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Wednesday, April 11, 2007


I have been gone more days than I have been home
You just stare at the wall, pre-occupied with thoughts of your ex-love.
I just take all my looks at you,knowing you're the latest drug.
And I just took another toke of you, my latest drug, my greatest want.
I swear, right now you're all that's filling my lungs.
But this song will forever be unsung.
So, you'll never know.You'll never know.
No,it's no secret. Everyone knows: you're the new cancer, I'm you're latest canter.
And,well, how can I be your body-guard, if I'm you're biggest stalker?
Yeah, no love for the anti-drugs.(Especially not this one.)
You just stare at the wall, still remembering your ex-love.
And I take all my tokes from you, dearest drug.
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OH.MY.STUPIDITY! I sign the dudes guest-book-I'm miserable.
I add the gorgeous bastard to my friends-list- still miserable.
I visit the addictive S.O.B.s site- still miserable.
I finally give up on the damn Emo pretty boy and delete him off of friends-list with the vow to never darken/brighten his door-step again-STILL MISERABLE!! '-_-
Love/infatuation sucks.
I swear, if his magnetic oh-so-seductively un-sexy charm doesn't ware off soon,I'LL EXPLODE!!
The only thing that hurts more than unrequited love is un-indulged obsession.
And as if all this weren't enough- THE MOTHER-BANGING SOUND ON OUR COMPUTER ISN'T WORKING.So yeah. I'm miserable,anxious,lethargic, and I don't even have a sound-track to be miserable/lethargic/anxious to. Pity me. V_V
I am alone in this bed, house,and head. She never fixes this, but at least she makes me forget.



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