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Hey...
Pretty unsatisfactory day at school.Mostly because of my sucky sucktastical mood swings.
"I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene."
And speaking of scenes, I just got back from watching the school play. It was pretty good. My friend was in it. He's a bloody brilliant actor. Very convincing.
(The play was called "UP THE DOWN STAIR-CASE," if any of y'all are curious.)
Also, report cards were distributed today. I got almost all B's, and 2 A's. Yeah, at first I was over-flowing with pride, but then I found out almost everybody else got straight A's. And I don't know why, but that just sort of makes me feel like 2nd best. *emo sigh* Shmeh... Blame it on the self-loathing complex.'-__-
Love y'all. Happy Friday.*hugs and kisses*
~Shadowme(Yuki)~ Comments (2) |
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Monday, November 12, 2007
Lalalalalalala
Hey.
Good news: My head actually doesn't hurt today.
Better news: Today was the most blissfully apathetic and apathetically blissful day EVER. Now, here's something pretty for y'all.
HAVE A BEEEEEUUUUUUUTAAATIFUL DAY, HONEY MUFFINSSSSS!!!
~Shadowme Comments (2) |
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
Damn it, damn it, damn it, damn it....
OY.....oy, oy, oy, oy, oy....
My head hurts like a bitch.
A drunk, satanic, hot-tempered, pompous, bitchy bitch.
Translation: Yes, I'm back to risking becoming epileptic on Microsoft Word for 4 hours again.
This time, it's for my Current events project...
Damn me and my impossibly unyielding desire for written academic perfection. '''-__-
Oh, and by the way, I think I have a staph infection on my arm-pet. I also just might be about to break into a fit of emotional spasms...
In conclusion: School sucks.'''''-____- Comments (2) |
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Friday, November 9, 2007
Hey.
Sorry for not being around in, like, FOREVER, but now that I finally have a life, it's been a bit hard to find time for myO. And sorry I can't really post anything readable right now, but my head is throbbing way too much for me to write anything decent. However, I have realized 2 things:
1. That Bitch is most likely secretly dating Kelly, a girl who lives in my neighborhood.
2.Not only is he taken, but he's not even worth obsessing over anymore.
Therefore, I am officially in the process of getting over him. And, well, that's pretty much it. Happy Friday, y'all. Comments (2) |
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Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Oy..... Damn, I'm tired. And bored. I wanna watch the rest of The Passion. (And, yes, by "The Passion," I mean that one infamously gory Mel Gibson movie about the Crucifixtion.) I watched the first half of it last night, but the portable DVD player I was using ran out of power, so I had to stop. And NOW, the movie's missing.''-__- *sigh*
I just found out today that "Jesus Christ" by Brand New was a actually a Christian Rock song. I had always thought the guy was just using Jesus Christ as some kind of exclamation. And, anyway, since, it's such a beuatiful song, I'll post for y'all, along with the lyrics.
Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone that could save
If they don't put me away
It値l be a miracle
Do you believe you're missing out?
That everything good is happening somewhere else
With nobody in your bed
The night is hard to get through
And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won稚 know anyone
Well, Jesus Christ, I知 alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Because this problem is gonna last
More than the weekend
Well, Jesus Christ I知 not scared to die
But I知 a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot
Do I float through the ceiling
Do I divide and pull apart
Cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
This ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?
I know you're coming in the night like a thief
But I致e had some time alone to hone my lying technique
I know you think that I知 someone you can trust
But I知 scared I値l get scared and I swear I値l try to nail you back up
(everyone now)
So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I値l know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you're coming for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
tongue tied in hate factories
We all got wood and nails
tongue tied in hate factories
We all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine
And you're probably going to find the following video unbarably contrived, but I'm posting it anyway. Deal with it.
Headaches...
Hey, my fellow pixel-whores/MyO dwellers. How y'all doing?
Anyway, I is back. And I is back with emo poetry which I wrote a long, long, long time ago. As in, all the way back in October of this year. Enjoy.
So how many decades do you suppose it would take to make this okay?
How many decades do you suppose it would take to make us something worth mentioning?
Every morning I wake, every dawning breath I take, I know what's coming and I know perfectly well what will never come of it.
"Twinkle, twinkle little star" ? Oh, no, no, you had your shining time.
Now you're just a victim of your own thunder.
And your eyes are so unalive.
But your smile always brings me back to life.
You wanted drop-dead gorgeous.
So drop dead, gorgeous.
And there's also another one I wrote more recently. And, yes, I know you're all sick of this emo unrequited love bullshit, but that's all I got right now. Sorry.
Hello, hello?
Can you hear us now?
Is this signal coming in clear?
If so, we interrupt the staring of your bed-room eyes at the bed-room-sent resident that you hope to God is bed-room-ready to bring you an exclusive message from the bed-room-poet you always tried to avoid.
"You compliment, you contradict, you swirl, you twirl, you make me sick."
So yeah, same old, same old.
Bringing roses?
No, you're too busy wearing velvet and hiding behind revolvers.
(Which reminds me: have you gone deaf from the gun-fire yet?)
And I've got my panic attacks and you've got your fall outs.
So, once again, we're even.
But for some reason we both still feel like the victim.
Well, I may have triggered the mutual pain, but you're the one who made the boundries wane in the first place.
Anyway, that's all I got right now, so I guess I'll see y'all later.~Shadowme Comments (1) |
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Monday, October 29, 2007
Well, I tried myspace for about several hours and, ya know what? Screw it. I'm staying right here.
There are just too many hoops to jump through on myspace. It's ---ing ridiculous.
Anyway, in other news, I got my hair-cut ultra short today. It actually looks pretty good.
emo seckz, anyone? ^^~Shadowme(Yuki)~ Comments (2) |
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
nn nWhich Furuba Character Are You?n nHosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.n
Awesome. That means I have a fan-club. ^^ Although, I could've sworn I would've gotten Shigure. He's all pervy just like me. Comments (1) |
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Monday, October 22, 2007
Hey, any of y'all got a Project Playlist account? Is so, please add me to your buddy-list. (My username is PattyCakez_the_hobo.)
Anyway, um, not much going on right now. I'm going to have my confirmation in November so that's gonna be cool.
Oh, and I got dissed by my math teacher for the most stupid reason you can imagine today. You see, we're doing a sort of pre-algebra thing where we have to replace the variable with the missing number. And to find the missing number, the frivolous bitch known as Ms.Bender wants us to do this waste of time titled "Inverse Operations." And that's the ONLY method she's allowing us to use, even though I know a much easier method that's just as accurate. And when she saw this method, she said "this doesn't make any sense!" despite the fact that the 2 ways always contain THE.EXACT.SAME.DAMN.EQUATION and are therefore almost EXACTLY ALIKE!!!! '''ToT
Gawd, teachers are stupid. Damn tyrants...'''-__-
Anyway, I'm exhausted, so please just shut and be amused by this bit of randomness.
Once upon a time, on a tour-bus belonging to the hit Alternative Rock band Mobile Fallout Shelter, in a land far, far away (A.K.A. Kyoto, Japan)...
Jason Wenterz: *hums theme to Mission Impossible as he sneaks into Yuki's room, equipped with an arsenal of eye-make-up and other rockstar grooming implements*
Robert(manager of Mobile Fallout Shelter):*lifts head off of pillow lethargically and faces Jason* Jay...? Dude, what are you doing up already? it's 3-o'---ing clock in the morning!
Jason:Ehhhhhhhhh? "Jay," you say? me no Jay! Me is h Eduardo.*starts babbling in fluent Spanish*'^.^
Robert: *blinks sleepily* Jason, I know it's you.
Jay:^o^ Ehheh, sorry, no Englace.
Robert:*sighs* '-__- Whatever. Just don't blow up a historical monument like you did last time. *rolls over and goes back to sleep*
Jason: *tip-toes the rest of the way into Yuki's room and slinks up to her bed with an evil grin* Hold still, Yu'kan'Uke.... This won't hurt a bit. *raises stick of eye-liner ominously and then pounces on bed*
[INSERT EPIC, 5-minute-long POWER-STRUGGLE BETWEEN JASON, HIS IMPLEMENTS OF GLAMOROUS TORTURE, AND YUKI HERE]
Jason:*continues to mercilessly wreak havoc with immense variety of beauty products*BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I TOLD YOU, YUKI!!! I TOLD YOU THAT IF YOU CONTINUED TO DEFY THE GODS OF GLAMOR AND CELEBRITY IMAGE, YOU'D FEEL THEIR WRATH!!!! AND NOW, YOU ARE!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Yuki, about 10 feet away from where Jason is attacking: *blink, blink* I am? O_O
Jason: *freezes in mid-attack* Wait... Yuki, if YOU'RE over there... Then who's...? *looks down at Yuki's bed for the source of all the screams that've been filling the air for the past 5 minutes to find a heavily made-up, super pissed off-looking Brent* Oh, hey, man.'''^^ Ya know, no offense, but that shade of blush REALLY doesn't go with that lip-stick.
Brent:....-___-.....
[INSERT R-RATED SCENE OF EXTREME GORE HERE]
10 minutes later....
Yuki: *is curled up in fetal position, rocking back and forth in a corner, permanently traumatized for life from all the violence* 0,0 Oh, dear Gawd... I'll never be able to look at a curling iron the same way ever again....