sorry. It's exhausting just thinking about it.

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Sunday, January 11, 2009

I'm sorta scared to log on to myspace.
I just know I'm gonna end up back at his page. More disappointed than ever.

But is there anything else here right now?

It's just one big waiting room until he realizes what's happening.
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Saturday, January 10, 2009

Happy Epiphany, guys.
For those of you who don't know, this is the day when the Magi(A.K.A. The 3 kings) brought the gifts to baby Jesus.
It's one of the more obscure Catholic/Christian holidays.
Went to a party for it today. Mostly prank-called people with Margaret and talked about the possibility of her last boyfriend giving her Harpes, which, in the end, thank God, wasn't at all likely.
I also found out that apparently the Catholic church forbids blow-jobs, so if I ever get a steady boy-friend and he ever wants one, I guess he's just going to have to use the vacuum cleaner. *shrugs*
Gee, I wonder why I'm always single...

Anyway. I went to church tonight, so get to sleep in on Sunday. :DD Wheeeeeeee!
I love you guys
~Belinda
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Friday, January 9, 2009

HJSKBNIABNIBNAIN...
I hate having expectations. I hate being this disappointed every week. Yeah, I know, Rome wasn't built in a day, but I'm not trying to build Rome, I'm trying to engrave my name into his chest.
Know what? Fuck it. Here's a video.
Happy Friday.

Ah, I love that scene. "10 Things I Hate About You" is a great movie. R.I.P., Heath Ledger.
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Today.
What happened today? Hmmm...

I smiled at Dan in the hallway. He mimicked it back to me and sent me a telepathic message of "you look cute today," which I ignored and kept right on walking, because honestly I was straight up dead inside for almost the entire morning. Unless Dan would've burst into my Spanish class about half an hour earlier wearing nothing but a black cocktail dress and heels, while serenading me with old Natalie Cole ballads in front of the entire class, there probably wouldn't have been a single thing he could do to get a reaction out of me.

Also: Adam's not that great. I liked him at first because he seemed all mysterious and intriguing, but it turns out he's just an aloof, smartass bitch with an attitude and a habit of smelling like dead skin on a good day and like cancer on a bad day. So, yeah, so much for that little distraction.
Oh. And Mr.Willis has taken to calling me Ms.Rembrandt now. It's actually kinda funny. He thinks I'm some sort of God-sent prodigy. Even tried to get me to put together a portfolio so he could try to get my work put on display at this art museum. lol
I wonder if he would still take me so seriously if he knew that I draw a bunch of cartoons in my spare-time.
That's all I got for now.
ily all
~Love, Belinda
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Monday, January 5, 2009

*sigh* I am so restless today.
I hate feeling this way. So helpless, so dependent, so doomed. Hate it with the fire of a hundred thousand suns.
Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Anyway, Twilight was alright. The book was far, far better, but then again, it always is. Now I just wish I could get my hands on a copy of New Moon. Errrrrrrrrrrrrgh. '''-__-
Probably down-load it off the net or buy a copy off of E-Bay or somewhere. Can't find a copy in the library anywhere. Picture time!

This is my myspace default picture. lol

Anyway... That's pretty much it. I'm gonna cry myself to sleep now. Au revoir. ily
~Belinda
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Friday, January 2, 2009

gkgggggggggkgjvfdjdjf....
FINALLY going to see Twilight today, with Margret and Ashley. W00t!

Yeah. That's pretty much the ONLY exciting thing happening today. So... Here's a random, but announced picture. Enjoy.

So true.


Awwwwwwww. Wentz spawn!

*cocks head to side, in confusion* That's a HE?
YAOI= IT'S ONLY OKAY WHEN THERE'S SCENE HAIR INVOLVED

HOLY SHIT!!! THE ONE WITH HIS EYES CLOSED LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE THIS GUY FROM MY SCHOOL!!!SNKLDFNLASDLABDF...

I beg to differ, Sir.

XDDD
WHY CAN NO ONE SPEAKS RIGHT NO MORE?! It's not "to", it's "too!"It's not "your," it's "you're," as in YOU ARE!
Anyway, I gotta go.
Bye, guys.
ily
~Love,Belinda
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

I'm listening to Lavi's playlist. X3
GERMAN ROCK AND GOLDFINGER FOR THE WINNNNNNNNN!

I WANNA MARRY MEH STALKERRRRRRRRR!

That thar's muh theme-song, boiiiiiii.

Replies to comments:

Stephy: YES!! LET'S HAVE A MYO TRAILER PARK PARTY OR SET MY DEMONIC NEIGHBORS HOUSE ON FIRE OR SOMETHING!!! XD Srlsy. We shall do just that!

Cassie: Yeah, but I haven't had a life since last Friday, and it's never bothers me before.

Lavi: HOLY SHIZ!!! *glomp* LAVIIIIIIIIII!! Omg, of course I've missed you! At one point, I even wrote you an extremely emo poem. *caughs awkwardly* >_> But anyway... I'm gonna go see a movie with my family on New Years. What about you?

Megan: What? It's a good song. Yeah, I fail epically at GH too. I can't even get past the beginner level. Lawl.

Corn: Oh, well. It's better than Madonnamania.

Jenny: Awww. *hugs* Thanks, Jenny. ily2, bby.

So. Anyway. I feel a bit better than I did an hour ago. Not much though, but I have an excuse, so it's all good.
I'll probably be up posting obscure, cryptic love/hate letters about Danny on myspace til midnight, if not all night. What else is new?

Was thinking about dying my hair a different color for the New Year, but I don't know. I kinda like my hair the color it is now. All blond and orange and brown.
Well, anyway, I've really got nothing left to say, so, here, new video:

THE Fallout Boys...? Wtf?!
It's Fallout BOY. SINGULAR.
Oh well.
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Love you, guys.
Happy New Year.
~Love, Belinda
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Monday, December 29, 2008

I'M BORED!!!
nafiopfubiabfhuafbafbviabfaibf...
Grrrrrrr. T.T
Srsly.
Bursting at the seams for some release. I wanna do something, go somewhere so bad it's killing me.
I just cannot sit still for a second anymore.

Pat Benatar for the win!
I love this song. Can't tell you how badly I massacre it on Guitar Hero though.
lawl.
love you guys.
~Love, Belinda
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Sunday, December 28, 2008

   Go preach electric to a microphone stand
LAWL I are a total workaholic these days. Yesterday, I got up at 4 in the morning to work on this new project of mine called The Scene.
Also, I've gotten back into role-playing somewhat, so I've been doing practically nothing but writing 24/7. *contented sigh* I iz a happy, little literate mothafucka.

Despite the fact that my head is always throbbing now from tuu much computer. '-_- Ow. Ow. Ow...

Folie a Deux is fantabulosity. (no, that's not a real wordddddddd, silly chickens.)
My favorites are Disloyal Order of Water Buffalos, I Don't Care, She's My Winona, The (Shipped) Gold Standard, and a bunch of others that I'm too lazy to name.

NAME-DROPPING, IRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL's! =D

In other news: Could somebody please read the following poem and tell me whether or not I've gone completely insane? I mean, more insane than I already am?

I know it's love because it hurts way too much to be anything else.
3 in the morning, I'm burning to death in my bed again.
Throat sand-papered to my lungs,
Eyes stapled to anything bigger than my stomach.
The only reason I always bite off more than I can chew is because you always make the hunger feel so much deeper than it really is.
Push and pull my heart-strings like an accordion,
I'll sing to you like a diva to a microphone.
Tongue-tie me to the first stop-sign you see.
I need to get lost in something besides your eyes for once.
Am I going too fast? Aren't I always going too fast?
Your bangs are the only poker-face you've got left.
I never had any need for poker faces,
Because everyone here only speaks reality and coherency, and I'm written in angst and intervention.
There's no point reading an open book you can't understand.
You make me feel like goldfish without the gills:
I can't breath. I can't speak. I can't escape.
So trap me behind glass walls and stop my breathing with that glint in your eye.

Yes. It's about That Guy.
No, it was not written at 3 in the morning.
It was written at about 2 in the morning, then revised at 3 in the morning. Yeah. Couldn't sleep.
*sigh* Myspace depresses me. '''-__-
Matter of fact, I'm just gonna go cry into keyboards now.
The top keeps glowing out of the corner of my eye, scanning me for leftovers.
It's a lost cause.

ily guys. <33333
~Love, Belinda
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