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• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
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• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

WARNING: The following is unbarebly trite and emo.Read at your own risk
I'm so depressed right now,I could throw up. Today sucked/sucks with a capital SELF-LOATHING COMPLEX EPISODE.I cried.Twice. Yeah,same old,same old.
I am addicted to over-procrastinating: I am addicted to being a let-down and a burden. I.HATE.MYSELF.
And you forcing me to lie to myself,trying to cheer me up and tell me I'm not a burden or selfish will not fix anything. In fact, it'll only delay the pain until I re-realize what I am, and then the cycle will repeat. It's like in Nails for Breakfest,Tacks For Snacks:"I am alone in this bed,house,and head.She never fixes this,but at least she makes me forgot."
This web-site never fixes any of my problems-It just distracts me from them.

And in case anyones wondering: I'll regain my sense of fun when I regain my apathy/ignorance.Until then,I'll be on whoevers site, trying to drown me out with massive amounts of Emo Rock...And writing this.

So yeah,ignoring all this for a minute, how y'all doing? Better then me,I hope. Anyway, we had to read this really --itty book for Literature.IT.IS.SO.---ING.DULL. It's called Ceasars' Gallic Wars,and it sucks with a capital "MILITARY REFERANCES." Anyway,who wants rhyming randomness? I do!
"Attention: A fraction of my attention-span is up for grabs.And my thoughts are moving faster then my tongue is capable of.So just sing along and see if you can keep up."
Uh-huh.I be teh pwnzor.>:) FEAR MEH!! Well...I've run outta things to bitch about,so au revoir!

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