myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Thursday, March 1, 2007

Drunk on the impossible past...
I just watched some AFI videos,and,dude-I don't get it.And Davey Havoc looks like he just stepped out of '70s time capsule.I like Jade though.^^ You think these guys are anime fans? I mean,the chick from "Girls Not Gray" looks rather animated,doesn't she?

Okay,and now for the super angst fest. A letter from Carver came today-I didn't get accepted.In fact,my overall score was 40 out of 100...In other words-I have no talent.In other words,I'm not a writer,or an artest,but a naive little wanna-be dreamer who happens to have a way with words and a computer.I'm not so much insulted as much as I am confused.What happens to me now? What do I do now that Carver turned me down? Do I just stay where I am or try to get into somewhare else?....*sigh*
Okay,I'm going to stop making sense now for just a second.Bear with me.

The shadows,the solids,the shadows,the solids...
Look at this picture and pretend you can tell the differance.
Your a shine,and I'm just a glisten.
Your the savior,I'm the entertainer.
Look at this letter of rejection and don't believe a sentance.Every word you better deny.
Just look at these brambles of sacfrifice,and wonder why.
No,I'll only allow you to leave early if you take me with you.
The shading,the solids,the shading,the solids,the shading,the solids,the prodigy,the pauper...

You know,by now I honestly don't care weather or not I get comments,I just want to keep this post going as long as I can...Or,at least,until I can recover...-__- But that ain't healthy,so I guess I better go.*hugs and kisses* Bai~Shadowme(Stab my back,its better if I bleed for you)~

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