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No idea why I even bothered coming to school today. You think I would've been at least smart enough to bring a book, but no. It was boring as educational television in Latin, if not more.
And the worst part is, I promised my friends I'd come again tomorrow. Arrrrrrrrrrrgh...
I am sooooo over this shit. Comments (0) |
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Friday, June 6, 2008
Didn't end up seducing anybody today. It was honestly the longest day of the year so far. Grrrrrrrr...
I can feel the anxiety of Summer already. There's not gonna be anything to do. I'll go mad, theres no doubt.
I can't decide what would be worse: an eternity of school or an eternity of Summer.
Anyway, here's a video:
I'm in a very evil mood today. Matter of fact, I think I'll try to seduce the poor bastard in my 7th period tomorrow.
I probably won't though. And even if I do, it's just because I'm a sexy, sexy, sexilicious mass of sex and anime and I automatically seduce everybody. lol
Besides, the dude's not really worth it. If I do flirt with him, it'll probably be out of revenge for leading me on a while back.
Whatevehness........ Comments (0) |
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
WIDE EYES
SQEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm excited.:DDDDD
I wrote a song today. AND recorded it. And it actually doesn't suck!
Thing is, since it was basically just an impromptu recording, it's just an Acapella (vocals only) song, so I don't really have any instrumental music to go with it. I'm very proud of it though. It's the first really musical thing I've done in 5 years, so even if it does suck and my mom is the only one who likes it, I can't help but be ecstatic because of it.
Anyway, here are the lyrics to it:
"Live my life to it's fullest"...?
I'll carry out my death to it's best.
I can't reap what I can't sow.
I can't practice what I can't preach.
So find someone else to make your speech.
This sense of safety and risklessness has pushed
Me to the edge.
And his frozen apathy is always prodding me in the back
Begging God to let me fall off the plank.
And as I drown, you have no idea how sick I am of making these pages scream his name.
Yeah,
People come and people go.
But even after he's left,
He won't get the fuck out.
He's still there
But he doesn't care.
He still stares.
But I've said all I can
And even if something did happen,
This would still be broken.
I would still be broken.
[P.S. I sung it to the tune of Motion City Soundtrack's "L.G. FUAD," in case anyone's wondering. I mean, I sped up the tempo about around the chorus and a few other things, but basically it's the same melody.] Comments (0) |
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Friday, May 30, 2008
*BLAH*
Tis anxious. Tis restless. Tis PMS-fucking-tastic.
Here's some lyrics about it. (Not by me, of course. Can't do a single worth-while thing when I have this much writers block.)
I'm bouncing off the walls again Woah Oh
And I'm looking like a fool again Woah Oh
I threw away my reputation
One more song for the radio station
I'm bouncing off the walls again woah oh
And I'm looking like a fool again woah oh
Waking up on the bathroom floor
Pull myself back together just to fall once more
And my heart's beating out of my chest woah oh
And this town is still making me sick woah oh
And every penny from my last paycheck
I've blown it on you
I'm bouncing off the walls again woah oh
And I'm looking like a fool again woah oh
So go ahead and take a picture
And hang it up so you can tear me down
I don't care woah oh oh oh
Cuz I'm still here woah oh oh oh
And I've got nothing left to lose
With all the years I've wasted on you
Go! Go! Go!
Mommy and Daddy's got the best cocaine
Ritalin's never gonna feel the same
Twenty-four hours on an empty brain
I got my finger on the trigger and you're in my way
I'm bouncing off the walls again woah oh
And I'm looking like a fool again woah oh
I threw away my reputation
One more song for the radio station
I'm bouncing off the walls again woah oh
And I'm looking like a fool again woah oh
I'm bouncing off the walls again woah oh
And I'm looking like a fool again
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I just had one of the most perfect days at school today.
Listening to chipmunks singing in German with techno in the background right now. Unfortunately, dearest mother just ruined it by making feel like shit.
Grrrrrr.
Damn trade-offs. Every time I have a good day at school, I have a horrible day at home. And, vice versa.
Just can't have my mother-hugging cake and eat it too. Dammit.''-__- Comments (0) |
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Just joined this really weird on-line role-playing game called IMVU. No idea what I'm supposed to do with/on it at all, but...
Well, here I am. Comments (0) |
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
Wake up.
You don't know the half of it.
Will you ever?
God knows this all just a way to indulge your sick
Endeavors.
Still stuck struck by the idols I could never touch.
Always stuck in myths I could never compete with.
Shut up.
I'm sick of nervous ticks
And nerveless wannabe chicks.
I'm not looking for fearless
I'm not asking for fearless
Just give me a princess
Who knows how to fight.
Shut up.
I'm so sick of nerveless camera clicks
Aimed at always-nervous excuses for innocence.
I want a heroine,
A heroine who knows how to fight.
I can't take one more side-kick in disguise.
Well, yeah, honey, you've got looks.
But do you have what it takes to protect all the hearts you took? Comments (0) |
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Today sucked.
It sucked, it sucked, it sucked, it sucked.
I swear. I am this close to bursting into tears.
It's the kids on my bus. Even my so-called "friends" are bitching me up now. I can't take it. Never have I felt so worthless.*sigh* I need comfort food. Comments (0) |
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